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Heaven on Earth

2010-11-18T20:20:00.006+08:00

Well, sejak bekerja tempat baru, rasa kesyukuran itu aku panjatkan setiap waktu. Alhamdulillah, akhirnya aku ketemu juga apa yang aku idam-idamkan selama ini. Bukan bermakna selama ini aku tidak bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada, cuma sebelum ini nasib tidak menyebelahi aku. Tetapi kali ini, aku sangat happy dengan hidup aku sekarang, seolah-olah ia hampir sempurna....

Dulu aku ada buat entry pasal aku nak sangat duduk KL tapi ntah kemana entry tu, sebab kawan-kawan semua kat sini, kehidupan itu ada di KUALA LUMPUR, Syurga membeli-belah di KUALA LUMPUR, dan kekasih hati juga bermastautin di KUALA LUMPUR. Cuma alasan kekasih hati itu tidak berapa relevan untuk aku sebab kami dah practice long distance relationship selama setahun setengah. Jadi perkara tu aku tak berapa kisah. Dekat atau tidak, tak menjadi hal pada aku dan dia sebab kami kerap juga berjumpa. Kalau tak aku akan merengek-rengek sampai dia pening kepala. Dan sekarang aku rasa, duduk dekat pun tak guna sebab dah tak ada rasa apa.

Ok kita sambung pada perkara asal yang aku nak cerita. Kerja aku sekarang, more on Sales and Marketing lah. Ada sales target tapi tak ditekankan sangat. Aku di tempatkan di Jabatan Perhubungan Media & Pengurusan Acara, yang memang aku minat sangat-sangat sebab since aku study di MMU dulu memang aku dah involve organized events ni. Dari events yang formal sampailah yang ke tidak formal langsung. Cuma kali ini, aku banyak handle media lah. Jaga media centre untuk big events yang melibatkan Kementerian dan Associations.

Tambahan pula, rakan sekerja memang best gila sebab semuanya satu kepala, kecuali seorang dua. Ok lah tu kan. Sekurang-kurangnya aku tak drag myself to the office dan aku ikhlas nak pergi mencari rezeki hari-hari.

Aku ada rutin yang sama setiap hari. Pagi, aku akan sampai around 8, tunggu rakan sekerja yang memang aku akan pergi breakfast and lunch dengan dia. Kadang-kadang dinner pun sekali. Dah macam belangkas :)

Balik kerja, mula-mula dulu habis je kerja pukul 6, aku akan terus balik rumah. Ikut short cut di Jalan Semarak, tembus Taman Sri Rampai, then sampai rumah around 6.30 macam tu. Sampai rumah mandi, then selepas maghrib keluar balik lepak makan dengan Soya & Amad, tu bukan selalu...kadang-kadang aja. Selalunya bila aku dah naik rumah, memang aku malas nak turun balik.

Sekarang, balik kerja, aku akan pergi makan di Kampung Baru dengan officemate and lepak sekali gelak-gelak dengan kawan-kawan dia. Aku rasa sekarang heaven gila hidup aku. Masalah agak kurang, tekanan seolah-olah tiada, dan aku di kelilingi oleh mereka yang buat aku bahagia

The Day of Success!

2010-10-14T16:46:00.004+08:00

Officially graduated from Multimedia University

BBA (Hons) Marketing Management

Date: 2nd Auguts 2010

Venue: Grand Hall Multimedia University, Cyberjaya

Sebenarnya, aku dah dapat semua pic convocation aku ni lama dah, before raya lagi. Cuma malas nak upload je :)

Currently...

2010-09-24T09:12:00.002+08:00

Joyful Jules is officially working in Benama, National Malaysia News Agency

Tenkiu.

Movies' Preview

2010-08-26T09:50:00.004+08:00

Kenapa MOVIES? sebab aku ada 3 movies yang telah di tonton bulan ini.

1. The Last Airbender

Tengok dia punya preview dalam wayang, memang sangat hebat. dengan CGI Effect dan lawan-lawan, aku dan Amad expect movie ni sehebat cerita kartun dia, tapi hampeh. di adaptasi kan dari cerita kartun, The Last Airbender menceritakan tentang kelahiran semula seorang Avatar Angin yang tidur dengan binatang peliharaan dia di dalam bebola ais. Kemudian dia berjumpa dengan Avatar Air, Api yg mempunyai karakter yang jahat, dan Tanah. Mempunyai empat elemen, Air, Api, Angin dan Tanah, Airbender adalah insan terpilih untuk menguasai ke empat-empat unsur itu. Tetapi, bermacam-macam rintangan terpaksa di hadapi oleh Si Avatar Angin. Jalan cerita memang menarik, cuma action tak ada. Gila slow. sebab aku dan Amad expect cerita macam ni mestilah lebih kurang macam Lord of The Rings, tapi....mmmmm......

2. Salt

Sangat best! sebab? sebab best lah! dibintangi oleh wanita berbibir seksi; Angelina Jolie. Tapi, kesian. Aku tak sanggup nak hidup macam dia. Nak tau kenapa? pergi tengok sendiri.

3. The Expandable

Super awesome! Double date with Ika and Soya, kami tonton di Alamanda dua hari lepas. Kenapa awesome? sebab tiada adegan cium-cium. yang ada semua action! Tambahan si Sylvester Stallone memang handsome walaupun nampak kurus sikit.

TIAP MINGGU SAMA SAJA

2010-08-22T10:47:00.003+08:00

hari ni ahad....aku masih di lokasi yang sama seperti minggu lepas; di site office di cyberjaya. pagi tadi sebelum pulang, hujan turun dengan lebatnya membuatkan aku rasa "alamak, syokkk nyaaaa tido hujan-hujan gini....."..... tapi apakan daya kaki masih harus terus melangkah meninggalkan momen-momen tidur yang indah untuk pulang ke cyberjaya....

hari ni aku agak beruntung, sebab aku di temani oleh dua jejaka group anyam ketupat hehehehe.... zul dengan imran hari ni datang kerja....syokkk ohhh ada kawan.... memang lagi ligat lah aktiviti anyam ketupat kami :)

sekurang-kurangnya aku tidak lah rasa keseorangan kena kerja sorang-sorang kat sini....ada juga teman dari Henry Butcher tapi masing-masing sibuk nak melayan purchaser yang datang tidak putus-putus terutama di hari minggu macam ni.

hari ni, aku kena siapkan memo yang bos bagi minggu lepas. dalam masa yang sama, perlu attend high-end purchaser yang memang datang dengan kereta yang aku hanya mampu pandang dan telan air liur...maklumlah, our property value is betweek 1million until 2.2 million. even Yusry KRU pun ada datang khamis lepas untuk tengok our semi-d. mahu mencari rumah untuk Norman katanya. ye lah, ofis mereka KRU Studio hampir siap di Cyberjaya ni.

alhamdulillah semalam aku dapat berbuka bersama ibu dan ayah lagi. nikmatnya memang tak boleh cakap lah kan. memang rasa malas nak balik. rasa macam nak duduk bawah ketiak diorang jek.

malam tadi aku menyuarakan hasrat untuk bekerja dengan bapak aku, even bapak aku sendiri kerja dengan orang lain....hahaha gila tak aku ni? sebab aku dah tak sanggup nak berjauhan dengan mereka. tapi takpe, aku dah made my own decision :) insyaALLAH aku akan mula kerja dengan other company bulan depan. dekat sikit dengan abang aku. dan aku harap kerja baru nanti tidak memerlukan khidmat aku di hari minggu!

ramadhan kali ini begitu berbeza

2010-08-15T10:14:00.006+08:00

jari-jemari runcing ku pantas menari-nari di papan kekunci....di temani bayu lembut dari penghawa dingin mesin ciptaan manusia, di sinari terik mentari yang memancar di luar sana, bersama sales person dari Henry Butcher, bankers dari UOB, Maybank, AmBank, dan juga Solicitor yang bertanggungjawab untuk penjualan aset hartanah UEM Land. aku di sini, terpaksa menghadirkan diri ke sales gallery pada hari ahad, di mana orang yang sedang bahagia & gembira bersama keluarga masing-masing di rumah dan aku terpaksa menjejakkan kaki ke site office. sebagai staff yang konon-kononnya berdedikasi lah kan....kena lah datang juga.

lama sudah tidak menulis....terlalu sibuk dengan hal dunia....

oh, aku rasa masih belum terlewat untuk mengucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada umat islam khasnya seluruh malaysia. bicara tentang puasa, sudah tentu ada terselit pasal berbuka....

alhamdulillah, aku sempat berbuka & bersahur bersama ibu ayah tercinta, & satu keluarga bersama abang. ini lah impian aku setiap kali ramadhan, untuk pergi ke bazaar bersama ayah, pau dia macam-macam makanan, dan berbuka sama.

tapi ramadhan kali ini begitu berbeza. aku jauh di perantauan, meninggalkan ibu ayah atas tiket untuk mencari rezeki. tak lah jauh mana pun, putrajaya je. but still you have to drive for 1 1/2 hours untuk sampai ke melaka.

sebak di dada tidak dapat di tahan-tahan. aku tak tahu kenapa aku begitu lemah, sedangkan sebelum ini aku pernah je duduk jauh masa study dulu. berbuka dengan kawan-kawan. cuma jauhnya tidaklah seperti sekarang. masih dalam negeri yang sama cuma daerah saja yang berlainan. gedik kan aku ni?

tapi aku bersyukur. aku tidak keseorangan. aku masih ada abang aku yang jarak rumah cuma 40 minit. aku masih ada amad yang rajin datang dengan soya untuk berbuka dengan aku dan ika. sempat jugalah dalam masa seminggu berpuasa ini aku balik rumah abang aku sekali. rasa meriah dengan kehadiran 3 hero yang menghiburkan hati :)

aku banyak sebenarnya nak cerita. banyak sangat. tapi aku terlalu sibuk. balik malam. memang betul lah orang cakap, kerja di KL kalau tak balik malam memang tak sah. kecuali kau kerja gomen. even yang balik awal pun akan stuck di traffic jamm....hahahahaha....

nanti aku sambung. aku cuba untuk aktifkan blog aku semula. dan akan update pasal aku pergi genting, convocation aku, dan macam-macam lagi lah. tata!

I need some spacesavers!

2010-01-09T23:30:00.004+08:00

As u all know I just finish my study in MMU and I have a lot of unwanted stuffs (tak ada lah unwanted, just tak akan digunakan selalu) sooooooooooo i really need anything yang boleh save space my room.

I browse the Ikea website and found this which is sangat-sangat berguna for me. and I really want this, I repeat I really want this pls pls pls....!!! (Boleh tak nak request untuk hadiah anniversary? )

I need these bookcases and those DVD towers to place all my textbooks and tiny things because all those things sangat semak di atas meja sekarang.

p/s: Abang, please bring your lovely sister to Ikea as you know our Daddy won't bring me there. teeeehhheeeehhheeee~~~ =]

1st week of 2010 :)

2010-01-09T13:41:00.005+08:00

Happy 2010 everyone!

I dont think its too late for me to wish ya'll. We still in the new year mood aren't we?

ok lets continueeeee.......

NEW YEAR EVE

i did celebrate the new year eve and dapatlah tengok fireworks yang tak berapa hebat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan di KL. but at least I have something to do on new year's night and enjoy myself. Bersama kak mala and her cousin Su, we went to MBMB sebab kat situ tempat untuk celebrate new year in Melaka. Itu pun selepas I sent Asheecane to Melaka Sentral sbb dia mahu pulang ke KL selepas dia berpenat lelah menghadapi orientation week seminggu di UiTM Lendu (we're getting closer hun! lets rocking!!)

& saya pulang pukul 2 pagi tanpa di marahi oleh ibu & bapa sebab dia tau anak dia dah besar panjang & pandai jaga diri. oh i'm almost 23!!! can u believe it mom and dad???!!! ur lovely daughter is going to be 23 soonnnnnnnnn....!!! (and i'm so grateful because NO ONE ever ask me when i will get married sebab ramai kawan-kawan saya yang akan settle down dalam masa terdekat ni hehehe)

Wednesday, 6th January 2010

I went to AMBANK Masjid Tanah branch just want to meet the branch manager. we did have some discussion and he wanted to "see" me whether I am ok or not because I did send my resume to Ambank. And the response was good. Then I am off to Malacca town to send my resume to hotels by hand (Renaissance, Equatorial, Holiday Inn and Dataran Pahlawan) and settle my fees at MMU. However i only manage to send 2 resumes because I'm out of time. Holiday Inn and Renaissance will be sent later.

After I pay my fees, I went to Dataran Pahlawan just want to meet Kak Mala and Su again. We went up to rooftop (I dont know whether we call it rooftop or not but it is on the roof) and we saw this huge HOT AIR BALLOON but its not flying because of the wind. We head to karaoke box and release our tension with 3 songs per person jadi ada 9 lagu disitu. yeahhh....

dan pulang ke rumah pukul 11.

Friday, 8th January 2010

Kak mala ajak keluar lagi. and tidak mungkin saya akan menolaknya kan. she wants to buy a new purse, and I want to buy a new shirt for interviews next week. The new Juliana has got her spirit back after feeling down sebab tak ada satu interview pun yang sangkut. Before we went home, we had dinner at Old Town in Malim.

Pulang ke rumah pukul 11 malam juga.

weekend? just stay at home. I need to prepare all the stuffs for 3 interviews next week. Wish me luck!

2 good news in 2 days!!!

2009-12-22T16:52:00.002+08:00

i went for an interview for management trainee yesterday at ampang, near to ampang point. its a marketing company doing an advertising, road show, brand awareness, and PR which i like the most because they're dealing with adidas, umbro, female magz, and the other exciting road shows and events.... they have 7 branches in malaysia and this company was from singapore. the good news is.... they ask me to come back next monday for trial...they'll bring me to outdoor just to give me a clearer picture and after that there will be a second interview. during that trial, they will observe my abilities because they're looking for an outspoken person, very energetic, and exciting and all of these criteria are suitable with my personality. this is for management trainee position.

2. the second one is... i was shortlisted by CIMB for marketing executive - hire purchase. i just being shortlisted...same as the above ones... however, if i am selected i'll be working in Muar which i'm not prefer. u know... this position is doing sales and they have target each month, and i have to reach at least RM 2.5 million per month. its quite stressful because u know, we have target to achieve, and its challenging. but if i was selected to go to KL or Malacca, sure there is no problem with me because the sales in KL is impressive. U guys can see from the plat number, it keeps changing soooo fast...

however, its juts shortlisted and trial. not confirmed yet. pls pray for me yah?

rejection and rejection and rejection

2009-12-22T16:48:00.002+08:00

one from maybank

Thank you for your interest in applying for the position of Executive, Secretarial Services, Corporate Services.

We have given your resume careful and thorough review.

While your qualifications are impressive, we regret that we are unable

to extend an offer to you, as the competition for this position has

been very keen.

Your interest in our company is most appreciated, however, and we would

like to wish you the best of success in your career.

Truly yours,

Resourcing, Talent Mgmt

Corporate Human Resource

and the other one from EON Bank

Dear Cik Juliana,

RE : APPLICATION FOR THE POSITION OF EXECUTIVE

Refer to your recent interview at our Company, we thank you for your time with us.

We have carefully reviewed your qualification and experience in conjunction with our Company’s requirements. As there were several well-qualified individuals who applied for position, we regret to inform you that your application was not successful.

We thank you for your interest in our Company and would take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your future endeavors.

Your faithfully,

for EON BANK GROUP

** but it doesnt matter.... never demotivate me... i'll keep applying and applying and applying until i get what i want. u too... ok?

It is not easy to find a job that suitable with u

2009-12-16T23:15:00.007+08:00

Do u agree with my statement? I am totally agree because I've experience it. But some of them out there it is not like that. They think zaman sekarang if we have a good result in degree, the job will find us. well, it's a BIG NO NO here. its the other way around, we have to look for a job that available out there. there are too competitive. just like an interviewer from VADS, he told me, there are too many people graduate from various university. u imagine, last time, IPTA is only less than 10. There are UM, ITM, UPM, UTM, and UKM. but today, IPTA itself have at least 20, not including UiTM yang ada campus in every states in Malaysia. How about IPTS? those Universities, these Colleges, that Institute, this University College. can u guys imagine how competitive it is?

Plus a degree holder like me, took the common course that in every universities and colleges offer, marketing management, business admin, do u know that the statistics of degree holder with this course is more than 20,000 people? so i have to compete with the other 20,000 degree holders who have the same degree like me. how to do that?

the interviewer add more, he told me that i dont have any experience. I just have 4 months experience from industrial training. for him, its nothing. for him i'm still zero. because what i learn is different from what is in the real working life. and for him, as a fresh graduate with a very low grades, he suggest me and the other fresh graduates to find an experience first. thats the most important thing. then after u've got an experience, u can demand on what job do u want and the salary. that is how it works.

