aku memang la pissed off gila sebab aku tukar layout then suma site yang ada kat tepi blog aku suma ilang!
malas betul la nak cari balik...&**%@#*##@@@....!!!!!!!!!
(kena censored sket, at least lepas jugak la marah aku)
sekarang ni memang musim kenduri kahwin. boleh dikatakan setiap minggu ada saja kenduri kahwin. aku bukan nak cerita yang aku dah nak kahwin atau pengalaman aku di kenduri-kenduri kahwin yang aku pergi. tapi, nak cerita yang ramai juga kawan-kawan yang sama umur dengan aku kahwin, nak bertunang, nak merisik dalam masa terdekat ni.
when i met my friends last week in KL, most of them are going to engage and some of them are getting married this year. The first thing that came out in my mind is, woooo….they’re getting married or engage soon. I’m happy for them, congrats. But me, I’m still single. Hehehehe…
I’m not feeling sad because I’m single or not going to have a serious relationship at the moment, but, I don’t know. I don’t know what I feel actually.
The true is I’m quite phobia having a relationship with guys right now. Why I say so? It’s because of my experience with many unsuccessful relationships before this.
Ya I am in a relationship with a guy right now, but I still feel insecure and not confident with myself. I don’t want to get hurt anymore. Even we’re not planning to getting married or talk about marriage but deep inside my heart I did pray for my happiness and have a good life with the love one. We have a lot of responsibilities towards our family. I’m the only hope for my family to have a better life. Plus, I and he are not in the serious relationship but we feel comfortable with each other. For a mean time, I think it’s more than enough for us. We try our best to take care of the relationship that we have right now.
In addition, I do have plan in my life. To have a bright future and better life. Having a car, house, my own business and a stable life before I get married. Even my ex-boyfriend did propose me to engage but I’m not ready yet. Just like I mention earlier, I’m not confident with myself.
Well this is just my opinion and my feeling about getting married or engage. Sometimes I do feel like “bestnya dah nak tunang, dah nak kahwin”, but I’m afraid that I can’t give full commitment when I’m in the next stage.
Aku hanya boleh cakap. Tapi takdir semua tuhan yang tentukan. Just like Gha said to me, “ntah-ntah kau yang kahwin dulu. Mana tau tetiba terjumpa lelaki lain then terus je lelaki tu ajak kahwin”. I agree with her.
Strategic management exam is tonight, from 8pm till 9pm.
I did finish up read all the chapters but I don’t remember anything that I read. Sad huh?
(redha saja dengan exam malam ni)
The time now is 1650, 3hours more before exam.
I’m not worry about midterm exam actually. What is the main thing played in my head right now is my final year project. i did print out the questionnaire 5times, but I still didn’t not satisfied. A lot of errors such as numbers and missing questions. That’s why I have to reprint it. Other than that, all my friends have distribute their questionnaire, but me, I still haven’t photocopy the questionnaire & I don’t know when I will go to photocopy mine and distribute it.
In addition, I did think about asking a favor from my schoolmates to help me fill in the questions. I told my dad that I’m going to KL to meet my schoolmates for my FYP this Saturday. He gave me his permission. In fact, my midterm break is next week, so I can make use of my midterm break with my FYP.
Besides, I haven’t met my schoolmates for a long time because I’m the only one who stays in Malacca after I finished my high school in Bangsar. The others are still in KL.
Wish me luck for my midterm exam tonight and my Final Year Project.
I hope everything will go smoothly.
flea market is like a trend nowadays.
there's a lot of flea market especially in KL. for instance, Bijou Bazaar, few flea market at amcorp mall, PJ, night flea market at cheras and danau kota, and many more.
i've been there a few times before. we can find a lot of attractive stuffs there.
for bijou bazaar, people who are earn money through their online boutique especially blogspot did their offline business here, by building their brands and find their customer database, to create an awareness to customers about their online boutique. many of the seller here sell apparels and accessories especially for girls.
compare to flea market in amcorp mall, their focus more on home decor stuffs, books, old posters, old cassettes and cds, and old records. their target market also different because most of the customers are working people and adults who are looking for a new bits and pieces for their lovely house.
bijou bazaar, they're attract more youngsters by provide live performance while the customer enjoy their shopping. they also provide more activities besides shopping, such as art exhibition and of course introduced new bands by giving them an opportunity to perform at the bazaar.
in Malacca on the other hands, Jonker Walk is a well known flea market among the local and tourist. if i'm not mistaken, Jonker Walk is the only one flea market in Malacca (besides pasar malam). the sellers here sell many things such as accessories, souvenirs, pictures, t-shirts, beverages, chinese food (because the majority of the sellers here are chinese), decor for rooms and many more. there is also karaoke live performance by the chinese older people at the Jonker Walk stage. besides Jonker Walk, there's one more night flea market in Malacca called downtown also, it is located at Jalan Hang Tuah. however this flea market is not there anymore.
i wish there is more flea market in Malacca like bijou bazaar to create a competitive advantage for current flea market in Malacca. the reason why this suggestion is given is because Malacca have become a center of attention especially for the youngsters. more gigs and events will be held here (whether organized by the government or other organization) and this will give an opportunity to youngsters to earn extra money and have a constructive activity at the same time. plus this will attract more people to come to Malacca and give them a variety of places to visit.
last but not least,
a few pictures at bijou bazaar and flea market at amcorp mall.
entry ini sambungan entry bawah; Crushed.
aku cuba untuk relate kan hidup aku sekarang dengan lagu Chris Daughtry ini.
lagu ini untuk mereka yang ada dalam hati aku sebelum ini tapi sekarang rasa seperti mereka fade away. can i get all the things that i have back? can i? can we get this back?
