syukur pd tuhan

alhamdulillah....semua dah selesai...esok last day industrial training. rasa sekejap je dh 4 bulan. lepas ni x perlu bangun pagi2 g keje lg. indahnya dunia. i miss my campus life so much. tadu baru lepas packing barang.esok nak balik masjid tanah dah. sampai raya ke-5 ada kat sana.weekly report baru siap tadi,dah print pun.esok nak tunjuk pd bos & mintak tandatangan bos. tinggal final report je belum start. masa tidak mengizinkan. insyaALLAH akan start sabtu ni.

mmm sbnrnya bnyk benda nak ditulis dlm blog, bnyk benda nak dikongsi bersama. tp tiada masa nak menulis. hari-hari yang dilalui begitu sibuk dan meletihkan. itulah norma-norma kehidupan. insyaALLAH akan start balik post semua yg berlaku sepanjang ramadhan ini. banyak kenangan manis, pahit, kelakar sampai pecah perut pun ada :)

sebelum meletakkan titik noktah pada blog kali ini, sy JULIANA SHAHIDA BT BASERI ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin.
semoga raya tahun ini membawa makna pd semua.

assalamualaikum.

new born baby...

waahhhh ini lah dia my new boyfriend...
his name is muhammad nazrel haris...
was born on 2nd september 2008 or 2nd ramadhan 1429 hijrah.
he was born in Pantai Hospital....
cute kan? chubby sgt....
tp dpt spend time dgn dia half an hour jek....sbb masa tu dh mlm....
& baby nak tido....
now i cant wait to go to my brother's house nak tgk baby!!!!
wahhhh excited giler.

i have to go...

i try to deny my feelings to u...

i try to run away from u, but u will find me...

i try so hard to avoid u, but i feel hurt inside...

i try to tell myself that i dont love u, but i'm not strong enough...
& in the end i loss in my weaknesses...

i want to love u with all my heart, but i cant...

i want to live with u forever, but my life didnt allow...

i hate to see u with other girls, but i just can hold my tongue...

i told myself i wont miss u, but the memories of u cannot erase...

i'm so tired pretend to be normal, because i cannot lie myself anymore...

i try so hard to tell myself that u're not for me, but the picture of u always haunted me...

& now i hv to go, run & avoid u...coz i hv no choice...
d cut inside my heart is getting deeper & deeper...
& i cant stand it anymore...