Masa my first time interview yang open interview for cimb, ada sorang kakak ni cakap dia menyesal resign dulu. if she knows susah gila nak dapat kerja sekarang, she wont resign! sekarang baru rasa. dia pun kena compete with the people like us.

a friend of mine who have got dean's list twice and her cgpa is more than 3, but she still looking for a job. she got a full package. pandai, 1st class english speaking, very confident in presentation, but still, no one want to hire her. she's not too choosy, but some of the company said that her result is too high and not suitable for this and that position. just like me when i go for the icimb interview, the interviewer said that i'm not suitable with this position and more to outdoor marketing. what's the different actually? i'm still do the marketing job. i'm still promote the products or services but the way i promote or market the product is different. but we still use the same methods and skills which is communication skill. betul kan?

i'm admit that i'm more to outdoor marketing and love to meet people but i'm too desperate too get a job right now. i dont mind if i have to work in starbucks or even as a receptionist just to gain that valuable experience. mana ada orang start-start kerja gaji dah rm4000? (ulang balik apa yang "orang tu" cakap)... memanglah sangat betul. i dont want to wasting time and my dad's money just because i want to find a suitable job for me. hello julie, ko tu dah lah result cukup-cukup makan. lagi nak demand-demand. ko ingat ko bagus sangat sampai ko nak pilih-pilih kerja? ramai lagi yang lebih bagus dari ko kat luar sana. tau?

i did plan my life. if i still didnt get a job, i'll go for IMGLAD training or GEMS. its a training for a fresh graduate untuk prepare them before pergi ke dunia bekerjaya. sebab banyak sangat syarikat nampak yang fresh graduate yang tidak bermutu dan berkualiti. mereka tak dapat menyesuaikan diri dengan dunia pekerjaan, tak tahu how to improve soft skills, tak tahu nak grooming, jadi how to convince orang nak ambil kau kerja dengan diorang kan? these programs basically a 3-months programs. IMGLAD in one of the ISKANDAR Project yang kat selatan Johor tu, collaborating with UTM and Delloitte Institute from United Kingdom if i'm not mistaken. so the person who join this program will get the professional certificate from Delloitte & bila kau tunjuk resume kau nanti orang akan terpegun woooowwww....!!! same goes with GEMS, this is a government project but Khazanah Nasional yang handle and organize. cuma yang bestnya GEMS ni training dia ada di serata Malaysia and training di hotel-hotel (mcm orang gomen pergi kursus lah). if dapat kat terengganu, memang best ari-ari aku mandi laut je keje hahahaha....

these programs ada banyak organizations yang support contohnya shell, sime darby, pnb, kazanah national itself, and many more. jadi masa training tu nanti wakil-wakil dari these organizations akan datang & perhatikan kita semasa training and will choose which one of us will work for them. its something like job matching gak. interesting kan? so why not i give a try. dapat duduk hotel if join GEMS, dpt tinggal kat UTM Johor & pergi Danga Bay hari-hari kalau join IMGLAD, dapat jumpa kawan baru & kemungkinan dapat jodoh baru hahahaha **gatal kau nih.

so guys give a try. aku pun akan try. aku pun takkan memilih pekerjaan. there's a lot of opportunities out there and u just have to boost yourself. jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan, banyak pengalaman. banyak pengalaman banyaklah gaji kita boleh demand kan? ni lah pepatah yang aku belajar dari kebanyakan mereka yang berjawatan tinggi. jadi remember this all the time.

3 movies for two weeks and 1 karok session!

2009-12-14T08:30:00.005+08:00

Well bayybehhh... I really have fun right now. Di sebabkan lama dah tak tengok wayang dengan my dear sweetheart (tak de lah lama, 3 minggu jekkk :p ) so kami pun pergilah menonton the sequel for Twilight which is The Twilight Saga: New Moon, itu pun selepas aku merengek-rengek nak pergi tengok. Si dia nak tengok Ninja Assasin. Last-last dia kena mengalah gak dengan aku padan muka. This movie is a lil bit slow compared to 1st one. Maybe sebab it is one of the marketing strategy nak suruh audience tengok sambungannya next year. Yeahh sama macam The Lord of the Ring and Harry Potter, these movies mesti a lil bit slow untuk sequel ke-2. Lebih kurang lah tu guna sratgey yang sama. But for me tak rugi lah kalau nak tengok banyak kali pun because its interesting, its a new thing. Tambah-tambah lagi it is like a virus or a twilight fever dah datang around the world soooo memang rugi lah kalau tak tengok. Ok this sequel kira sedih sikit lah sebab Bella has been dumped by her cinta sampai mati & sanggup mati nak tukar jadi vampire, konon-konon nak jadi immortal macam Edward lah kan sebab Bella asyik kena buru by the other vampire jek. Edward have to leave the town of Forks just to protect Bella and his father from the danger. hepppp takleh cerita panjang-panjang nak tau go and watch yourself yahhhh....

ok the next one is Ninja Assassin. the true story is kitorang semua nak celebrate sebab dah habis buat role play dengan jayanya untuk subjek Sales Management. So all the group mates nak tengok wayang cerita ni. Kesian the sweetheart aku dah tengok dulu hahaha padan muka kau. But doesnt matter I still can watch it for second time hihihihi.... pada awalnya aku mahu mengajak azwin sama tapi malangnya dia ke KL untuk job interview...

well this movie tak dapat tengok dari mula sebab kitorang suma sibuk beli popcorn kat luar, jadi lambatlah dlm 5-6 10 minit camtu. lepas tu aku dengan syafiq terpaksa berdiri untuk masa 45minit sebab nak tunggu sweetcorn dia sampai. tempat duduk dia dengan aku tak sama sebab aku dah beli tiket dulu untuk groupmates aku. dia beli masa kitorg nak pergi tengok. disebab kesian dan sayang sangat kat dia jadi aku pun teman lah dia. then kitorg cari seat yang kosong kat depan. see sapik, i sanggup tau berdiri untuk u!

habis movie kami ke karok di jeti. sebenarnya mula-mula nak jalan-jalan je...tapi masa tengah kecoh-kecoh tu ada orang terus bayar. apa lagi rock on!

and the next movie is Princess and the Frog. sangat entertaining and sweet. lissa kawan praktikal ajak tengok. mula-mula ajak azwin sekali tapi dia di kampung, kadi kami pergilah berdua.

Selamat Pengantin Baru June!

2009-12-02T09:57:00.006+08:00

its been soooooo long tidak mengupdate kan blog tersayang.... busy? nahhhh...busy berangan adalah hahahahaha.... well i just dont have the mood to update the blog even though there's a lot of things to tell. banyak faktor yang membuatkan kita malas nak buat benda yang kita eager pada mulanya. and one of them is..... the feedback. hehehehe but it doesnt matter.

ok now we proceed to the real story.

June's nikah ceremony is on 21st of Nov 2009. Pukul 10 pg. gila pagi kan? diorang tak kesah lah diorang memang kat kl but how about us yang 3 dara pingitan ni? We're from Malacca and we have to wake up early and bertolak awal untuk sampai ke sana, sebab tak mahu melepaskan peluang melihat rakan baik semasa praktikal bernikah. huhuhu gila kentang kan?

i woke up sooo early around 0530hours gitewww.... for me its early lah kan sebab selalunya I will wake up at 6 for subuh prayer and then tidur balik sampai pukul 10 camtu. yahh memang ia satu tabiat yang tidak elok jadi jangan ikut yeee adik-adik...

dalam 0545hours I called Lisa to make sure she's already wake up. mestilah sebab dialah driver kami. Then i calleh Azwin sebab dia pun pergi sekali.

Lisa sampai rumah dalam pukul 7 and we all terus gerak. No wonder diorang agak lama selepas Lisa pick up Azwin, rupanya diorang beli air untuk breakfast sebab kitorg takkan singgah mana-mana untuk breakfast sebab nak kejar nikah june.

We straight to Kelana Jaya. Actually we were a bit confused sebab tak tahu sama ada nikah June di masjid PJ or KJ sebab dua-dua bunyik macam sama. Last-last kitorg sesat sampai jalan ke subang parade and patah balik ke Kelana Jaya. yahh rupanya nikah June di Masjid Kompleks Tabung Haji di Kelana Jaya. I've been there before menghantar ayah tercinta menunaikan haji tapi its sooo long ago. so untuk tidak sesat lagi i called dad to make sure we're on the right road tapi bila dah nak masuk simpang ke Kompleks Tabung Haji sesat jugak sebab kami buat u-turn dan kembali ke Sunway hahahahah gila kelakar.

Ok then at last kami sampai jugak di rumah June. June tengah bersolek molek di bilik. Syidot dah sampai lama dah kat rumah June just tunggu kitorg je. Nasib baik June lom start nikah lagi.

June siap kami semua pun ke Masjid Kompleks Tabung Haji. Masih ramai lagi jemaah haji kat situ tunggu turn untuk pergi ke Makkah ye lah sebab masa ni musim Haji. Then selamatlah June diijabkabulkan dengan kekaseh hatinya hehehe...sweet je tgk.

habes nikah ceremony kami ke hotel untuk check in. tak dapat tumpang tidur rumah June sebab rumah dia sesak dengan sedara-mara. its not hotel la its like budget hotel yang sgt kecik dan mahal. for its mahal sebab bilik dia kecikkkkkk jek. tapi bolehlah untuk tidur satu malam. Me, Azwin & Lisa lepak-lepak dulu dalam hotel sambil tengok hindustan. Lama gila wehhh tak tengok citer hindustan bape tahun dah haha....tapi sebab ada geng so the story become interesting pulak.

habis hindustan kitorang pergi Sunway Pyramid yayyyy...!!! Lama dah tak pergi sana. dengan jalan jem maklumlah sabtu. Kitorang g makan je sebab lapar sangat. And pergi giant beli maggi cup in case malam nanti lapar memang malas nak keluar. And I was given a chance to meet the love one huhuhu bestnya :)

The next day, majlis sanding June pulak di dewan yang memang sangatlah dekat dengan hotel budget tempat kami tidur. Just a few steps. Thats why la kitorg tidur situ senang kan nak ke dewan. June was sooooo stunning and beautiful...woowwww she looks sooo great **jeles**...

Anyway...SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! We love u June!

Short

2009-11-11T19:55:00.002+08:00

I really need a SHORT BREAK.
from everything...

I really need time for myself and my study.
only me and my study.
nothing else.

thank you.

I am confuse...

2009-11-09T11:46:00.003+08:00

wahh lama gila x update blog!
banyak sebenarnyanak share...tapi disebabkan kelembapan broadband celcom membuatkan diri rasa malas mahu update... cukuplah dapat buka facebook sekali sekala, itu pun dah cukup happy dah. kalau nak update blog, kena upload gambar. dah lah gambar bersaiz besar, lagi lah lembab kan.

well now i am already in my final sem. insyaALLAH kalau tak ada apa-apa masalah habis bulan disember nanti. sudah start menghantar resume. tapi tidak mengharapkan apa-apa sebab cgpa rendah. redah aja lah.

am already registered for my major and elective subject. for elective, at first, i registered supply chain management subject. assignment group with dheepan. mdm zaharah had told us once, sesiapa yang satu group dengan dheepan memang 1 bonus. he's almost perfect in academic and co-curriculum activities. tetapi after i went for a first class, i found it quite difficult for me to understand. i mean, i dont understand the way the lecturer taught me.overall, i do not understand. tak tahulah susah sangat ke subjek tu atau aku memang blurr time lecturer mengajar.

so then i check other subjects so i can change this supply to other subject that i can score. and i found one subject from entrepreneur course. nama subjek tu service business management. i went to that class and terus rasa that subjek is interesting. so i decided to add this subject and drop supply chain. after the first class and after the add drop done, the lecturer told me that i already loss 12 marks sebab dia dah buat quiz and assignment in the class before i register. so i try to begging her to do the quiz for me and the other yang baru register but it seems like dia macam taknak sebab menyusahkan. plus groupmate aku yang seorang ni macam nak conquer semua benda, semua nak guna idea dia, semua idea dia aja yang bagus, and we already loos another 5 marks for the latest task. gila kan?

if i want to add supply back, boleh aja. tapi i do not have a group. group dheepan dah penuh. yang lain tak tahu lah kan. confuse. if teruskan dengan service biz management, i think i already loss 15 marks, which banyak tu. but nak tukar ke supply chain, tak tahulah.

pening pening. any suggestion?

Attempt Suicide at PPR Lembah Pantai/Kerinchi

2009-10-14T22:07:00.004+08:00

I was in my brother's house at Pantai Dalam just now, my dad have several things need to settle down. It was happened around pukul 1, time azan zohor dari surau di bawah blok D berkumandang. I was in the kitchen helping my sister in-law prepared for lunch, suddenly we heard someone scream from outside of the window.

I looked out the window and I saw a man was trying to attempt suicide. Sebelah kaki dah terkeluar, tinggal lagi satu kaki je. That guy was hanging on the tiang dekat tangga at 16^th floor, same level dengan my brother’s house. See guys, 16^th floor ok. Kalau jatuh tu berkecai otak.

I just sempat snap some pictures with my handphone Jingles. Nak zoom pun limit jek. Dalam hati menyesal sebab tak bawa camera yang memang selalu di sisi.

I tengok bawah, memang ramai dah orang kat bawah waiting what will happen next. Yang dekat-dekat dengan that guy pun ada dalam 7-8 orang. At stair level 15^th, 4-5 people were waiting with their hands trying to catch that guy if that guy falls down atau terlepas dari pegang tiang. Tapi polis still belum sampai, I panic takut kot-kot dia terjun kang tak pasal-pasal I menyesal sebab tak try call polis awal-awal. I terus called 911 ( eceehhh ingat ni kat over the sea ka? ) ehh silap I called 999 and report. Dalam 5 minit 1 kereta peronda polis sampai di bawah, and tak lama lepas tu bomba sampai.

Then 2-3 bomba & polis yang ada naik ke tingkat di mana lelaki itu bergantung. maybe after lepas sedikit sesi menenangkan si lelaki, ramai-ramai datang menghampiri lelaki tersebut dan menarik tangan beliau. akhirnya lelaki itu terselamat dari cubaan membunuh diri.

lelaki terbabit di bawa turun kemudian masuk ke dalam van bomba. dari amatan I, dia macam pengsan atau purak-purak pengsan i pun tak tahulah kan sebab ramai orang yang angkat dia masuk ke dalam van.

dari sesi temuramah dengan makcik jiran sebelah rumah, lelaki terbabit adalah seorang bangsa melayu. beliau mengalami kekecewaan frust menonggeng dengan kekasihnya yang sudah mempunyai lelaki lain. dan kekasihnya tinggal sama blok dengan blok abang saya.

Sekian sahaja berita dari Miss Jules untuk hari ini. Jumpa anda lagi di siaran berita akan datang.

Tenkiu menkiu.

Oh nasihat dari I, janganlah cuba membunuh diri. Tambahan lagi dari situasi tadi, azan zohor sedang berkumandang tetapi lelaki tersebut masih tidak mendapat cahaya hidayah untuk berhenti dari cubaan membunuh diri. Ingat tuhan. Ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku. Amin.

and now i'm regret...

2009-10-05T01:37:00.005+08:00

i went to MAS Cabin Crew open interview at MAS Academy yesterday...
i arrived around 9.15am and my number is 652...
too many people brings the same dreams and wants as me; to become a stewardess for the "WOLRD'S BEST CABIN STAFF" and one of the first class airlines in the world.

before the first stage where i have to measure my height and fill up the form, i've waited for approximately 4 hours. i did met a new friends, shira from greenwood and her friend. however her friend did not pass the height level. so me and shira go on until the next level.

the next level, we waited in the audio room (or its like a lecture room too) and fill up the form. i did put the name of MAS staff that i know; he's the one who looking for stewardess. he is my neighbour's brother.

after waited again from 12.45 until 3.15pm, my name was announced to go to the interview room...and i have to wait again. in front of me there are around 15 people who were waiting to be called in enter the room.

however i dont know why i am so stupid yesterday...i just went to the interview only for half way... i heard the other candidates talking about the interview and the stages we have to go through. suddenly i felt my confident level decrease soo fast. too many things in my mind that time. my final exam, my study, my leg (they did check the legs if there any scars or anything in the grooming stage), my hand (i got scar in the finger), and i felt sooo tired waiting for my turn. suddenly i went out from the waiting room and met my dad outside of the academy and i said to him "daddy, i fail the interview" without trying my luck at all... i dont know where the hell of my confident goes that time. i just thinking about my exam. and i told everybody that i fail the interview. i lied to everyone.

i told my friends about this, they said that i'm stupid. i can wait for 600 people but why i cant wait for another 15? plus i have known someone who are working in MAS, its a big opportunity for me to pass the interview. after they said all that, i cried. i called amad and i cried so hard. because i'm so regret with my decision to just go home without trying yesterday.

abg, if u read this, pls dont tell mummy and daddy about this. i dont want them to be sad because of my stupidness. they were insist want me to go for the interview even though i'm in final exam week. i will try again next year. i promise. and i will never give up.

i wanna be

2009-09-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

i wanna be thin
i wanna be thin
i wanna be thin
i wanna be as skinny as possible!
i wanna have flat tummy
i wanna have flat tummy
i wanna have flat tummy

how to get what i want?
i tried to control my appetite
but i always lost to delicious food
i dont want to take dinner
but i always took supper because i'll be hungry after spend a few hours study in the library
i dont want to eat rice
but most of the home cook will feel good with rice, expecially sambal sotong..

arrrrgggghhhhh....i wanna be thin
i wanna have my weight back during high school.....

just hv a lil time

2009-09-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

i do not have time to update my blog
even i have a lot of things want to share
my final exam start this monday
but i still can't focus on my study

too many things to do
too many things inside of my head.

see u soon.
i'm going to write a lot after this :)

R U OUT OF YOUT MIND???

