My last post was 5 years ago.


Too many things happened for this past 5 years.

Heaven on Earth

Well, sejak bekerja tempat baru, rasa kesyukuran itu aku panjatkan setiap waktu. Alhamdulillah, akhirnya aku ketemu juga apa yang aku idam-idamkan selama ini. Bukan bermakna selama ini aku tidak bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada, cuma sebelum ini nasib tidak menyebelahi aku. Tetapi kali ini, aku sangat happy dengan hidup aku sekarang, seolah-olah ia hampir sempurna....

Dulu aku ada buat entry pasal aku nak sangat duduk KL tapi ntah kemana entry tu, sebab kawan-kawan semua kat sini, kehidupan itu ada di KUALA LUMPUR, Syurga membeli-belah di KUALA LUMPUR, dan kekasih hati juga bermastautin di KUALA LUMPUR. Cuma alasan kekasih hati itu tidak berapa relevan untuk aku sebab kami dah practice long distance relationship selama setahun setengah. Jadi perkara tu aku tak berapa kisah. Dekat atau tidak, tak menjadi hal pada aku dan dia sebab kami kerap juga berjumpa. Kalau tak aku akan merengek-rengek sampai dia pening kepala. Dan sekarang aku rasa, duduk dekat pun tak guna sebab dah tak ada rasa apa.

Ok kita sambung pada perkara asal yang aku nak cerita. Kerja aku sekarang, more on Sales and Marketing lah. Ada sales target tapi tak ditekankan sangat. Aku di tempatkan di Jabatan Perhubungan Media & Pengurusan Acara, yang memang aku minat sangat-sangat sebab since aku study di MMU dulu memang aku dah involve organized events ni. Dari events yang formal sampailah yang ke tidak formal langsung. Cuma kali ini, aku banyak handle media lah. Jaga media centre untuk big events yang melibatkan Kementerian dan Associations.

Tambahan pula, rakan sekerja memang best gila sebab semuanya satu kepala, kecuali seorang dua. Ok lah tu kan. Sekurang-kurangnya aku tak drag myself to the office dan aku ikhlas nak pergi mencari rezeki hari-hari.

Aku ada rutin yang sama setiap hari. Pagi, aku akan sampai around 8, tunggu rakan sekerja yang memang aku akan pergi breakfast and lunch dengan dia. Kadang-kadang dinner pun sekali. Dah macam belangkas :)

Balik kerja, mula-mula dulu habis je kerja pukul 6, aku akan terus balik rumah. Ikut short cut di Jalan Semarak, tembus Taman Sri Rampai, then sampai rumah around 6.30 macam tu. Sampai rumah mandi, then selepas maghrib keluar balik lepak makan dengan Soya & Amad, tu bukan selalu...kadang-kadang aja. Selalunya bila aku dah naik rumah, memang aku malas nak turun balik.

Sekarang, balik kerja, aku akan pergi makan di Kampung Baru dengan officemate and lepak sekali gelak-gelak dengan kawan-kawan dia. Aku rasa sekarang heaven gila hidup aku. Masalah agak kurang, tekanan seolah-olah tiada, dan aku di kelilingi oleh mereka yang buat aku bahagia

The Day of Success!

Officially graduated from Multimedia University

BBA (Hons) Marketing Management

Date: 2nd Auguts 2010

Venue: Grand Hall Multimedia University, Cyberjaya

Sebenarnya, aku dah dapat semua pic convocation aku ni lama dah, before raya lagi. Cuma malas nak upload je :)

Currently...

Joyful Jules is officially working in Benama, National Malaysia News Agency

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Tenkiu.

Movies' Preview

Kenapa MOVIES? sebab aku ada 3 movies yang telah di tonton bulan ini.

1. The Last Airbender

Tengok dia punya preview dalam wayang, memang sangat hebat. dengan CGI Effect dan lawan-lawan, aku dan Amad expect movie ni sehebat cerita kartun dia, tapi hampeh. di adaptasi kan dari cerita kartun, The Last Airbender menceritakan tentang kelahiran semula seorang Avatar Angin yang tidur dengan binatang peliharaan dia di dalam bebola ais. Kemudian dia berjumpa dengan Avatar Air, Api yg mempunyai karakter yang jahat, dan Tanah. Mempunyai empat elemen, Air, Api, Angin dan Tanah, Airbender adalah insan terpilih untuk menguasai ke empat-empat unsur itu. Tetapi, bermacam-macam rintangan terpaksa di hadapi oleh Si Avatar Angin. Jalan cerita memang menarik, cuma action tak ada. Gila slow. sebab aku dan Amad expect cerita macam ni mestilah lebih kurang macam Lord of The Rings, tapi....mmmmm......

2. Salt

Sangat best! sebab? sebab best lah! dibintangi oleh wanita berbibir seksi; Angelina Jolie. Tapi, kesian. Aku tak sanggup nak hidup macam dia. Nak tau kenapa? pergi tengok sendiri.