2009-09-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

i just checked my Final exam schedule, and u know what? i have straight papers for 3 days!!! Gila ahhh...straight papers tu, 4 subjek pulak tu....

sila click untuk besarkan imej di atas

The first paper is on 28th of September, which is on Monday, bersamaan dengan Raya ke-8 ok. & yang paling sakit is on the following week, i have 2 papers on the same day! Tuesday 6th October, Maths for Managers in the morning 9am, and the next paper is major subject Consumer Behavior in the afternoon. Dua-dua killer subject kot! memang sakit la kepala kan. the next day is the other killer subject which is Malaysian Economics, this subject kena baca banyak newspapers sebab they will ask you about the current Malaysian economy situation. and last is Management Accounting 1, yang agak senang la sedikit sebab boleh fokus dalam class (sebab student yang register subjek ni semua final year student, tak sampai pun 10 orang dalam class ni)

Raya tahun ni beraya dengan buku dan notes lah... Bukan dengan baju baru, lemang rendang ketupat & almond london. huhuhuhuhuhu......

Tagged!!!

2009-09-06T00:48:00.006+08:00

Hei hei hei....!!!!

Baru je tadi I cakap (wait, cakap ke tulis?) kat entry bawah ni yang I malas gila & tak ada mood nak berblogging, tapi sekarang see, macam banyak pula benda yang nak di blog. Hahahahaha....

Ok-ok sebab dah lama tak dapat tag, pastu dapat tag yang senang pulak tu, so rasa teruja mahu buat.

First tagged from my girlfriend yang dah ada boyfriend; Azra.

nama penuh : Jufulifiafanafa Shafahifidafa Bt Bafaseferifi (sila baca without the 'F' language)
tarikh lahir : 28 April
tempat lahir : Hospital Kuala Pilah, Nogoghi Sombilan
tempat anda dibesarkan : Pantai Dalam, Bangsar, Kuala Lumpur, now live in Malacca

siapakah nama kawan rapat anda sewaktu anda kecil?

Mira (anak jiran sebelah rumah)
Nizam, adiknya Anin dan Ika (tapi dah tak kawan sejak diorang sekolah menengah, mungkin sebab mereka dah bersunat, jadi kalau nak kawan dengan i yang masih berhingus time tu memang jatuh la standard diorg kot....huhuhuhu)
Hajar, Diana, Amri (yang ni masa sekolah rendah)

apakah permainan anda mase kecil2 yang anda ingat?

Banyakkkkkkk sangat.

Nyanyi-nyanyi (mcm akademi fantasia)
Police & Thief
Galah Panjang
Masak-masak (I dah reti masak sikit-sikit, azra reti baking jek :p )
Pukul berapa datuk harimau
Lai-lai silai (selalu main dengan abang masa dlm kereta otw ke Senaling)
Bola beracun
Rounders
Baling selipar
Batu seremban
Teng-teng
Lompat getah
Rollerblade & basikal
Hide and seek

hah, kan banyak tu? ada lagi tapi tak ingat lah

kalau anda bergaduh dengan kawan anda, apakah yang akan anda katakan pada mereka?

Ntah ekk...tak ingat dah.

di kawasan mane selalu menjadi tempat anda bermain?

kawasan rumah
sekolah, di tapak perhimpunan dan sekitar depan kelas

apakah cita-cita anda semasa kecil?

cikgu
Stewardess (pernah masuk persembahan pakaian beragam semasa darjah satu sempena Hari Guru, and I jadi stewardess, siap bawak dulang & teko & cawan set lagi naik atas stage. konon-konon nak serve cikgu-cikgu yang atasa stage tu air la. hihihihi...)

apakah kartun atau rancangan tv yang anda gemari dan masih ingat hingga kini?

Sesame Street, the tv program yang sangat bagus untuk lear basic english
Power Rangers
ada satu kartun tu, tak tahu tajuk dia tapi sampai sekarang ingat. the character dalam kartun tu tak bercakap, tapi ada narator yang menceritakan flow kartun tu)

makanan ringan apekah yang anda borong di kedai?

Ais-krim malaysia
Super Ring
Cloud Nine
Ding Dang

nyatakan salah seorang kawan anda mase kecil yang anda teringin sangat nak jumpe sekarang?

Mmmmm....Hajar la kot. dengan dia sorang je yang still keep in touch.

apakah gelaran anda mase kecik?

kakak (mak yang panggil), ju, julie

nyatakan seberapa banyak rakan bloggers anda yang ingin tau zaman kanak-kanaknya...

Dilla
Dheepan
......

2nd tagged from Dheepan

1)anda rasa anda hot?
Bukan rasa, memang sangat HOT ok! (jawab dengan berlagaknya, huh!)

2)upload photo kegemaran anda

3)mengapa anda suka photo ini?

Gambar ini adalah untuk my online blog boutique, dress itu hendak dijual sbnrnya, suka gambar ini sebab its like.... wowww...!! its that me?? (poyo)

4)bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

Rabu, dengan Lisa & Azwin

5)lagu terakhir anda dengar?

I gotta feeling by The Black Eyed Peas you oollllzzzzz...!!! heheehe baru download tadi.

6)apa yang anda buat selain membuat tag ni??

berbalas text dengan mr angelo a.k.a azmi a.k.a amad sambil mendengar bunyi ibu dan ayah sedang menjamu selera di dapur

7)selain dari nama sendiri,anda suka dipanggil nama apa?

syg & kurus :) knp? sebab kata-kata itu satu doa, jadi kalau orang panggil sy kurus sebanyak 44x, insyaALLAH kuruslah sy ngeeee....

8)tag lagi 6 orang.

ramainya...hmmm....

malas mahu tag orang, jadi dengan sukacitanya taknak tag orang, boleh kan?

Ramadhan as a Student

2009-09-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

Salaam...

I dont know why I am sooooo lazy to update my blog lately...its not because I am busy with study or other stuffs, but I am just not in the blogging mood. Huhuhuhuhu.... Well, this entry actually dah lama nak tulis, dah siap buat draft tulis dalam notes in handphone since the first day of Ramadhan, but because I am lazy, ia kekal berkepam di dalam handphone.. hahahahaha....

Even today dah masuk 15 hari kita berpuasa, i think it is still not too late to write about a beautiful Ramadhan yang memang dinantikan setiap tahun, tidak kiralah kerana ingin mengejar rahmat yang hanya datang setahun sekali, ataupun ingin mengejar waktu pergi ke bazaar Ramadhan untuk membeli juadah berbuka yang sangat banyak pilihan sehingga rambang mata sambil mencuba nasib kalau-kalau bertemu jodoh di sana (heh gatal aku ni :p )

Ok now we proceed with the main reason why this entry is written. I just wanna share my beautiful experience fasting and break fast as a student.

This Ramadhan will be the last Ramadhan for me as a student (InsyaALLAH, tapi sedih la sikit). Time goes so fast. I can't remember how was my Ramadhan during my Foundation year, the only thing that I still remember is i had final exam that time.

During first year degree, most of the time I went to bazaar in campus to buy some food for iftar. Al-maklumlah i do not have transport masa tu. Second year degree, I borrowed my dad's car untuk pergi beli barang berbuka puasa. Usually we bought the food from bazaar peringgit & break fast at JJ foodcourt. But sometimes I went out break fast with my ex-boyfriend (tapi masa tu belum jadi bf lagi...masa tu still lagi sesi kenal mengenal...hehehehehe...)

Third year degree, I was in Internship program. If we had program berbuka puasa with investors atau ada jemputan, we'll go. Pernah berbuka dua kali di Masjid Tanah, sekali di Balai Raya, & sekali lagi di Perpustakaan Masjid Tanah. Makanan dia memang first class!!! Biasalah masakan kampung. However if tak ada jemputan berbuka, I just break fast at home, with the housemates.

This year pun sama. Cuma bezanya i moved to other house. Still go to bazaar ramadhan Peringgit sebab a lot of delicious food we can find there, and some of the food memang dinanti-nantikan sebab masa Ramadhan je boleh dapat, hari-hari lain memang tak dapat. Ada sebenarnya tapi rasanya tak sama dengan yang dijual di Bazaar Ramadhan Peringgit.

Bercerita pasal makanan, my favourtie food for berbuka puasa are nasi kerabu, roti john, kuih tepung pelita with jagung on it, kuih kole kacang, karipap sardin, char kuey tiow, and bihun sup. We can get these foods from Bazaar Ramadhan Peringgit. On the other hands, in Bazaar Ramadhan Masjid Tanah, I love to eat badak berendam and kuih popia sambal. Semua makanan ni menang tak dapat ditandingilah rasanya. Hanya makanan yang I beli ni je yang sedap, yang lain rasanya macam biasa-biasa je. That's why I said why I wait for Ramadan all the time. Sebab memang tak jumpalah rasa makanan sesedap ini. Seriously!

I am sure I will miss my student life during Ramadhan. It comes once in your life time, kan?

Bila dah masuk umur 22 ni....

2009-08-26T13:23:00.006+08:00

Bila dah masuk umur 22 ni....

still rasa tak puas, maksudnya macam tak puas rasa apa yang patut rasa...contohnta enjoy lepak dengan kawan-kawan, pergi vacation dengan kawan-kawan. I ada tengok Facebook my ex-schoolmates, seronok je tengok diorg dapat travel pergi sana sini. pergi Penang la...Frazer Hill la...best kan? I? Memang tak dapat lah nak pergi. Why? Sebab my dad tak izin. Sedih sebenarnya. Tapi apa nak buat kan?
Ada kawan-kawan yang dah ada steady boyfriend. Ada yang dah bertunang dan kahwin pun. Yang tengah study at the same time tunang pun ada. Seronok je tengok. I kalau boleh nak je ada steady boyfriend yang my family kenal & restu. Senang nak keluar & jumpa pun tak ada masalah. I mean, at least my family tau dengan siapa I berkawan & keluar. Jadi tiada masalah curiga atau apa-apa perasaan. Jujur itu penting dalam sesuatu hubungan, terutamanya dengan parents and family. Tapi kadang-kadang family tak dapat terima kejujuran, atau tak dapat terima yang anak mereka sudah sepatutnya ada someone yang boleh rely on besides mereka. Iya ke begitu? Ini opinion I je. Bukan apa, I feel jealous tengok mereka yang mempunyai hubungan yang baik dengan family boyfriend or girlfriend mereka. I sedar I masih study, tapi i need someone who can share my feelings, my happiness, sadness, my stress, who can always be there for me no matter what, tak kesahlah dia dekat atau jauh. Asalkan dia ada. Kadang-kadang ada perkara yang kita tak dapat share dengan parents or family. Contohnya macam masalah duit belanja tak cukup ke kan, atau menyampah dengan kawan kita ke kan, atau stress dengan assignments or exam ke kan. Iyalah, sure my parents pun ada masalah lain nak fikir, takkan masalah kecil macam tu pun i nak cerita kat diorang. Jadi I nak lah cari substitute untuk I luahkan apa yang I rasa. For me, study is study. & I know how to differentiate between study and relationship. So far alhamdulillah my study dah getting better when I'm in a relationship. & I nak lah sangat-sangat hubungan yang di restui dan diketahui oleh family. Tapi macam takut pun ada. Macam tak ready pun ada. Takut I di kondem.
Kadang-kadang I di layan macam budak sekolah lagi. Sedangkan I dah 22. Kalau boleh I nak ada communication yang telus dan tanpa selindung-selindung dengan orang yang sangat penting dalam hidup I. I nak mereka tau apa yang I buat, yang akan I buat. I nak full support dari mereka. So far yeah memang banyak support dari segi kewangan, emosi, dan banyak lagi dari Ayah terutamanya, Mummy, Amad, Abang, Kak Yati, dan kawan-kawan yang sanggup susah senang bersama. Tapi ada waktu & ketika, di saat I betul-betul memerluka full support, I tak dapat. Mmmmm macam mana mahu terangkan yeh? Tak apa la faham-faham lah sendiri.
Mula risau bila nak habis study. InsyaALLAH jika tuhan izinkan, jika ada rezeki, akan habis hujung tahun ini. Mula risau pasal duit yang dah berkurangan, pasal dapat kerja ke tak bila dah habis nanti. Mula risau apakah corak hidup yang akan dilalui, apa yang akan diceburi. Cemburu lihat kawan-kawan dah habis study dan dah boleh travel sana-sini. Tapi I sangat-sangat bersyukur I extend sebab I dapat better result. At least a bit better than before. Sangat-sangat bersyukur.

Tapi I dah buat my own conclusion, mungkin masanya belum sampai lagi. Allah dah tetapkan takdir hambanya begini & begitu. Kita sebagai hambanya perlu taat. Apa yang perlu buat sekarang ialah berdoa dan berdoa, dan buktikan yang I independent. Bukan lagi kanak-kanak riang zaman sekolah.

aduuuhhhhaaaaiiiiii....!!!

2009-08-20T12:53:00.004+08:00

u know what? i dah tembam! oh no! oh no! oh no no no no no no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ni semua sebab cuti midterm break haritu lah. almaklumlah i duduk rumah aja sepanjang hari.... (duduk rumah sepanjang hari????? bukan pergi lepak2 dengan encik blanket ke sepanjang hari??) ok ok i duduk rumah & makan masakan ibu terchenta yang sedap tu, dah makan masakan ibu, kenalah makan dengan nasi kan? memang lah badan i naik. tambahan pula makan coklat cadbury cookies fruit & nut tu setiap hari, kadang-kadang sehari boleh habis dua bungkus! pastu beli lagi, dapat free dari incik blanket lagi, memang makan je la keje kan?

last 2 weeks pergi kl suddenly sebab my sister-in law tak berapa sihat. jadi dapatlah mencuri masa pergi jumpa amad sekejap, tu pun sebab nak beli ink printer i yang dah habis berminggu-minggu. di sebabkan amad ada kawan yg ada kedai jual komputer ni, pergi la support member kan? sempat minum bersama kwn masa MGS dulu. duduk dekat-dekat je diorg.... **jeles!** hahaha.... sampai amad cakap "eh dah tembam lah...." aduhhh....lagi kecewa la i dengar.... si shikin tu maintain jekk....

pastu last wekk masa kat rumah i sengaja la try korset yang i beli kat lot 10 tahun lepas. try pakai, dah ketat sikit.... herrrmmmmm....camne neh??? see...dalam masa sebulan je i dah tambam dah....susah la camni....

tapi selasa haritu i dah pergi timbang kat tempat selalu i timbang (mana lagi kat klinik mmu lah).. tgk tak ada pulak berat badan i naik....cuma body shape je yang macam tembemm sket...

i wish bulan ramadhan ni kurus lah sikit....harap lah sangat.

merajuk, kecil hati, terasa hati, semualah ada!

2009-08-19T19:49:00.008+08:00

oh sekarang i ni sangat sangat sangat sangat lah sensitif ok.i repeat, sangat sangat sangat sangat lah SENSITIP! kenapa ntah?? maca, semua benda yang i nak, tak dapat. sedangkan benda kecik je pun. ye lah, every thing's changing kan. contohnya macam dulu i boleh je ikut kawan i pergi makan kan, tiap-tiap malam kitorg g makan sama, tapi sekarang macam takde (bukan macam lagi, memang dah takde pun). sampai satu masa tu i rasa macam terhegeh-hegeh pulak nak ikut dia g makan sebab i lapar, so i offer la diri nak ikut dia g makan, ye lah i kan dah tak ada kawan nak makan sama...tapi respond nya macam agak mengecewakan...macam tak bagi ikut lah gitu....lebih kurang macam cakap "eh kitorg nak g makan kat sini, kat situ, pastu kitorg nak study...".... eh xpelah kan i ikut? kenapa i tak boleh makan kat situ ke? pelik kan? sebelum ni boleh je ikut....tak ada alasan apa-apa pun.

terasa lah jugak....apasal ntah macam dah x close sangat. dulu kalau nak g mana-mana, mestilah dia ajak kan. "eh u nak ikut tak? i nak g makan ni...siaplah..." takpun macam ni, "eh i nak g makan kul 10, jom lah."

tapi sekarang hampehhh....i je pulak yang tanya...."u g makan tak? i nak ikut boleh?" tapi kan macam yang i gtau lah tadi, dia macam nak taknak je....

takdelah, if dia memang rasa tak selesa kalau i ikut, atau dia memang taknak i ikut...cakap je lah straight, "weh, u takleh ikut i lah." haaaa kan senang gitu...takdelah i terasa-terasa cmni.

i try gak lah nak tell her face to face tapi macam tak tercakap pulak. ntah....macam feel uncomfortable gitu....ye lah dah tak close macam dulu.... nasib baik lah rumah parents dekat. boleh balik bila-bila masa je nak. kalau tak, mesti i sedih gila ba alip ba ya punya....

dan i rasa i sangat lah beruntung sebab still ada mereka yang sangat concern dengan i, even diorg jauh. yang paling concern sekali mestilah parents kan. sampai my dad suruh i berulang dari rumah ke campus masa bulan puasa nanti, asalkan anak dia boleh berbuka dan makan tanpa rasa kecik hati. hahahaha.... mr angelo yang tak lupa text hari-hari, sampai cakap "tak pe, aku kan ada".... rakan sekolah si Aaron yang sekarang berada di kota singa yang sanggup call i sampai berjam-jam... dan lan si kawan baru yang kenal semua ahli keluarga i kat masjid tanah sampai atuk nenek i pun dia kenal... classmate baru... jujue...& kawan-kawan yang masih mahu mendengar cerita-cerita mengarut i... tenkiu guys...kira i masih lagi berada di kalangan orang yang sangat beruntung. tak perlu nak mengeluh-mengeluh sebab tak ada kawan nak makan sama, atau tak ada kawan nak ajak g makan,atau takde kawan nak buat apa-apa langsung. (cehhh dah puas mengadu kat sini, baru la nak rasa beruntung.)

i bukan apa...tak biasa...tak biasa sorang-sorang...jdi siapa yang pernah melalui situasi seperti i ni, faham lah kot apa yang sedang i lalui sekarang.

hehehehehe bukan apa, saja nak melepaskan rasa ketidakpuashati yang terbuku di dalam diri.
jangan kecil-kecil hati!

Jatuh Cinta Lagik!

2009-08-15T18:31:00.006+08:00

ya i fall in love lagi. right now dengan bassist Kings of Leon yang sangat mengancam ini! yeahhhhh!!!! si bassist itu yang sedang beraksi bersama gitar putihnya, berbaju kotak-kotak berdiri si sebelah kanan. oh dengan lagi sorang si vox yang sangat seksi, suara pun seksi gitu. lagunya pun seksi abes! especially bila sampai part dia nyanyi "use somebody" tu, memang la gegar jantung i dengar. huhuhu... dia mestilah yang berada di tengah-tengah tu kan. hensem kan mereka?
kalau i ada kuasa magis atau poket doraemon, i akan keluarkan pintu apa ntah nama dia, & pergi ke konsert dalam video ni dan culik si bassist dan vox! berangan jek :p

haiiiii kalau lah dapat boyfren mcm si bassist ni, mmg senyum je memanjang

ni semua influence dari amad la ni, dah dapat pinjam ipod dia,jumpa video seksi ni, mmg la i terpikat secara tak sengaja kan.

i fall in love with u dear :)

2009-08-11T11:58:00.002+08:00

currently i really fall in love with this song. sangat sangat sangat ok!
well actully dah suka since tahun lepas, since dapat lagu-lagu depa dari miss azwin. but after tengok their video clip terus bertambah suke!

dan ini...

ps: nak jadi cantik macam liyana si vox tu boleh x?

kenapa la malas sgt ni???

2009-08-11T11:54:00.001+08:00

i tak tahu dont know la kan kenapa sekarang ni malas sangat nak update blog. sedangkan i banyak je masa terluang sampai terbuang-buang...hehehehe....mungkin sebab tiada komen yang memberansangkan macam orang lain komen belog hanis zalikha yang cantik itu, atau sebab tiada banyak respond. sedih kan? takpe lah. i senang nanti i blog la apa-apa yang patut....

i dapat award...yayyy...!!!

2009-07-31T21:02:00.004+08:00

ok, mula-mula dapat award dr azra...then dapat dari dilla. so....kita buat sekaligus la, boleh kan?

1st award from azra

azra

Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini

.sangat pandai. jeles.
. she's really good in baking. so do not stop ok dear?
. sangat organize.
. a very good company.
. she's going to graduate this weekend. congrats!

and from dilla :)

Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 5 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri .

pemalas .
ada 3 orang nephew yang cute & naughty .
sangat sayang pada jingles nya .
dulu suka shopping, sekarang duduk rumah je (sebab duit dah tak ada) .
kuat jalan.
lepas tu balik rumah tidur tak sedar diri.

Anda Perlu Memilih 3 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka

. farah: kami tak la close sangat sebab kami berlainan major. i marketing & dia HR. but i believe dia seorang yang sangat baik :)
. syafiq: he's one of my close friend yang berlainan jantina. who says different gender tak boleh jadi best friend?
. pinkjamboo: a blog friend of mine. she's a wife and a mother to a lovely girl :)

when i grow up

2009-07-23T10:44:00.007+08:00

by looking at the title, i remembered during my primary school. every end of the academic year, the class teacher would asked, “ Juliana, what is you ambition?” this is a normal procedure for every pupils to fill in the report book. There were 3 columns for ambitions that the teacher has to fill in for his/her students.

My first answer would be the same every end of academic year. The other two depends on my interest at those times (biasalah masa kecil, semua tukar. Kejap nak jadi cikgu, kejap nak jadi bomba, nak jadi polis. Sebab tu je pekerjaan yg kita familiar kan).

During English Week, we had to write one words per week and stick it on our shirt. I was writing the words of my ambition with the picture of the object that I drew related to my ambition. See my obsession about this dream; how I’m really want to be like others who had successes in this job?

Actually no one knows about this dream. I hardly ever tell my friends about this because I think it is just an ambition during school (especially kawan-kawan kat campus la kan). As we grown up, we have exposed too many interest and jobs. Therefore my interest also keeps on changing with time.

Then one day, the TV station had announced about the open interview about this job. I’m not that excited but I just want to try (manalah tahu kot-kot dapat kan). I asked daddy can he send me to that open interview, he asked whether I really wants to go? I said yes, why not. Just want to take the experience going to an open interview.

To make my ambition become a career, I went for this interview to become what I want since I was in primary school last Saturday.

pictures will describe thousands of words. so describe it yourself!

ready to go!

we were lost, dad have to asked the limo driver how to go there

sampai!

woooo...memang ramai lah orang beratur kan.

see, ramai gila orang

ok, this interview has several stages. first, form was given to candidate, filled up the form.
then all the candidates have to measure their weight and height. female is between 156cm until 170cm if i'm not mistaken, whereas male have to be from 170cm until berapa ntah.if the candidate height wasn't follow the criteria, the candidate have to go home dengan perasaan kuciwa sangat-sangat.

ok lepas ukur tinggi and berat semua, we all have to queued up untuk ambil nombor giliran for the interview. i have to wait 1/2 and hour untuk duduk di kerusi sahaja yeh. untuk dapatkan nombor, i have to wait 1 hour. then the we have to passed the form to the person kat depan tu and gave them check whether cukup ke tak the requirement. for those who doesn't bring their SPM Cert, memang kena halau balik.

ok ni nombor giliran i, 570.

i have to waited another 3 hours before i went in into the room. ok before masuk dalam bilik to we have to wait lagi before nombor di panggil. during we were waiting in front of the room, the interviewer asked us to folded up lengan baju sapa-sapa yang panjang, he gave an instruction:

masuk aja dalam bilik senyum dan jalan. there will be 2 counter, so we have to go to one of the counter (they wanted to see how we walk)
then showed our hands to the interviewer
lastly they asked me to read the announcement given.
waited again in the other room for the result.

dan cuba teka, do i get to go to the next stage?

kawen dah?

2009-07-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

i am preparing for my open interview tomorrow. untuk position apa? sila tungguuuuuuuuuuuuu........... hehehehehe... a lil bit nervous because this is my first time going for an open interview (even b4 this pernah g interview sorg2 masa lepas spm dulu). i assume there will be a lot of people there, who are more qualified, tall and beautiful than me (apa kena-mengena cantik dgn interview? ) dah lah lupa nak fotostat sijil-sijil semua, balik dr campus tadi boleh pulak relax-relax baca Tiga Dara Pingitan Vol. 4 yg dipinjam dr new housemate iaitu kak intan. ok-ok i wish everything will be fine tomorrow. wish me luck ye syg-syg ku. the post about the interview akan dicerita kemudian. now nak buat tag from azra. thanks azra! rindu gila nak buat tag.

1. How old are you?
# 22 tahun (sy tak perasan mcm azra yep, sy sedar diri :p )

2. Are you single?
# single & ready to mingle... weeee~~~~~!!!!

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
# mmmm......25 and above maybe?

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
# InsyaALLAH

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
# christiano ronaldo. haaaaa....FAHRIN AHMAD!

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
# ntah, havent think about it yet.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
#traditional wedding with a lot of butterfly motives gak. oh theme kaler nak off white!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
# mmm...... i think honeymoon will be at semua tempat! so my other side kena la kaki jln & kaki travel mcm i.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
# idk, around 500?

10. Will that include your exes?
# nope.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
# 3 jugak lah.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
# Evening, after Asr prayer.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
# lagu-lagu kawenla, takkan lagu raya pulak. cthnya "selamat pengantin baru".

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
# jwpn sama mcm azra. lgpun ada ke pengantin makan pakai tangan? malu dowh.

15. Champagne or red wine?
# orange juice! yg sunkist tu :)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
# i think days after wedding. mestilah penat kan pas kawen je terus nak g honeymoon.

17. Money or household items?
# Both :D

18. How many kids would you like to have?
# Allah yg tentukan.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
# perhaps.

19.1. Baju kahwin kaler? (soalan ni aku rasa azra yg tambah ni)
# off white during nikah, yg lain havent think it yet.

19.2. Kad kahwin?
# wahhh kad kawen skrg nak pilih mmg la rambang mata. buat sendiri je la kan?

19.3 Wedding gift?
# wedding gift ni hantaran ke apa? i rasa nak bg my future husband ipod la, dgn nikon dslr, i nak handbag coach. hehehehehe....

19.4 Kameraman?
# lagi lah tak decide kan.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
# aqilah, farah, dilla!

Just Another Day...

2009-07-09T13:17:00.006+08:00

pagi-pagi sudah bangun, mahu pergi hantar sandwich & sardin roll dia Jln Hang Tuah.
penat sebenarnya, malam around pukul 8 lebih dah start buat sandwich & sardin roll, pukul 11 lebih baru siap. esoknya pagi dah kena bangun nak goreng sardin roll, then pergi hantar ke 2 kedai; satu di Maybank Jln Hang Tuah (yang dekat dengan Subaidah, depan HSBC), satu lagi di foodcourt Mara, tempat selalu student UiTM breakfast.

sandwiches

sardine rolls

but now i've decided to stop supplying the sandwiches and sardin rolls sebab tak ada untung. besides aku sudah malas mahu pinjam kereta kepunyaan bapa, kang apa-apa jadi susah. betul tak? takpe ayah wait until i get a good job then i'll buy the new car for you, your car tu bagi julie je yeh? (cehhh berangan...).

after that i went to McD Dataran Pahlawan for breakfast (alone okayyhhhh....!!! can u imagine how lonely i am???? ). i took Fillet O Fish sambil membaca suratkhabar Metro.

Jingles always at my side

McD's Breakfast Set

Kemudian berjalan-jalan di dalam Dataran Pahlawan & mencuba baju di FOS. hajat di hati mahu membeli seluar slack MNG sebab tengah sale (seluar tu simpanan akan datang ye, bukan untuk bazir-bazir) tetapi memandangkan keadaan kewangan tidak mengizinkan jadi terpaksa la belek-belek sahaja. selepas itu ke MagicBoo di Melaka Raya & membeli powder face mask 1 botol yang sangat la besar (tak ada saiz lain, tu je yang ada). oh ini perlu sebab muka dah teruk sikit, pori-pori semakin nampak sebab pergi buat facial.harga pada i sangat la berbaloi sebab botol besar tu boleh pakai sampai 3 tahun akan datang ( tu kalau i yang pakai lah kan).

hahhhhhhhh sangat lah sedih hidup sorang-sorang ni. tapi si amad cakap sampai bila nak bergantung pada orang je, betul tak? betul betul betul. nanti dah kerja hidup sorang gak. wish i could survive until January. sikit je lagi.

ohhhhh rindu ini budak lil precious. bila boleh jumpa & bermain bersama lagi?

Home Sweet Home

2009-07-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

tadi pergi letak sikit barang di rumah sewa baru....

sekarang ni rasa sangat berat mahu berpindah ke rumah sewa baru...kenapa?

sebab....

i'm gonna miss my mummy & daddy... sudah sebati driving everyday from masjid tanah to campus, even though its a lil bit tired for me, but i'm happy 'cause i can see their faces everyday.

i gain weight 'cause i eat my mom's cook everyday, & i'm sure i gonna miss that too.

i'll miss my time with daddy going to shop mart every night to buy some stuffs for tomorrow's dishes.

i'll miss watching tv with mummy everyday. chat with her about angelo, and her babbling.

i'll miss the feeling "cant wait to go home" after i finish my classes.

should i just stay here with my parents and drive all day to campus?

but... it's hard. why? i have to travel 45 minutes approximately to campus everyday, then go home. i have class from 7.45pm till 10.30pm on tuesday, i have to send sandwiches every morning, i have to attend my assignment meetings at night (sometimes until late night), and many more responsibilities as a student that i have to do.

sabar lah hati, once i got a job, i'll ask them to stay with me. if they refuse, paksaan akan digunakan. yeah~~

love u mom & dad. [anak manja kan...]

trimester break 2 minggu je :(

2009-06-25T12:59:00.006+08:00

this will be the last update yang tak buat-buat tu. will tell u sekali lump sum, so tak perlu la nak post banyak-banyak kan? bulan ni je dah berapa banyak post ntah. bosan pulak nanti...hehehehe...

ok we'll start with marketing dinner 08/09.

venue: Mdm Zaharah lovely house
date: 30th May 2009
the dinner is for final year marketing student (I nama je final year, tapi extend )
theme color: rainbow (tapi tak ramai yang ikut theme malam tu, sebab informal kan?)

i'm one of the organizer, the others are azra, khei, azwin, syafiq and fir. i jaga registration, mula-mula i seorang je kena jaga, tapi last-last semua organizer duduk kat situ. hehehehe. sambil-sambil tu i bising-bising cari cekak warna kuning i yang hilang (mula-mula ingat hilang, tapi rupanya tertinggal dalam kereta :P )

the flow of the event

> semua guest datang seorang-seorang
> semua orang dah boleh makan, & first game started.
> sampai la tengah malam, last-last sesi bergambar. hahahahaha dah tak ingat flow dia :p

selepas habis dinner kami pergi jalan-jalan sampai ke pantai puteri. mula-mula makan di asam pedas kota laksamana then lepak kat pantai puteri sampai pukul 4 pagi sambil dengar cerita hantu dari Fir & Asyraf.

ok now we proceed to trimester break. on wednesday, 3rd day of trimester break, 3rd june 2009, i went to KL untuk join Food For Homeless program organized by 1901 Hotdog. ok program ni is a charity pogram, memberi makanan dan apa jua jenis bantuan kepada homeless people arond KL. memang ramai! hari tu makanan dia nasi lemak, air mineral & roti. barangan lain seperti shower gel & ubat juga diberi. ada yang request baju tapi tak dapat bagi sebab tak ada. kesian juga tengok diorang. rasa bersyukur sangat sebab kita masih ada rumah yang sangat selesa untuk tinggal & dapat makan sedap-sedap setiap hari & mandi banyak kali. if nak compare kan dengan diorang, diorang mandi kat public toilet je. itu pun dapat shower gel yang kecik, mesti tak puas & tak selesa sebab kena jimat shower gel tu. ok program ni every wednesday start pukul 5 petang. 1st pit stop kat depan pejabat pos besar, seberang jalan LRT CM. last pit stop kat bangkok bank tak silap, belakang CM.

berbual bersama rakan yg kenal dari Facebook; Mr Afzam dari 1901 Hotdog

Mendengar taklimat dr Mr Afzam, Do's & Dont's masa FFH bersama staff 1901 Hotdog yang lain

Jumaat ke KL lagi sebab sabtu mahu pergi beli baju raya (ramai cakap awal lagi dah start beli baju raya, tapi sebab mak beli kain & tempah baju, so kenalah beli & tempah awal-awal, takut tempahan penuh kan? ) sekaligus menghantar dua budak nakal pulang ke pangkuan ibu & bapanya setelah seminggu ditinggalkan di rumah atuk sebab cuti sekolah.
sabtu tu keluar la pergi cari kain mak & beli baju kebaya i. tahun ni nak buat tema kaler pic, cadangan dari kakak ipar tercinta. petang itu pergi lepak minum dengan encik azmi & rakan-rakan dia di Old Town di taman melati. pulang singgah di Mid Valley & beli jeans MNG slim fit berwarna kelabu yang harganya sudah turun sikit dari harga asal.
Ahad pulang ke melaka.

Pagi isnin (hari ke 8 trimester break) I mendapat panggilan telefon dari kak mala cantik mengajak i ke KL teman dia. dalam kereta ada mak dia sekali. sebenarnya saja ikut sebab kak mala nak pergi tengok rumah baru kakak dia di jelatek. sampai di KL mak & kakak kak mala pergi lunch, kami pula pergi ke KLCC jumpa kawan kak mala iaitu kak ili. kak ili datang sekali dengan adik dia & kawan adik dia (punya la ramai kan orang? confuse tak? hahahahaha). kami semua ke Aquaria KLCC.
hari tu ada la show shark feeding, memang la sangat best tapi tak dapat tengok sangat sebab depan dah penuh. terpaksa la i terjengket-jengket kaki nak tengok diver tu bagi ikan pari besar tu makan. show ni start pukul 3 setiap hari isnin, rabu & hari apa ntah lagi. untuk tahu lebih lanjut sila google la ya? lepas tu ada pulak show piranha makan. takut je tengok piranha-piranha ni makan. sekejap je dah habis.
balik dari KLCC kami ke rumah kakak kak mala. malam sebelum pulang ke melaka pergi dinner di Western yang famous di Kampung Baru.

ok habis juga la akhirya kan. phewww~~~

update lagi.