3. The Expandable

Super awesome! Double date with Ika and Soya, kami tonton di Alamanda dua hari lepas. Kenapa awesome? sebab tiada adegan cium-cium. yang ada semua action! Tambahan si Sylvester Stallone memang handsome walaupun nampak kurus sikit.

TIAP MINGGU SAMA SAJA

hari ni ahad....aku masih di lokasi yang sama seperti minggu lepas; di site office di cyberjaya. pagi tadi sebelum pulang, hujan turun dengan lebatnya membuatkan aku rasa "alamak, syokkk nyaaaa tido hujan-hujan gini....."..... tapi apakan daya kaki masih harus terus melangkah meninggalkan momen-momen tidur yang indah untuk pulang ke cyberjaya....

hari ni aku agak beruntung, sebab aku di temani oleh dua jejaka group anyam ketupat hehehehe.... zul dengan imran hari ni datang kerja....syokkk ohhh ada kawan.... memang lagi ligat lah aktiviti anyam ketupat kami :)

sekurang-kurangnya aku tidak lah rasa keseorangan kena kerja sorang-sorang kat sini....ada juga teman dari Henry Butcher tapi masing-masing sibuk nak melayan purchaser yang datang tidak putus-putus terutama di hari minggu macam ni.

hari ni, aku kena siapkan memo yang bos bagi minggu lepas. dalam masa yang sama, perlu attend high-end purchaser yang memang datang dengan kereta yang aku hanya mampu pandang dan telan air liur...maklumlah, our property value is betweek 1million until 2.2 million. even Yusry KRU pun ada datang khamis lepas untuk tengok our semi-d. mahu mencari rumah untuk Norman katanya. ye lah, ofis mereka KRU Studio hampir siap di Cyberjaya ni.

alhamdulillah semalam aku dapat berbuka bersama ibu dan ayah lagi. nikmatnya memang tak boleh cakap lah kan. memang rasa malas nak balik. rasa macam nak duduk bawah ketiak diorang jek.

malam tadi aku menyuarakan hasrat untuk bekerja dengan bapak aku, even bapak aku sendiri kerja dengan orang lain....hahaha gila tak aku ni? sebab aku dah tak sanggup nak berjauhan dengan mereka. tapi takpe, aku dah made my own decision :) insyaALLAH aku akan mula kerja dengan other company bulan depan. dekat sikit dengan abang aku. dan aku harap kerja baru nanti tidak memerlukan khidmat aku di hari minggu!

ramadhan kali ini begitu berbeza

jari-jemari runcing ku pantas menari-nari di papan kekunci....di temani bayu lembut dari penghawa dingin mesin ciptaan manusia, di sinari terik mentari yang memancar di luar sana, bersama sales person dari Henry Butcher, bankers dari UOB, Maybank, AmBank, dan juga Solicitor yang bertanggungjawab untuk penjualan aset hartanah UEM Land. aku di sini, terpaksa menghadirkan diri ke sales gallery pada hari ahad, di mana orang yang sedang bahagia & gembira bersama keluarga masing-masing di rumah dan aku terpaksa menjejakkan kaki ke site office. sebagai staff yang konon-kononnya berdedikasi lah kan....kena lah datang juga.

lama sudah tidak menulis....terlalu sibuk dengan hal dunia....

oh, aku rasa masih belum terlewat untuk mengucapkan selamat berpuasa kepada umat islam khasnya seluruh malaysia. bicara tentang puasa, sudah tentu ada terselit pasal berbuka....

alhamdulillah, aku sempat berbuka & bersahur bersama ibu ayah tercinta, & satu keluarga bersama abang. ini lah impian aku setiap kali ramadhan, untuk pergi ke bazaar bersama ayah, pau dia macam-macam makanan, dan berbuka sama.

tapi ramadhan kali ini begitu berbeza. aku jauh di perantauan, meninggalkan ibu ayah atas tiket untuk mencari rezeki. tak lah jauh mana pun, putrajaya je. but still you have to drive for 1 1/2 hours untuk sampai ke melaka.

sebak di dada tidak dapat di tahan-tahan. aku tak tahu kenapa aku begitu lemah, sedangkan sebelum ini aku pernah je duduk jauh masa study dulu. berbuka dengan kawan-kawan. cuma jauhnya tidaklah seperti sekarang. masih dalam negeri yang sama cuma daerah saja yang berlainan. gedik kan aku ni?

tapi aku bersyukur. aku tidak keseorangan. aku masih ada abang aku yang jarak rumah cuma 40 minit. aku masih ada amad yang rajin datang dengan soya untuk berbuka dengan aku dan ika. sempat jugalah dalam masa seminggu berpuasa ini aku balik rumah abang aku sekali. rasa meriah dengan kehadiran 3 hero yang menghiburkan hati :)

aku banyak sebenarnya nak cerita. banyak sangat. tapi aku terlalu sibuk. balik malam. memang betul lah orang cakap, kerja di KL kalau tak balik malam memang tak sah. kecuali kau kerja gomen. even yang balik awal pun akan stuck di traffic jamm....hahahahaha....

nanti aku sambung. aku cuba untuk aktifkan blog aku semula. dan akan update pasal aku pergi genting, convocation aku, dan macam-macam lagi lah. tata!