2009-06-20T03:00:00.004+08:00

ok sayang-sayang reader setia & silent reader sekalian, kembali kita ke bahagian update yang belum habis lagi. topik kita pada kali ini ialah tentang drama tari organized by MATTA. saya pergi menonton bersama kekasih-kekasih hati iaitu azra, khei, azwin, syafiq & wina. Flyersnya sudah hilang jadi tidak dapat menceritakan lebih lanjut. apa yang saya boleh ceritakan pada u guys ialah flow of the event and the objective (objective ni aku agak sendiri).

objective

persembahan teater daripada pelajar-pelajar yang mengambil subjek teater pada trimester 3 2008/2009 sebagai satu daripada assignment projek mereka.

persembahan teater muzikal daripada ahli MATTA (nama penuh dia tak tahu). oh ya, persembahan muzikal ini berkisar tentang Hanuman lebih kurang & watak-watak yang lain dah tak ingat (al-maklumlah dah 2 bulan baru nak update kan? hahahahaha). yang saya ingat opening dia memell yang buat. sampai audience panggil nama penuh nama dia masa dia tengah perform ;p

untuk pengetahuan penonton, yang jadi Hanuman tu senior Marketing kami, iaitu Aiman Syaaban. kira kami datang untuk memberi sokongan kepada beliau dan seorang lagi rakan kami tapi junior marketing, Jujue. beliau berlakon untuk teater yang ke-3 nanti.

flow of the event

1st performance was by the group of the theater student. its about a girl yang jadi serial killer semata-mata mahu mengambil jantung mangsa yang beliau bunuh untuk digantikan dengan jantung suaminya yang sudah mati. mula-mula agak bosan lah tapi last-last ok. psycho la gak citer ni.

ok dramatari by MATTA di tengah-tengah siaran. sangat best & colourful (mestilah sebab yang berlakon ni semua amateur punya olang). scene yang paling diingati ialah semasa salah seekor kepala monyet Hanuman tu terkena dinding main hall. hehehehehe.

inilah aiman nya...hihihihihi....

Last tajuk nya "D" tak silap. pasal devil yang merasuk fikiran manusia yang tamak haloba. yang ni a bit Christianity sebab ada tanda salib semua. this is better than the 1st one. juga dipersembahkan oleh the other group student from theater class.

sila lihat gambar & video yang di rakamkan di bawah. semoga para penonton terhibur dengan siaran kali ini. trima kaseyyhhhh~~~!!!

errkkksss harap maaf penonton sekalian, kita ada masalah dengan rakaman video jadi hanya gambar saja yang ada. hehehehe...

jumpa lagi di rancangan lain ya!

tagged from Qila

2009-06-19T10:18:00.007+08:00

Lama gila tak buat tag...tunggu juga siapa-siapa yang nak tag julie ni....at last...thanks qila!

Last Time I Said "I LOVE YOU":

yesterday, masa dalam class BMM1014, after i knew about the supplementary exam...terus cakap "I &HEARTS; Maths! jgn bagi aku fail!"

Last Romantic Thing I Did For Someone:

alamak....kena jawab ke ni? mmm... ok-ok.... i put a birthday card inside the dear Angelo's bag without he noticed that (with the small note inside the card)...hehehehehehe....

Last Time I Lied:

jwpn qilah sgt busuk...hahahaha...

ok mmm last time i lied....bila eh?

Last Text I Texted:

Jujue, dah reg BMM?

sent to Jujue :)

Last Time I Was Starstruck:

when i got the new handbag and the ...... from him =D

rasa macam nak terbang2 je.

Last Meal Before I Die:

errkkksss....masa tu dah tak fikir makan dah kot....

Last Time I Cried:

last week...sebab dia? tak payah la tau...hahahaha...

yesss...!!! berjaya siapkan tag! update je x siap2 lagi...malas!!!

babis...!!!

2009-06-16T22:37:00.004+08:00

aku memang la pissed off gila sebab aku tukar layout then suma site yang ada kat tepi blog aku suma ilang!

malas betul la nak cari balik...&**%@#*##@@@....!!!!!!!!!
(kena censored sket, at least lepas jugak la marah aku)

happy birthday!

2009-06-16T01:55:00.004+08:00

16th June 2009, 0156 hours

Happy birthday dear ANGELo!

Wish all your dreams come true :)

2009-06-16T00:59:00.005+08:00

as requested, kita start dengan update sebelum cuti dulu iaitu hari-hari semasa final exam sedang berlangsung.

firstly day out with azwin & syafiq. on evening of 23rd of may, after we had our headache because of Finance paper, we went to Malacca Town untuk release tension yang teramat sangat sebab paper finance yang susah tadi & jugak sebab aku nak cari accesories for the marketing dinner. these are the places we had visit.

Jonker Street

2. asam pedas kota laksamana (our favourite spot! sebab belum makan dari siang, lapar gila)
3. jetty (famous place for karaoke-ing, & tempat yang sesuai gak untuk attemp suicide, sebab dia panjang ke tengah laut Selat Melaka)

jetty ni memang panjang, if nak karaoke, kena la jalan around 5minutes dari mainland sampailah ke tengah laut dimana terletaknya pintu masuk karaoke. but they have provide shuttle car yang macam kat golf club tu. siapa yang tak larat jalan, boleh naik.

last-last aku tak beli apa-apa, tapi at least have fun la jugak sebab nak get ready for the next paper on monday.

1st day of new trimester

2009-06-15T09:36:00.004+08:00

today is the first day of the 1st timester 2009/2010.

i just woke up from a very good sleep (too tired because of yesterday, walked from Puduraya to STAR LRT Plaza Rakyat, STAR LRT Hang Tuah-KL Monorail BB, KL Monorail BB-Pavilion via Lot10, Pavilion-Sg Wang, Sg wang-Low Yat, Low Yat-Times Square, Times Square-Sg Wang back, Sg Wang-KL Monorail BB, STAR LRT Hang Tuah-STAR LRT Plaza Rakyat, then Puduraya; just imagine how exhausted I am! )

I dont feel like I wanna go to campus today, because i dont know whether i have class for today or not. I already knew my timetables except for this subject; BMT 1014 Managerial Maths. I tried so many times to check it online but it still doesn't came out. i tried to use azwin's ID, but still the same. then how i want to know when and where is my class and tutorial? should i go and ask? where should i go? ERU or FBL?

tukar ke Bahasa Kebangsaan pulak.

lagipun dah tak rasa excited mahu ke campus. banyak benda yang missing spt kawan-kawan. most of them dah tak ada, ada going to graduate this august & ada yang pergi intern. tinggallah aku & azwin. next trimester azwin pulak dah tak ada because she only left 2 subjects & she will finish them in this trimester. jadi tinggallah aku sorang. *sad*

dear friends,
i'm missing u already.
i miss the time we spent together,
the laughs, the tears, the happiness...

sambung balik cerita tadi.

i went to campus with azwin just to check my BMT 1014 schedule, tapi rupa-rupanya code sudah ditukar ke BMM1014. pulak dah. berlasri ke lab 3rd floor mahu add, but its FULL!!! nak atas balik mahu add manually, alhamdulillah capacity dah di tambah. tapi..... online down pulak...aduhhh...last-last balik. sampai dirumah cuba lagi, boleh online, tapi...FULL LAGI! aku call je FBL assistant manager tu (tak tahu nama dia sebab dia orang baru) and suruh tambah capacity. alhamdulillah dapat jugak add akhirnya. yayy...!!!!

update

2009-06-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

banyak benda nak update sebenarnya. tapi disebabkan kelembapan celcom broadband mengupload gambar, jadi sesi mengupdate blog tergendala.

antara yang akan dipaparkan di blog ialah

out with azwin & syafiq
marketing dinner 2009
food for homeless
shopping raya
aquaria klcc

just wait for the updates yah!

tenkiu abang!

2009-06-14T23:03:00.004+08:00

i got this from abang!

tenkiu much-much abang! luv ya!

I can't stop this feeling I've got

2009-06-14T22:20:00.006+08:00

Sunday, 2210 hours, Masjid Tanah Melaka.

I just arrived from KL. semalam pergi beli celcom broadband sebab ada promotion [Modem RM 188+ Line RM68 = RM 256]. yg paling aku happy ialah RM200 telah disponsor oleh dua lelaki yang aku sayang (abang & ayah). thanks a lot my boys! hahahahaha....

aku beli di mid valley dengan my ex-schoolmate Hajar, lepas beli Hajar belanja minum kelapa pandan kat Maju Foodcourt. then pas habis minum aku kena balik cepat sebab abang nak pick me up kat depan mid. terserampak pulak dengan lagi seorang ex-schoolmate Nazirah. memang lama gila tak jumpa dia, 2tahun adalah kot. last sekali jumpa masa reunion SMKB masa 2007.

tadi sebelum balik keluar dengan amad pergi BB, celebrate his birthday this coming tuesday. (disebabkan aku tak ada this tuesday 16th june, & dia kerja, so we decide untuk celebrate today dengan makan pizza di pavilion).

& the main reason why I can't stop the feeling is because I got these things!

Fake Chanel Handbag

Grey Cardigan

and
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.
.
.
.
the thing that i wanted the most!

ps: thanks a lot darl, i really ♥ these 3 things! especially the handbag =]

another update

2009-05-27T11:32:00.005+08:00

a lot of things have to update...busy sangat dengan exam...before exam busy dengan Final Year Project..

alhamdulillah 4 papers dah habis, tinggal 1 je lagi. this entry nak cerita pasal last wednesday.

tengah hari keluar dengan azwin & syafiq ke DP, ingat mahu cari hairspray, nak bagi rambut stay cantik tanpa kembang-kembang bila ditiup angin...hehehe.... more info pls click here.

petangnya pula abang balik dari KL, & dia ajak makan di Umbai, konon-konon nak celebrate my belated bday & my sister-in law upcoming bday. jadi lepas ke DP, terus balik Masjid Tanah & terus ke Umbai.

jettyheroes

the happinessthe lil precious with his mummy

food :)

mummy and big bro

**ps: thanks a lot abang!

Retail Exibition

2009-05-24T15:10:00.005+08:00

Subject: Retail Management

Project Name: Library in 21st Century

Venue: CLC Concourse, Multimedia University Malacca campus

Date: 4th & 5th May 2009

Objective: this project is an assignment project for Marketing Subject, Retail Management. All students have to create the Library in 21st century and exhibit in the exhibition. Dean of Faculty of Business and Law and Marketing Lecturers be judges and give marks to the project.

Group Members:

Azwin Khairuddin
Muhammad Syafiq B Mobin
Juliana Shahida Bt Baseri

Library Project Name: Rose Mallow Library Description: Flower shape with 5 petals, the others name for Rose Mallow is Hibiscus, the reason why we choose Hibiscus flower is because Hibiscus is a National Flower.

MARI-MARI

2009-05-19T10:26:00.005+08:00

guys!

Lunarawk proudly bring back to you Sakit Kepala Fest on 13th June 2009.

with SPEACIAL APPEARANCE by
ENDZWECk(Tokyo new school hardcore)

and LAST APPEARANCE by
DEVILICA

ticket price: RM25
RM20 -Limited for 200 early birds

*further inquiry contact;
017-2384108/017-2384109

BOOTH RENTAL IS STILL OPEN!!!
For those who are interested kindly email your inquiry at :

http://www.myspace.com/chantq

**anda pergi? aku pergi kot, sebab at the first place nak support kawan aku shakilala (sila click sini utk view profile dia di myspace), second sebab before this aku ada nak sewa art booth dia tapi last-last tak jadi sebab aku tak cukup modal mahu memulakan jualan, sedih tak? apa-apa pun goodluck kilot & her bf pae! gonna miss u sebab pasni dah tak jumpa kat campus dah. huhuhuhuhu sedih

bla bla bla...

2009-05-18T20:45:00.007+08:00

aku tidak tahu mahu menulis apa....cuma....ntah la...ada sedikit perkara yang aku rasa perlu diberitahu...seperti...mmmm....perlu ke beritahu? aku rasa perlu.

well....tidak semua yang aku tulis di dalam blog ini menggambarkan negative side aku. aku akui kadang-kadang aku sedikit emo, tapi itu cuma cara aku meng"eksperi"kan perasaan aku di saat itu. aku puas apabila apa yang ku rasa itu ditulis, at least boleh releasekan ketidakkepuasan hati.

tetapi....tidak semua yang aku tulis itu betul, poems rindu itu memang aku betul-betul tengah rindu, manakala love quote itu aku dapat dari a few website, yang aku rasa best untuk di publishkan di blog aku ni. tak bermakna aku jiwang karat sampai aku tak ada masa nak belajar, asyik fikir pasal hati & perasaan saja.
yang pasal will get shit in return tu memang dari pengalaman sendiri, & juga dari cerita kawan-kawan yang tidak dapat balasan setimpal dengan apa yang telah diberi.

my own thoughts, itu saja yang perlu di tulis. terpulang pada masing-masing mahu tulis apa dalam blog. macam aku, sukahati aku lah nak tulis apa pun, kan? macam yang aku cakap tadi, aku puas & release selepas menulis dalam blog, tak kiralah apa saja yang aku tulis. tetapi, tak semua yang aku tulis tu betul, hanya tulisan biasa. sekadar suka-suka, mahu kepuasan diri.

sudah, jangan emo-emo.

kalau tengah tension study atau sedang berada dalam keadaan marah tahap melampau, sila dengar lagu ini ya! KOQ~~!

hehehe...they're really made my day! how about u guys? enjoy KOQ~!

final exam

2009-05-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

hari ni, 18 mei 2009, hari pertama final exam untuk sem 3, tahun ke 3, marketing management di MMU Melaka. banyak sebenarnya nak update tapi tiada masa....

masa tengah jawab paper strategic marketing tadi, sempat lagi berangan nak jadi freelance photographer selepas melihat beberapa blog yang memang menjadikan fotografi sebagai side income. ya, aku sekarang sedang berfikir bagaimana mahu menambah duit poket sebab start sem depan aku dah tak dapat PTPTN lagi, loan tak dapat disambung dengan alasan aku tak dapat habiskan course aku ikut masa yang ditetapkan. jadi, semua fees start sem depan kena bayar sendiri.

aku terfikir juga mahu buat part time job, tapi memandangkan aku ni rasa tak boleh nak commit dengan study & kerja, aku terfikir mahu cari side income yang boleh ikut masa free aku sendiri.

habis exam tadi, aku ikut lepak di kedai azwin bersama syafiq, firdaus & acap. firdaus yang memang pandai cari duit offer aku buat sandwich, setelah dikira tambah tolak campur bahagi, untung satu sandwich tu adalah dalam 68sen. aku terfikir, boleh ke untung banyak? lepas ke nak bayar fees & tanggung segala benda?

freelance photographer memang macam best bunyinya, tapi sangat costly sebab benda pertama yang kena beli ialah dslr, bukan 2-3 ratus harganya. almost 2k! sebelum nak dapat 2k tu kena cari duit gak tu. mana boleh dapat 2k free-free je kan? payment memang agak best, tapi tu la...kos permulaan sangat tinggi. online butik aku macam tak berjalan je....susah jugak.

new post after a few weeks

2009-05-17T10:40:00.004+08:00

selepas melalui beberapa minggu yang sangat hectic as a student, kini baru berkesempatan mahu menulis. sibuk dengan Final Year Project yang madam Zaharah cakap chapter 5 aku buat cincai boncai jek (she perasan la....i just finished it in 1 night only), hardcover Final Year Project, CD untuk softcopy, & lastly Career Development at Asahan.

Malangnya aku tidak membawa kamera Sony Cybershot yang ku pinjam dari Amad sejak berbulan-bulan lamanya tanpa memulangkan padanya, sebab aku takut hilang (kang tak pasal-pasal kena ganti kan?), tapi akhirnya aku menyesal, sebab tak bawa kamera & terlepas a few shots of us, especially masa aku buat flying fox & repealing. memang best gila!

& sekarang aku sedang bercadang mahu join banyak lagi outdoor activity seperti itu, there's a lot of clubs out there yang organize these kinds of activities cuma kena bayar a few hundreds bucks la, & mahu pergi backpackings. yeahh!!! (rasa mcm seronok travel ke tempat orang, semua influence dr dia). first thing yang nak kena buat ialah kumpul duit mahu beli bagpack, amad sudah surveykan sebab dia pun nak beli bagpack baru, sebab bagpack lama dia aku pinjam untuk ke Asahan haritu & bagpack lama dia dah rosak2 sket, so kalau beli 2 sekali maybe dapat murah sket kot? infact he's going to work in penang end of this month, & i'm going to kelantan next month (insyaALLAH), so we really need a new bagpack right now.

ada sesiapa yang tahu dimana jual bag pack murah?

quote of the day

2009-04-08T09:03:00.002+08:00

love is...
what makes a strong me become weak,
my good time become bad,
an easy things become tough.

it comes all in an instance.

pengajaran hidup?

2009-04-07T16:07:00.003+08:00

selama aku hidup hampir 21 tahun, 11 bulan & 10 hari ni, aku dapat banyak pengajaran hidup. walaupun sebelum ni aku buat-buat tak tahu je dengan benda tu semua, sekarang baru aku sedar.

why should i care about what people say when people don't actually understand my situation.

2. don't be too good to people, because you'll get shit in return.

kenapa aku cakap macam ni? pengalaman... ia banyak mengajar aku. untuk terus fikir pasal diri sendiri dulu, baru fikir pasal orang lain. selfish? lantak lah. siapa lagi yang nak fikir pasal aku kalau bukan aku sendiri, iya dak? sebab selama ni aku sibuk-sibuk fikir pasal orang lain dulu, baru la nak fikir hati aku.

he's an angel

2009-04-04T00:19:00.007+08:00

he always have a solution every time i have problem
he always have a good answer every time i ask nonsense things
he always there for me when there is no one wants to be with me
he always wipe my tears when i cry like there's no tomorrow
he always have trust in me when i dont even trust myself
he always give his full support in everything i do
he always make me feel calm when i'm stress
he always give an advice when i need one
he always lend his shoulders to cry on
he always fill my day with sunshine
he brings the light when it is dark

he always worry about the crazy things that i did
he always get headache because of the stupid things that i've done
he always get migraine because of the stupid things that i said

he, the angel of mine.
& i'm very glad that he is mine.
day after day, months after months,
he always there, he always care.

thanks for being such a nice, close friend.
thanks for saying "that's friend for".
thanks for be there for me.

when i miss you...

2009-04-03T22:35:00.005+08:00

when i miss you...
i go to the places that we had gone to
i drink your favourite drinks
i eat your favourite food
i sing your favourite songs
i listen to the songs that u used to sang to me, over and over again
i watch the movies that we had watched
i talk just like the way u talked
i remember the time that we spent together
i look at your pictures
i read all your messages

i miss you so much...
these are the ways that can make me feel close to you
even you're not with me anymore.

tagged from azwin

2009-04-02T23:45:00.008+08:00

++aPe yG peNtinG dlM hiDup kAmu??++
• there's a lot of things that so important to me in this life. such as parents, myself, my goals, the things that i need to achieve, so many things until it cant be listed here.

++aPE bnDe tEraKhiR yG anDa bLi nGAn duIt Sndr??++
• white night gown at jusco

++diMAnAkAh tMpT imPiAN pErkAhwiNAn aNDa??++
• do i have a dream wedding? because i cant think any of it right now. supposely at home, or maybe in the hall or something. but the main purpose of wedding is to gather both side of families. so we need bigger space for that.

++bRApe LAme hBgN kMu bErkEkalAn??++
• secara purata hbgn dgn all ex bfs are around 1 to 2 years. hehehehe.... dgn all my friends alhamdulillah, sampai skrg. i still hv a friend since we were standard 3.

++adAkAH aNda sDg diLamUn CinTA??++
• yep. i'm in love with my jingles; my nokia 5800 xpress music =]

++diMAnAkaH rEstoRAn tEraKHir KaMu mKn mLm??++
• i dont know the name of that restaurant, but the location is at DUYUNG, also known as DAMAI among my friends.

++DiMAnAkH bUku tErAKhir KAmu Bli??++
• MMU BOOKSTORE

++NaMe PenUh ANdA++
• will not let u know unless u ask yourself. for security reason :)

++KaMu LbiH SnG nGAn AYh oR mAk++
•ya its depends on the situation. if its about education or anything involve with money or future, dad is always the best. but if its about feelings or "kondisi diri", mom will more understand my situation. both of them are great actually.

++NAmAkAN SesEoRg yG kAMu NAk jmPE sGT++
• to many to be listed here. but one of them is my angel. we did not spend much time lately due to our busyness.

++8 ShbT yG rapAt NGAn Anda++
• ya most of them are close to me but because the question just need 8 answers, so i just write 8.
1. amad (the closes friend at the moment, he's more than just a friend)
2. azra
3. syafiq
4. erin
5. subba
6. zetty
7. azwin
8. hajar

++Adakah KAmu mEnCuci PakAiaN SndR??++
• washing machine did the work all the time. but because of "kerosakan" washing machine, so my two hands did wash all my clothes.

++TmpT yG SEroNok KAmu iNgIn pErgi++
• to many to be listed.

++5 BnDE TntG oRG yg TAg KAmu++
• she's a classmate, ex-roomate, ex-housemate, and a good friend, we were very close before but since last trimester we're not always together because of diffrerent assignment group and we both busy with our own things.
1. clumsy [sometimes, especially when she has problem]
2. love her preciouscabella (i think i spell it correctly)
3. very nice person
4. orangnya kecik aja, cute.
5. and very fair skin

++8 PErkArA yG di GiLAi++
• u mean the things that drive me crazy or i'm crazy with those things?
1. having a lot of money
2. shopping (i'm a shopaholic)
3. cant wait to finish my study & have my own career
4. honda civic type-R (when can i get 1?)
5. Kuala Lumpur, city full of sins (i can get what i want here, with cheaper price with nice things)
6. cute stuffs, i want to collect them all but money is always a major problem
7. myspace? (i online everyday except when there's no internet connection)
8. Mini Cooper (i cant stop staring at it on the road, i just love it so much!)

++PeLUkAN oR CiuMAn??++
• hug can make me melt :) kiss can make me feel the love. but hug is usually make me feel calm

++8 buAH BukU yG bRu dibaCe++
• i dont read book so much
1. strategic marketin g text book(have to analyze the case studies every week)
2. skin deep by catherine berry (bought it since january)
3. e-commerce text book
4. apartment; the new 1st edition deco magazine (i read it at tesco just now, after i had lunch with dad)
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -

++8 LgU yG boLEh dGR b'UlaNg KAli++
• ya i love to listen to the song that i like many many times
1. from the inside by linkin park
2. easier to run by linkin park
3. i miss you by incubus
4. the kill by 30 seconds to mars
5. kasidah cinta by dewa 19
6. stay by estrella
7. more than words by extreme
8. careless whisper by wham

++nAk tAG 8 oRg++

will let them know later. i dont feel like want to tag anyone right now.

married?

2009-03-31T10:19:00.005+08:00

sekarang ni memang musim kenduri kahwin. boleh dikatakan setiap minggu ada saja kenduri kahwin. aku bukan nak cerita yang aku dah nak kahwin atau pengalaman aku di kenduri-kenduri kahwin yang aku pergi. tapi, nak cerita yang ramai juga kawan-kawan yang sama umur dengan aku kahwin, nak bertunang, nak merisik dalam masa terdekat ni.

when i met my friends last week in KL, most of them are going to engage and some of them are getting married this year. The first thing that came out in my mind is, woooo….they’re getting married or engage soon. I’m happy for them, congrats. But me, I’m still single. Hehehehe…

I’m not feeling sad because I’m single or not going to have a serious relationship at the moment, but, I don’t know. I don’t know what I feel actually.

The true is I’m quite phobia having a relationship with guys right now. Why I say so? It’s because of my experience with many unsuccessful relationships before this.

Ya I am in a relationship with a guy right now, but I still feel insecure and not confident with myself. I don’t want to get hurt anymore. Even we’re not planning to getting married or talk about marriage but deep inside my heart I did pray for my happiness and have a good life with the love one. We have a lot of responsibilities towards our family. I’m the only hope for my family to have a better life. Plus, I and he are not in the serious relationship but we feel comfortable with each other. For a mean time, I think it’s more than enough for us. We try our best to take care of the relationship that we have right now.

In addition, I do have plan in my life. To have a bright future and better life. Having a car, house, my own business and a stable life before I get married. Even my ex-boyfriend did propose me to engage but I’m not ready yet. Just like I mention earlier, I’m not confident with myself.

Well this is just my opinion and my feeling about getting married or engage. Sometimes I do feel like “bestnya dah nak tunang, dah nak kahwin”, but I’m afraid that I can’t give full commitment when I’m in the next stage.

Aku hanya boleh cakap. Tapi takdir semua tuhan yang tentukan. Just like Gha said to me, “ntah-ntah kau yang kahwin dulu. Mana tau tetiba terjumpa lelaki lain then terus je lelaki tu ajak kahwin”. I agree with her.

for those who are going to getting married soon, here are the website that can help you to have a very beautiful invitation card. http://www.jinjangpelamin.com/kadkahwin/

hollywood holiday

2009-03-31T09:19:00.005+08:00

I just finish my midterm holiday last week; from 23^rd March 09 until 27^th March 09. In that one week given, I did a lot of things, one of them are collecting data for my final year project, study foundation of finance, study e-commerce, and finish up reading skin deep novel.

These are my first plan before the midterm break was started. However during midterm break,

20^th March, Friday

I went home. My cousins; Shena and Hafiz picked me up because my dad has a work in KL and he might be late.

We ate McDonald at Ayer Keroh before we went home.

me, hafiz & shena

21^st March, Saturday

My parents and I went to KL around 12pm. The main reason why I want to go to KL is meet my ex-schoolmates and ask them to answer my questionnaire for my Final Year Project. After we had lunch at my brother’s house in Pantai Dalam, I met Hajar at her house. Her house is just in front of Mid Valley.

me and Hajar

Then around 5pm I went to Amad’s house at Batu Caves. I did my asar at his house and then he brought me to famous makan place in Setapak for our “minum petang”. I ate char kuey tiow and he ate nasi lemak. Then we went home.

22^nd March, Sunday

I met Anida at her house for my FYP then I went to KLCC alone. Amad picked me up there. While waiting for Amad at bus stop near to Avenue K, I saw vox from The Friday band; Acap . Say hi to him. Amad brought me to Bukit Bintang, and we went to Sg. Wang and Pavilion.

23^rd March, Monday

Balik Melaka!

24^th March, Tuesday

Met Gha at UiTM Lendu and gave her 10 copies of my questionnaire.

25^th March, Wednesday

Went to Shena’s salon.

Aman, a friend from high school called me and told me that he’s at King Hotel. He wants to “lepak” with me and Gha tomorrow night.

26^th March, Thursday

I fetched Gha at UiTM Lendu. We went to Carrefour and met Aman at King Hotel.

Gave Gha another 10 copies of questionnaire. Thanks a lot Gha!

me, Gha and Aman

strategic management midterm exam and final year project questionnaire

2009-03-19T16:47:00.004+08:00

Strategic management exam is tonight, from 8pm till 9pm.
I did finish up read all the chapters but I don’t remember anything that I read. Sad huh?
(redha saja dengan exam malam ni)

The time now is 1650, 3hours more before exam.

I’m not worry about midterm exam actually. What is the main thing played in my head right now is my final year project. i did print out the questionnaire 5times, but I still didn’t not satisfied. A lot of errors such as numbers and missing questions. That’s why I have to reprint it. Other than that, all my friends have distribute their questionnaire, but me, I still haven’t photocopy the questionnaire & I don’t know when I will go to photocopy mine and distribute it.

In addition, I did think about asking a favor from my schoolmates to help me fill in the questions. I told my dad that I’m going to KL to meet my schoolmates for my FYP this Saturday. He gave me his permission. In fact, my midterm break is next week, so I can make use of my midterm break with my FYP.

Besides, I haven’t met my schoolmates for a long time because I’m the only one who stays in Malacca after I finished my high school in Bangsar. The others are still in KL.

Wish me luck for my midterm exam tonight and my Final Year Project.

I hope everything will go smoothly.

flea market; one of the reasons why i miss my life in KL

2009-03-17T16:45:00.009+08:00

flea market is like a trend nowadays.
there's a lot of flea market especially in KL. for instance, Bijou Bazaar, few flea market at amcorp mall, PJ, night flea market at cheras and danau kota, and many more.

i've been there a few times before. we can find a lot of attractive stuffs there.

for bijou bazaar, people who are earn money through their online boutique especially blogspot did their offline business here, by building their brands and find their customer database, to create an awareness to customers about their online boutique. many of the seller here sell apparels and accessories especially for girls.

compare to flea market in amcorp mall, their focus more on home decor stuffs, books, old posters, old cassettes and cds, and old records. their target market also different because most of the customers are working people and adults who are looking for a new bits and pieces for their lovely house.

bijou bazaar, they're attract more youngsters by provide live performance while the customer enjoy their shopping. they also provide more activities besides shopping, such as art exhibition and of course introduced new bands by giving them an opportunity to perform at the bazaar.

in Malacca on the other hands, Jonker Walk is a well known flea market among the local and tourist. if i'm not mistaken, Jonker Walk is the only one flea market in Malacca (besides pasar malam). the sellers here sell many things such as accessories, souvenirs, pictures, t-shirts, beverages, chinese food (because the majority of the sellers here are chinese), decor for rooms and many more. there is also karaoke live performance by the chinese older people at the Jonker Walk stage. besides Jonker Walk, there's one more night flea market in Malacca called downtown also, it is located at Jalan Hang Tuah. however this flea market is not there anymore.

i wish there is more flea market in Malacca like bijou bazaar to create a competitive advantage for current flea market in Malacca. the reason why this suggestion is given is because Malacca have become a center of attention especially for the youngsters. more gigs and events will be held here (whether organized by the government or other organization) and this will give an opportunity to youngsters to earn extra money and have a constructive activity at the same time. plus this will attract more people to come to Malacca and give them a variety of places to visit.

last but not least,
a few pictures at bijou bazaar and flea market at amcorp mall.

at bijou bazaar

at amcorp mall

** hope this will come true in Malacca =]
** this is the reason why i miss my life in KL.

tagged from azwin

2009-03-16T12:47:00.003+08:00

Do u think you' are hot?
sangat hot...!!! hehehehehe

Upload a favourite picture of you:

Gives three reason why u like that picture:
1. i look thin in this pic :)
2. my hair looks pretty :)
3. i love the picture

When was the last time u ate pizza?
November 14, 2008. with mudd and his friend.

The last song u listen?
Hinder - without you

What are u doing right now besides this?
check my facebook, sms-ing with wan syafiq.

What name you prefer besides yours?
i just love my name.

People to tag:
1. mr hajime (its been a long time tak tag dia)
2. kak mala (i know she will never do my tag)
3. azlan dawai
4. mili (my ex roomate)
5. erin

Who is number one?
a friend from blog

Number three is having relationship with?
his own dream girl? hehehehe

Say something about nombor five?
my roomate

How about number four?
my ex roomate

Who is number two?
a friend from my hometown, she's a very nice person :)

tagged by azra

2009-03-14T22:45:00.004+08:00

Directions:

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At the end, choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

i'm so weak & lack of confidence skrg ni disebabkan banyak benda yang berlaku pd aku lately, tambah-tambah lepas i got a called from that woman.
I have to hug something when i sleep. I dont mind kalau tak ada bantal di kepala, asalkan ada bantal untuk peluk :)
I'm so grateful cause i have a lovely family, & parents yang sangat supportive & banyak membantu; especially my mom yang sudi dengar my problem, contohnya bila i got a called from that woman.
I'm quite romantic :p .... ya i repeat, i'm a romantic person. hahahahahahaha....
I love to write poems and quotes when i feel bored.
I'm kind hearted, selalu senang kesian kat orang, sampai orang pijak kepala.
I'm in the changing process, to be a better person.
I always try so hard to take care others' feelings, but I always didn't get the same thing in return.
I love my parents so much. Rela berkorban apa saja untuk mereka.
Aku pernah cuba untuk melupakan perkara yang aku tak boleh lupa dengan makan banyak ubat supaya aku tidur, sebab masa tidur saja akan buat aku tidak fikir benda-benda yang buat aku sakit hati.
Sambungan dari no.10, kali pertama aku telan ubat masa aku form 4, & kali kedua 31 Januari 2009, one & a half month ago.
Bila aku tension, aku akan tidur, atau driving, atau nyanyi kuat-kuat & menjerit sampai aku puas hati & tak fikir lagi.
I hate liars.
I can be good to you, even though u're not good to me.
I try so hard to be the best for him, & i hope he will appreciate me.
Aku kuat membazir. this bad habit susah betul nak hilang.

**taknak tag sapa2 pun, boleh?

quote of the day

2009-03-12T23:57:00.005+08:00

.It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,
but what is the most painful is to love someone
and never find the courage
to let the person know how you feel.

super duper busy

2009-03-11T09:47:00.003+08:00

life getting busy and busy...
marketing case study have to analyze and present every tuesday,
retail management field trip; we have to go to several places in malacca for several town and observe the retail process in those places... retail management library project for exhibition,
questionnaire for my final year project (FYP) have to be done by this week (my Q have been rejected for many times...herrmmmm....),
finance assignment, strategic management midterm exam is next thursday,
e-commerce assignment; we have to set up a blog and do an online business,
marketing plan for strategic marketing subject, progress report have to be submit every week, we have to do website also...
wedding ceremony, picnic trip,

i only have less time and less money to do all these.
money? oh i do not have enough money for a mean time, even though i've change my habit (wasting money to spending money wisely), but money is still the major problem for me.

thats why i do not have enough time to update my blog. ya there's a lot of things i want to share with people out there but there's a lot of things i have to be done first.

bitter bitter bittersweet :p

2009-03-03T11:11:00.002+08:00

1. Name one person who always texts you.
◘ amad apek azmi

2 . Name one negative thing about you?
◘ dont know how to control my stress

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
◘ sleep, i juz wake up

4. Sport you wanted to learn?
◘ scuba diving (bole dikira sports ke tu?)

5. Ever tried gymnastics?
◘ never

6. What was the last thing you bought?
◘ mmm....dinner last night

7. Do you talk a lot?
◘ sangat

8. Where is your brother?
◘ at kl

9. How was your day yesterday?
◘ monday? so exhausted. i got class from 8am till 10.30pm. cant u imagine how exhausted i am?

10 . Are you an optimistic one?
◘ maybe

11 . People describe you as....
◘ kind hearted :p

12. Contented in life?
◘ not yet...there are more things i want to achieve in this life

13. Are you happy with the love of your life
◘ so far....ok la... bersyukur dengan apa yg ada :)

14. Do you skip meals?
◘ sometimes

15. Do you consider yourself smart?
◘ a lil bit

16. What color is your gate?
◘ black & gold

17 .Are you typically a jolly person?
◘ yes i am =]

18. Name one enemy of yours:
◘ i do not have any enemy...tp xtau la kan kot2 diorg yg anggap aku enemy

19. Name one close friend:
◘ one only? i have so many close friends

20. Who's the first person in your phone list?
◘ . me, the other number of mine

21 . What did the last text message your received say?
◘ owh, aku x free, mcm mana?

22. Do you go to gym?
◘ dulu-dulu

23. Song playing at the moment:
◘ blurry from puddle of mudd

24.How do you cope with stress?
◘ i will go to sleep, if i cannot sleep, i will take ubat tidur or whatever ubat that can make me sleep. because when i sleep i didnt think about those shit things.

25.Ever broken someone's heart?
◘ banyak kali (jahat kan aku ni?)

26.What makes you happy?
◘ the things & the person that makes me happy

27. What is the last thing you said aloud?
◘ erkkk...what eh?

28. Is someone bitter to you?
◘ yes. should i mention his name here?

monday is my super busy day

2009-02-23T19:57:00.005+08:00

just like the tittle, i have a lil time on monday.

class from 8am until 4pm, then will have an assignment meeting at 4.30 pm.

break? from 11-12 only.

hermmmm......

selalunya meeting yang start pukul 4.30 tu akan habis around 6.30. then baru boleh balik rumah.
penat kan? macam tadi, aku hanya sempat lunch pada pukul 11 (sepatutnya tea break time tu). but what to do? itu aja masa senggang yang ada. nasib baik meeting pukul 4.30pm, itu pun aku yang set kan pada groupmate aku. at least dapat juga aku tunaikan solat zohor.

oh ya meeting tu every week, sebab nak kena prepare case study subjek strategic marketing for the next day (tuesday). ya kami ada presentation every week for that subject. subject ni kena analyze case study yang ada, semuanya pasal marketing. apa strategy yang perlu buat untuk solve that case. so far my groupmates semuanya ok. they give all the ideas & easy to co-operate, eventhough we're come from different race. 3 chinese & 2 malays. alhamdulillah.
ada orang tanya kenapa tak buat meeting on tuesday before class? class kan malam? from 6pm till 9.30pm? tapi aku malas, malas nak bangun pagi-pagi. sebabnya setiap malam aku akan tidur pukul 12 lebih, & akan terjaga around 3.then lepas subuh baru tidur balik. kenapa macam tu? sebab aku dah start my fyp. time ni je yang selesa untuk siapkan fyp. kalau tak buat fyp pun, memang akan terjaga, sebab dah menjadi rutin harian, dah terbiasa. pagi esok sure mengantuk. mcam pagi tadi. lepas subuh baru aku tidur balik, then kena bangun untuk ke kelas pukul 8. last2 aku g kelas lambat, pukul 8.20 macam tu baru sampai.

tadi masa kelas subject retail management ada bincang pasal trip untuk buat assignment. tasknya ialah pergi one place then untuk tengok retail activity at that place. at first kami mahu ke kelantan, on 22nd march to 24th march. tapi banyak sangat clash dengan trip classmates lain, sebab masa tu midterm break then ramai student yang ada trip sendiri. so kami akan ke kl, ke 2 tempat yang berbeza, moden & tradisional.

lepas ni nak kena pergi tesco pulak, nak beli barang2 untuk our bday party this wednesday. aku cuma dapat rehat lebih kurang sejam je tadi. lepas mandi, aku tengok tummy aku naik, aduuhhhh....naik balik. ni semua pasal minum ais 2-3 hari ni. mmmm....cukup lah sit up 50x. aku penat hari ini.

used to by chris daughtry

2009-02-18T09:35:00.004+08:00

entry ini sambungan entry bawah; Crushed.

aku cuba untuk relate kan hidup aku sekarang dengan lagu Chris Daughtry ini.

lagu ini untuk mereka yang ada dalam hati aku sebelum ini tapi sekarang rasa seperti mereka fade away. can i get all the things that i have back? can i? can we get this back?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be

To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be

tagged from azwin lagi

2009-02-09T17:54:00.006+08:00

well...actually i dont know how to do this tag but i'll try my best.

1. Put Your I-Tunes, Windows Media Player, Etc. On Shuffle.
2. For Each Question, Press The Next Button To Get Your Answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 Friends.
5. Everyone Tagged Has To Do The Same Thing.
6. Have Fun!

>IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
pura-pura by MUH
- would mostly say " ok kot...." - sambil pretend to be ok :p

>HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
big girls dont cry by fergie
- me? i'm a simple person. very simple person who love to do my own things & love to be loved by everyone.

>WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
if i were a boy by beyonce
- honesty...its an important element isnt it? -

>HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
bila ku jatuh cinta by nidji
- ok :) -

>WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
buat aku tersenyum by sheila on 7
- to achieve what i want in my life -

>WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
jika kau bercinta lagi by flop poppy
- life is great, enjoy it! -

>WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
dig by incubus
- sometimes they think that i'm a bad person they ever met...hahahahahaha.... -

>WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
more than words by extreme
- my all time favourite song! they think that i'm too degil. anak yang paling tak dengar cakap since i was small. (because my big bro was good when he was a lil boy :) )-

>WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
everything will be alright by the killers
- bila la nak abes study? -

>WHAT IS 2 + 2?
i live my life for you by firehouse
- 2+2 is equal to 8-4 or 12/3..... so count it urself yah. -

>WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
arti sahabat by nidji
- i ♥ my best friends & i'm glad to have them in my life... weeee~~~ -

>WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
all my life by KC & Jojo
- a lot of things happen to me....a lot of things i've met, macam2.... -

>WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
when i grow up by the PCD
- sma macam azwin....have a lot of money and love around me....especially love from my special ones. -

>WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
fall for you by secondhand serenade
- i love them more than words can say -

>WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
aku dan dirimu by ari lasso & BCL
- dance? i dont know the name of the dance but it will just me & my lovely husband :) -

>WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
big black hole by bittersweet
- Yassin, doa, and any other ayat al-Quran -

>WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
crumbs by disagree
- depends on my mood -

>WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
cinta dalam hati by ungu
- sama mcm azwin gak; loosing all the people that i love especially my family, gagal utk hadapi hidup yg penuh pancaroba ini -

>YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
lucky by jason mraz & colbie
- cannot tell ma! -

>WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
say (all i need) by one republic
- i want to have a better life, more money, love from my angel, many-many more -

>WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
for you i will by teddy geiger
- they're great! thanks for being a good friends of mine :) -

>WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
terima kasih cinta by afgan
- as 1 of feeling expression...ya... i express my feelings through songs -

tag:

anyone who wants to do this tag, u're welcome :)

its all because of YOU

2009-01-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

i cant stop loving you...

every heartbeat thinks of you...

but i'm hurt inside...

my heart torn apart...

no one knows how it feels...

this wound is hard to heal...

tagged by azra again and again!

2009-01-22T13:40:00.004+08:00

A. Attached or single?
= single and available ( chehhh...!!)

B. Best friend?
= secret :p

C. Cake or pie?
= i prefer cake. sedapnya chocolatechip walnut!

D. Day of choice?
= Jumaat, penghulu segala hari

E. Essential item?
= handbag

F. Favorite color?
= black, pink

G. Gummy bears or worms?
= gummy bears

H. Hometown?
= malacca & n9

I. Favorite indulgence?
= Chocoloates too, same as azra & azwin

J. January or July?
= July, because my name is Julie, the spelling is similar :) hahahaha

K. Kids?
= i dont have a kids yet, but i have 3 heroes which is my naughty nephews

L. Life isn’t complete without?
= banyak.

M. Marriage date?
= i dont want to think about it for now. heh :)

N. Number of magazine subscriptions?
= ntah?

O. Orange or apple?
= Apple. An apple a day, apa ntah lg.

P. Phobias?
= being alone?

Q. Quotes?
= life is great, enjoy it

R. Reasons to smile?
= when somebody makes me smile

S. Season of choice?
= musim buah durian. hahahaha.... nahhh....summer la kot.

T. Tag 5 people
= hohohooohhh...anyone, boleh?

U. Unknown fact about me?
= of course i cant tell u guys!

V. Vegetable?
= spinach

W. Worst habit?
= mulut main lepas.

X. X-ray or ultrasound?
= x-ray

Y. Your favorite food(s)?
= sambal sotong @ sotong grg tepung :)

Z. Zodiac sign
= taurus...weeeweeee....!!!

tagged by azra

2009-01-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
- keropok lekor singgit. (aku rindu keropok lekor yg dekat dpn cm tu, masa sekolah dulu,sebelum g tuisyen kat kasturi, sure beli keropok lekor dulu b4 masuk tuisyen).

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
-listening to music sambil jerit2 mcm org gila, driving, wasting time,

3. What kind of news do you read?
- depends...sometimes entertainment akan aku baca dulu.

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
-taubat banyak2, minta ampun kat semua orang,setelkan hutang piutang. (banyak dosa aku ni)

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
- mestilah ada. but that someone doesnt know that he's in my heart.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- hell no!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- family of course, & my loved one.

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
- ntah...hidup sgt bosan cuti2 ni. oh ya, g holiday & lupakan semua masalah yg ada. & lupakan "dia".

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- mestilah. tp kita perlukan kekuatan utk buat semua tu, kan? & so far aku dh berjaya confess pd org yg aku suka :)

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.

he can guide me
very understanding, always understand my situation
can get along with me
love me, supportive
accept me as i am

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
- selfish

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
- menjalankan tanggungjawab sbg hambaNYA & juga kepada orang sekeliling

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
- nope i dont

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- sambal sotong!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- both, but happy is the first choice. i wanna be happy first, then i can think how to be rich. can i?

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- degil, lurus bendul, kuat membazir, senang percaya kat orang, what else huh?

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- i dont have anyone right now. lonely....i'm mr lonely...i have nobody....(sambil nyanyi lagu lonely)

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why.
- kau & aku from nidji. this song reminds me of ....

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- confidence, same as azra.

20. what are u excited for?
- mmmm....still thinking about the answer

The lucky 8.
- aku xnak tag sapa2. sapa2 rasa nak buat tag ni, dipersilakan.

hanya kawan

2009-01-17T18:34:00.004+08:00

jules with her ex-schoolmates

kawan, sahabat, rakan, friends, buddy, pal, boyfriend, girlfriend, classmate, coursemate, housemate, groupmate, officemate, colleague, macam-macam kita gelarkan pada seseorang yang kita kenal, tidak kiralah sama ada dia rapat atau tidak, di alam maya (internet) atau alam nyata, mereka masih boleh dikira sebagai kawan, tempat untuk kita bercerita segala susah & senang, menghabiskan masa bergelak ketawa & nangis bersama, & banyak lagi perkara yang kita buat bersama kawan kita.

tetapi persoalannya di sini ialah bolehkah kita berkawan rapat atau berkawan baik dengan mereka yang berlainan jantina dengan kita? pada aku, jawapannya ya, kita boleh. tidak salah kan mempunyai kawan baik yang berlainan jantina. siapa kata gen XX & gen XY tidak boleh berkawan rapat & berkongsi? (maksud aku bukan berkongsi macam poligami tu ya).

walaubagaimanapun, mungkin ada sesetengah pihak yang tidak senang pacarnya mempunyai kawan yang tidak sejantina dengan pacarnya. contohnya, the boyfriend/girlfriend tidak suka & marah jika girlfriendnya/boyfriendnya mempunyai kawan rapat lelaki/perempuan (harap anda faham maksud yang sedang saya bicarakan).

tetapi pada aku, itu tidak salah. sebab aku juga punya kawan rapat bergen XY. tapi bilangannya sedikit berbanding masa sekolah dulu. semakin meningkat dewasa, kawan-kawan bergen XYku ramai yang tidak dapat dihubungi. almaklumlah, ada yang sudah menyambungkan pelajaran ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi dan dalam masa yang sama mempunyai kekasih hati.

berbalik kepada perkara yang dibincangkan tadi, tentang bolehkah kita mempunyai kawan rapat yang berlainan jantina walaupun kita sudah ada calon isteri, & aku akan tetap mengatakan ya, kenapa tidak? tetapi individu tersebut perlulah menjaga batas-batas pergaulan & perasaan agar tidal timbul perkara yang tidak di ingini di kemudian hari. contohnya, jatuh cinta dengan kawan rapat sendiri. perkara ini memang berlaku. jika aku, aku akan jaga batas-batas aku agar perkara tersebut tidak terjadi jika aku sudah punya cinta hati (jadi wahai cinta hatiku, anda masih lagi berada dalam zon selamat & takkan kehilangan aku, melainkan jodoh tidak menyebelahi kita).

kepada kekasih-kekasih, untuk tidak menimbulkan rasa syak wasangka & mengurangkan rasa cemburu anda terhadap kekasih anda yang mempunyai kawan rapat berlainan jantina, anda boleh mengikuti beberapa tips di bawah yang saya rasa akan berkesan seterusnya menyemarakkan kasih sayang anda & menambah kenalan anda.

antaranya ialah:

berkenalan & berkawan dengan kawan rapat kekasih anda.
keluar bersama di dalam kumpulan; jadi anda tahu serba sedikit tentang kawan baik kekasih anda.
letakkan sedikit kepercayaan kepada kekasih anda

banyak lagi sebenarnya, tapi aku tak ingat.
yang penting sekarang, terpulang kepada seseorang itu mahu berkawan dengan sesiapa pun yang dia hendak, sebab dia mempunyai hak untuk berkawan & menjaga hubungan sesama manusia di atas muka bumi ini. bak kata pepatah, berkawan biar seribu, berkasih biar satu.

**kepada pembaca, jika anda mempunyai sebarang komen atau kritikan, sila beri komen anda. feedback anda sangat dialu-alukan.

happy birthday!!!

2009-01-11T10:29:00.003+08:00

happy 22nd birthday

azra!

wish u have a great life ahead!

love,
jules.

us, azra's & nocha's bday bash at jetty.

rebranding

2009-01-09T10:12:00.018+08:00

today; 9th january 2009; 1013 waktu malaysia

aku tau masih ramai lagi yang merasai kemeriahan tahun baru 2009, dan aku rasa masih belum terlambat untuk kita membuat azam baru. aku ada azam untuk tahun ni, cuma tak ada masa nak update di blog di sebabkan beberapa perkara yang banyak berlaku lately.azam baru aku kali ini sangat lain, & ini adalah salah satu cara untuk rebranding JULIANA SHAHIDA BT BASERI (sama mcm yang RTM buat tu; rebranding. & aku cuma mempraktikkan apa yang aku belajar di kelas brand management).

ada banyak benda yang harus aku implement untuk rebranding diri aku sendiri. banyak sangat. & mungkin ada antara kamu tidak sangka yang aku akan buat perkara-perkara sedemikian. ya, aku cuma mahu jadi yang terbaik daripada sebelum ini. agar tiada lagi masalah antara aku dan insan lain, teknologi (ingat lagi kata-kata mdm azlin dalam class services marketing; teenagers (she means us) nowadays are born with technology), duit, jiwa & rohani, dan benda-benda lain yang pernah bermasalah sebelum ini.

aku dah senaraikan apa yang aku akan buat tahun ini insyaALLAH, untuk menjadi yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya:

solat cukup 5 waktu, walaupun aku di luar sedang bercanda ria dengan kawan-kawan & keluarga. umur semakin meningat, tapi amalan tetap sama macam dulu, aku rasa inilah masanya untuk aku mendekatkan diri pada pencipta yang selama ini tak pernah melupakan aku, yang selalu selesaikan masalah aku masa aku betul-betul dalam masalah, yang tak putus-putus memberi rezeki, insyaALLAH aku tidak akan lupa akan tanggungjawab ku sebagai hamba mu ya tuhanku.

berjimat cermat, i'll spend my money & time wisely. aku sekarang sudah berada di final year. banyak sangat final year project yang aku kena siapkan. kena tukar lifestyle aku yang kuat berjalan tanpa hala tuju ni ke lifestyle yang duduk dirumah buat kerja & menelaah buku. sampai bila aku nak dapat result yang cukup-cukup makan je, kan? dan aku tidak mahu lagi berlengah-lengah menyiapkan final year project (fyp) aku. sebab bila setiap kali aku lengah, ada saja masalah akan melanda. contohnya jenny rosak lah, fyp aku kena reject lah, macam-macam lagi. jadi aku akan siapkan semua kerja tanpa melengahkan masa yang ada supaya aku akan ada masa untuk belajar & benda-benda lain. duit, semua orang ada masalah duit, tambahan pula dengan krisis ekonomi global yang melanda, dan ura-ura mengatakan ekonomi tahun 2009 ini akan lebih teruk dari krisis-krisis tahun sebelumnya, jadi aku memang kena berjimat cermat. plus aku dah tiada wang selepas membeli jingles; handphone baru yang menggantikan jayce. jadi untuk cover balik semua duit simpanan aku tu, aku kenalah saving balik. beli benda yang perlu sahaja, jangan kuat shopping, window shopping pun jangan sebab it will end up with buy something. makan benda biasa-biasa aja, tak payah nak pergi makan secret recipe atau pergi mana-mana restoran yang akan membuatkan aku berbelanja lebih dari yang sepatutnya. oh ya masa & wang sangat close related. pepatah inggeris ada mengatakan time is money, dan bahasa melayu kita yang indah pula masa itu emas. jadi aku harap aku tidak akan mensia-siakan dua benda ini.

be more soft spoken. aku ni loud orangnya. sangat loud. suara aku pun kuat. orang selalu ingat aku sedang marah mereka tetapi tidak. kadang-kadang aku tak sedar yang aku bercakap sampai tone volume aku naik. dan kadang-kadang intonasi suara aku tidak kena dengan situasi, jadi, aku harus lebih soft spoken. cakap dengan nada suara yang rendah agar disenangi oleh semua pihak. untuk family, kawan-kawan, mudd & orang-orang yang rapat dengan aku terutamanya. sebab mudd & kawan-kawan selalu tegur macam tu. apa salahnya berubah untuk jadi yang lebih baik, kan?

study very very very hard. benda ni setiap kali masuk sem baru aku akan remind diri aku. tapi bila dah masuk minggu ke 2-3, bila assignment task telah diberi, aku jadi tak cukup masa nak study. dan akhirnya aku akan study last minute. hahahaha. tapi mungkin itu hanya alasan untuk aku lepaskan diri dari rasa bersalah sebab tak study. insyaALLAH, aku akan spend lebih banyak masa untuk kau saja wahai textbook-textbook ku sayang.

benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kita sekarang ni, bahasa inggeris. aku akan increase kan my english level terutamanya dari segi grammar & comprehension. apa yang aku akan buat ialah invest more to english books e.g novel or magazine, compare to investing in baju & aksesori yang berjenama & mahal. fashion industry changes rapidly, jadi susah nak cope dengan semua fashion yang melanda. however knowledge remains the same, tidak bertukar, malah bertambah. jadi untuk keluar ke working life nanti kena jadi knowledgeable tentang banyak perkara. lainlah kalau aku pergi interview ke tempat yang memang berkaitan dengan fashion sampai aku kena tau benda-benda tu semua.

manage my stress. aku seorang yang sangat senang stress especially apabila mendapat satu-satu perkara yang tidak di sangka. & aku akan terus telefon mudd dan membebel padanya dengan nada suara yang dia tidak senang. jadi apa yang perlu aku buat ialah duduk sekejap dan berfikir rasional. kemudian kalau tak jumpa juga jalan penyelesaian, baru telefon siapa-siapa yang aku percaya boleh selesaikan masalah aku ataupun at least boleh redakan stress aku.

wooohhhh banyak juga azam aku ye? hahahaha....harap-harap the brand new JULIANA SHAHIDA BT BASERI akan dapat buat semua ini dengan sokongan orang sekeliling

**ok julie, jom sambung study. esok exam services marketing & national dance!

tagged from azwin

2009-01-08T20:08:00.001+08:00

1. What if you were the last person on earth. What would you do?
~ aku mcm azwin gak....x suka duk sorg2...arrrggghhhh bosan...boleh gila aku....tp psl last person on earth tu...aku akan nanges sampai abes airmata kot...xleh nk bygkan.

2. What would you do if you have only 24 hours to live and you can do anything in the whole world?
~ aku nak bertaubat & mintak ampun banyak2 kat semua orang

3. Name 5 people you will take with you to anywhere you go. Where? Why? (family counts as 1)
~ family; pergi mana2 je
~ mudd; mana2 pon nak dia ada, rindu nak spend time together dengan dia
~ GDO; go to the place that we love to go, ya i love being with them
~ mak; bandung, dah janji dgn mak aritu nak bwk lepas abes study.
~ rakan-rakan; pergi tpt yg nak sgt aku pergi, iaitu semua tpt yg aku nak pergi, maksudnya semua tpt aku nak pergi.hahaha.

4. 3 reasons you have a blog?
~ blog mcm on9 diary aku, sbb aku xda diary.
~ sama mcm azwin; medium of expressing my feelings
~ i wanna share my experiences, feelings, and many things to the readers.

5. 2 ways you would change the world.
~ increase the malay economy level
~ sedarkan remaja skrg yg bnyk hanyut kat bukit bintang tu, hahahaha... (aku sendiri pun hanyut)

~ 6. Name your 1st friend.
~ azwin always be the 1st dlm myspace & friendster, eventhough aku bukan 1st dlm friendster & myspace dia...hahahaha

7. What's your worst nightmare?
~ ada org kejar nak bunuh aku, banyak kali dh dpt mimpi camni...whewww~~

8. Describe you.
~ i'm loud. but for 2009, i'll change bit by bit to be more soft spoken, mudd, i do this for u.

9. Describe your style.
~ i'm a simple person, kuar dgn tshirt, jeans, & flipflop jek...kdg dgn suar tido kotak2 pon jadi.

10. Are you a bully?
~ xlah....hahahaha....

11. TAG 4 people.Who?
~ azlan dawai
~ mili
~ mr hajime
~ mmm....erin lah.

leaving me with no words

2009-01-02T12:19:00.003+08:00

i think its not too late to wish happy new year 2009 to u guys....

well....

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

okay...a lot of things happen to me in december 2008.
& the last thing was.... i lost my phone on 31st december 2008, a day before new year eve.
silly me, i lost jayce in the public toilet. i put her on the wall (its not the wall actually, something like shelf). after i've done with all my thing, i forgot about my phone & just went out. after 2 minutes i checked my bag & i realized that i've left my phone in the toilet.
but....jayce is not there anymore....i tried to call her so many times but...there's no one answer the phone...

oh...rasa macam jatuh jantung ni....

my jayce

and to abang....if u read this...pls dont tell daddy ya... i dont want to dissapoint him...pls....

to my fellow friends...thanks for being there with me and make me laugh when i dont even want to smile...

new hair style II

2009-01-02T12:16:00.002+08:00

hey...i've cut my hair on Christmas day.

however, the stylist cut my hair too short... gggrrr.....!!!

and this is the brand new me.

hahahaha....buruk, kan?

new hair style

2008-12-24T12:06:00.006+08:00

after i watched the "Yes Man" movie preview, i was thinking to change my hair style like the heroin of this movie; Zoeey Deschanel

Zoeey Deschanel

however, i have to straighten and cut my front hair a lil bit, and trim my hair. which is cost me around 50 bucks.

what do u think?

laptop rosak lagi....

2008-12-21T14:17:00.003+08:00

everything goes well after i took my dear jenny from technician. but after a week, my dear jenny rosak lagi....

mmm.....aku switch on the lappy last night...lampu bernyala, tapi 1 apa pun tak keluar kat skrin....blank, gelap gelita, & i was wondering what happen to my lovely jenny....

aku panik...!!!! arrggghhhhh....everything is inside it! & the most important thing in my life right now is also inside the laptop. my FYP....FYP....FYP.....

bodoh nya aku sebab tak buat backup file....kenapalah aku tak simpan dalam pendrive? kenapa???? kenapa???

wait...i'm not stupid...i'm just dont know that this thing is going to happen to me....kan?
ni 1 pengajaran...anything yang aku buat after this, kena wat backup....betul ckp mudd, apa guna pendrive 4g tp tak guna...masalahnya mudd syg...i x terfikir pon yg laptop tu akan rosak...& u still lg nak bebel kat i psl salah i? ohhh....thanx a lot.

malang lg nasib aku...i have to redo my fyp from chp 2...i repeat...i hv to REDO MY FYP from chp 2....yg aku dh siapkan selama semggu....dengan tido tak cukup, x nyenyak...
aku baru plan nak siapkan chp 3 today & show it to supervisor tomorrow...so bila ada apa2 yg perlu ditambah, aku bole siapkan & submit everything on wednesday....tp....semuanya rosak....
aku terfikir nak drop je fyp & ambil semula sem dpn...tp syg la...i still have 10 more days utk siapkan.

what can i do now is keep telling myself...dont give up julie....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up.......

& yes...its really help me to think rationally...
alhamdulillah...i'm fine...i'm just fine....& everything's gonna be ok.

entry utk ayah

2008-12-18T20:42:00.001+08:00

ayah, tak tahu kenapa julie rindu sangat kat ayah.
kasihan ayah, mencari rezeki sampai jatuh sakit semata-mata untuk memenuhi kehendak anakmu ini. i wanna go home, to spend all my time with u....pergi minum di padang, makan roti canai & minum teh ais, berbual pasal hari-hari yang julie lalui di kampus, beritahu future plan, cerita masalah dengan assigment dan tugasan yang semakin banyak, tapi... i have a lot of work here...i'm so sorry ayah.

ayah,

i promise to u that i'll do my best in everything.
in my study, in my life.
i do it all just for u, and our family.
i promise to u that i'll make u guys happy, & jadikan hidup kita lebih senang dari sekarang. tak lama lagi ayah, lagi setahun lebih insyaALLAH julie akan grad & dapat kerja yang baik. masa tu ayah dah tak payah penat-penat kerja lagi. julie akan cari duit extra untuk tanggung family kita. because i know nowadays our cost of living is getting higher and higher.

ayah,

jaga diri elok-elok.
jangan lupa makan ubat & rehat.
ayah kerja kuat sangat sampai tak ada masa nak rehat. weekend pun kerja.
kadang-kadang i feel bored everytime u're not at home. but what to do, u have to find money for us. its ok, tak lama lagi ayah boleh duduk saja di rumah. tak payah kerja kuat lagi. kan julie dah janji bila julie kerja nanti ayah hanya perlu pergi hantar & ambil cucu-cucu ayah di sekolah? dan hari minggu kita pergi jogging dan main badminton?

cakap pasal badminton, dah lama kita tak main badminton kan? dulu masa julie kecil kita selalu main badminton di rumah kita di senaling. abang pun main sekali. kali terakhir kita main badminton rasanya awal tahun ni. berapa bulan dah tu.

ayah,
thanks a lot. u're wonderful dad! julie ingat dulu, masa tu in the middle of the night, i know u're sleep. but i cant think of anything that time because i'm too stressed with my coming exam. i called u, thank god u're still awake. ayah tengah tengok midnight news. julie mengadu pada ayah yang julie takut sangat nak exam financial accounting. sebab julie takut fail lagi. tp ayah cakap, janganlah takut, kalau dah fail nak buat macam mana kan. masa tu julie lega sangat sebab dapat support dari ayah. dan alhamdulillah i passed that paper =]

ayah,
masa tak ada seorang pun yang support julie, ayah ada untuk bagi semangat. ingat masa mula-mula julie nak masuk study dulu. masa tu julie tengah urut pinggang ayah. ayah tanya, kau nak belajar mana ni. sebab masa tu dapat dua offer, dari MMU dan KPTM Bangi collaborate dengan UITM untuk diploma. julie cakap julie ambil yang KPTM je lah. murah pun murah. satu sem cuma seribu lebih saja. tp ayah tetap berkeras nak julie masuk MMU, sebab dekat. senang ayah nak tengok. julie kata tak payah lah ayah, kan mahal. lagi pun masa tu abang & mak suruh masuk poli, murah. kemudian ayah cakap, ala...tak payah la dengar cakap diorang. kan ayah yang keluar duit. lagi sekali julie dapat support dari ayah. dan sekarang julie belajar di tempat pilihan ayah. sedikit bangga sebab julie dengar cakap ayah.

tapi,
julie ni anak yang degil juga.
sangat degil.
ingat tak bulan julai hari tu? ayah ajak julie pergi rumah nek busu sebab ada masak-masak, nak bincang pasal kenduri kahwin abg ijal. julie malas nak pergi sebab nak tidur.jadi ayah pergi dengan mak.
julie bangun nak minum air, tapi nampak banyak sangat cawan dan gelas di sinki. julie nak basuh, capai satu gelas yang kotor tu, masukkan tanga ke dalam gelas dan pranggg...!!!! gelas tu pecah. tangan julie luka. banyak darah keluar. sakit sangat! julie sampai menangis sebab takut tengok luka yang besar dan darah yang banyak. juli call ayah beritahu, menangis-nangis (anak manja ayah lah katakan). ayah marah, siapa suruh main kaca? mana ada julie main kaca ayah, julie basuh gelas then gelas tu pecah. ayah macam malas nak layan anak yang degil ni. julie menagis je, ingat ayah macam tak heran kat julie. tapi tak lama tu ayah & mak sampai rumah, mak terus masuk bilik tengok. mak ajak pergi klinik. ayah bising, tu lah, degil lagi. lain kali mana ayah ajak pergi, ikut. jangan degil.

1 pengajaran yang julie belajar. julie akan dengar cakap ayah, takkan degil lagi. dan parut yang ada di jari telunjuk kanan ni akak selalu membuatkan julie ingat pada ayah, pada kedegilan julie. ini satu kelebihan juga, sebab ia membuatkan julie takkan lupa pada ayah.

ayah,
julie sangat sayang pada ayah.
lebih dari segalanya di dunia ini.
julie sanggup korbankan apa saja untuk ayah.
sanggup korbankan hidup julie sendiri.
i promise u ayah.

Gemuk Girls in town

2008-12-12T08:15:00.007+08:00

Gemuk Girls is the third play from TNS following 2006's Fundamentally Happy and last year's Good People that explores the fundamentals of text and of realism by scrutinising pressing issues that affect society today.

Gemuk Girls follows the seemingly normal lives of a mother, Kartini, and her daughter Juliana who, together make a very unlikely mother-daughter pair, one loud and overbearing, the other strait-laced and on the threshold of entering politics. Together, they are the Gemuk Girls and proud of it. Their whole world is taken for a spin when they receive shocking news about Kartini’s father who had been arrested and detained during the 1960s. From then on, the floodgates of the family’s emotional past are thrown open.

The play creates more questions than answers, causing us to probe into our own lives and create a connection between ourselves and the characters. Can a family truly survive as they struggle to reconcile the past with the present? Can the ghosts of the past affect the future?

As with other plays by The Necessary Stage, Gemuk Girls seeks to challenge audiences to re-examine the status quo and their preconceptions, and in doing so, presents possibilities for new interpretations and understanding.

After a sold out run in Singapore, The Necessary Stage’s (TNS) Gemuk Girls will be staged at the Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre’s (KLPac) Pentas 2, Jalan Strachan in Kuala Lumpur from today till Sunday. Showtime is 8.30pm (with weekend shows at 3pm).

The provocative new piece from the award-winning director-playwright pairing of Alvin Tan and Haresh Sharma follows the seemingly normal lives of a mother, Kartini, and her daughter Juliana who, together make a very unlikely mother-daughter pair – one loud and overbearing, the other straight-laced and on the threshold of entering politics. However, their whole world turns topsy-turvy after hearing shocking news about Kartini’s father.

Leading the cast are Aidi “Alin” Mosbit, Najib Soiman and Siti Khalijah.

Tickets are priced at RM35 (adults) and RM20 (students, seniors and the disabled).

[and i just paid rm20 :) ]

i got this from the internet

& we had a chanced to watch this Gemuk Girls. this is my first time watching teather.
kami ke KLpac pd 5 dis 2008. dr mmu melaka, naik bas. sampai di tol sg besi, oh jln jam giler! everybody in the bus resah taku x sempat tgk gemuk girls. alhamdulillah kami sampai tepat pd masanya tp aku x dpt duduk dgn kwn2 aku. ya klpac studio 2 was fulled.

it takes around 1 hour and a half, habis saja teather, ada Q&A session.

balik, kami yg mmg kuat bergambar ni mengambil kesempatan bergambar dgn the Gemuk Girls :)

but, the pictures will be uploaded later cause i've a lot of things to be done.

KLpac

us with the gemuk girls

with the poster

azwin & i had a plan to watch a theater again next time in klpac (other place also can, we're fall in love with arts now). any new theater in town? pls let us know :)

ohhh dear FYP....

2008-12-05T05:19:00.002+08:00

5th December 2008, 5.20 a.m.

I haven’t sleep yet, spending a whole night doing this lovely FYP. How I can stay up until this

early morning? Per’l Café premix coffee drink with kacip fatimah accompany me & made me feel

energetic. I wish I can finish all these things by tomorrow, and can show it to Mdm Zaharah in

time.

however, i still cant manage to finish it in 1 night!!!

damn...!!!!

MMUsic: MUSIC <3 CHILDREN

2008-12-01T14:50:00.017+08:00

d event was success!

here are the photos.

last meeting

kila, event asst. director was giving the short briefing.

the committees.

a few hours before event

we did a lot of things. decorated the backdrop (painting the white cloth, sticking the letter on the cloth, decorated ticket counter), arranged the chairs for audience (because this is a charity event, so the audience are not allowed to stand, but most of them were standing at the back), & many other things.

on the event

music <3 children is a charity concert, consist of ep launching by News at 11 (MMU band), and rm2 from the ticket will be donate to PERKIM. the opening act was by kawaii sakura, followed by lazy morning, bunkface (they supposed to be in the 2nd last slot, but they want to perform early), tyre pancit, rabiyas, News at 11, and the last performance was by SEVEN COLLAR T-SHIRT. oh ya forgot to tell that there were art booth as well in this charity event.

seven collar t-shirt was on the stage

thanks for all the support. oh ya our old friends also came. thanks bryan, jekput, lan, panjang (these 4 guys are the line up of symphony pelangi) & zizi.

pls understand me

2008-11-30T10:28:00.004+08:00