I need some spacesavers!

As u all know I just finish my study in MMU and I have a lot of unwanted stuffs (tak ada lah unwanted, just tak akan digunakan selalu) sooooooooooo i really need anything yang boleh save space my room.

I browse the Ikea website and found this which is sangat-sangat berguna for me. and I really want this, I repeat I really want this pls pls pls....!!! (Boleh tak nak request untuk hadiah anniversary? )

I need these bookcases and those DVD towers to place all my textbooks and tiny things because all those things sangat semak di atas meja sekarang.

p/s: Abang, please bring your lovely sister to Ikea as you know our Daddy won't bring me there. teeeehhheeeehhheeee~~~ =]

1st week of 2010 :)

Happy 2010 everyone!

I dont think its too late for me to wish ya'll. We still in the new year mood aren't we?

ok lets continueeeee.......

NEW YEAR EVE

i did celebrate the new year eve and dapatlah tengok fireworks yang tak berapa hebat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan di KL. but at least I have something to do on new year's night and enjoy myself. Bersama kak mala and her cousin Su, we went to MBMB sebab kat situ tempat untuk celebrate new year in Melaka. Itu pun selepas I sent Asheecane to Melaka Sentral sbb dia mahu pulang ke KL selepas dia berpenat lelah menghadapi orientation week seminggu di UiTM Lendu (we're getting closer hun! lets rocking!!)

& saya pulang pukul 2 pagi tanpa di marahi oleh ibu & bapa sebab dia tau anak dia dah besar panjang & pandai jaga diri. oh i'm almost 23!!! can u believe it mom and dad???!!! ur lovely daughter is going to be 23 soonnnnnnnnn....!!! (and i'm so grateful because NO ONE ever ask me when i will get married sebab ramai kawan-kawan saya yang akan settle down dalam masa terdekat ni hehehe)

Wednesday, 6th January 2010

I went to AMBANK Masjid Tanah branch just want to meet the branch manager. we did have some discussion and he wanted to "see" me whether I am ok or not because I did send my resume to Ambank. And the response was good. Then I am off to Malacca town to send my resume to hotels by hand (Renaissance, Equatorial, Holiday Inn and Dataran Pahlawan) and settle my fees at MMU. However i only manage to send 2 resumes because I'm out of time. Holiday Inn and Renaissance will be sent later.

After I pay my fees, I went to Dataran Pahlawan just want to meet Kak Mala and Su again. We went up to rooftop (I dont know whether we call it rooftop or not but it is on the roof) and we saw this huge HOT AIR BALLOON but its not flying because of the wind. We head to karaoke box and release our tension with 3 songs per person jadi ada 9 lagu disitu. yeahhh....

dan pulang ke rumah pukul 11.

Friday, 8th January 2010

Kak mala ajak keluar lagi. and tidak mungkin saya akan menolaknya kan. she wants to buy a new purse, and I want to buy a new shirt for interviews next week. The new Juliana has got her spirit back after feeling down sebab tak ada satu interview pun yang sangkut. Before we went home, we had dinner at Old Town in Malim.

Pulang ke rumah pukul 11 malam juga.

weekend? just stay at home. I need to prepare all the stuffs for 3 interviews next week. Wish me luck!

2 good news in 2 days!!!

1. i went for an interview for management trainee yesterday at ampang, near to ampang point. its a marketing company doing an advertising, road show, brand awareness, and PR which i like the most because they're dealing with adidas, umbro, female magz, and the other exciting road shows and events.... they have 7 branches in malaysia and this company was from singapore. the good news is.... they ask me to come back next monday for trial...they'll bring me to outdoor just to give me a clearer picture and after that there will be a second interview. during that trial, they will observe my abilities because they're looking for an outspoken person, very energetic, and exciting and all of these criteria are suitable with my personality. this is for management trainee position.

2. the second one is... i was shortlisted by CIMB for marketing executive - hire purchase. i just being shortlisted...same as the above ones... however, if i am selected i'll be working in Muar which i'm not prefer. u know... this position is doing sales and they have target each month, and i have to reach at least RM 2.5 million per month. its quite stressful because u know, we have target to achieve, and its challenging. but if i was selected to go to KL or Malacca, sure there is no problem with me because the sales in KL is impressive. U guys can see from the plat number, it keeps changing soooo fast...

however, its juts shortlisted and trial. not confirmed yet. pls pray for me yah?

rejection and rejection and rejection

one from maybank

Thank you for your interest in applying for the position of Executive, Secretarial Services, Corporate Services.

We have given your resume careful and thorough review.

While your qualifications are impressive, we regret that we are unable

to extend an offer to you, as the competition for this position has

been very keen.

Your interest in our company is most appreciated, however, and we would

like to wish you the best of success in your career.

Truly yours,

Resourcing, Talent Mgmt

Corporate Human Resource

and the other one from EON Bank

Dear Cik Juliana,

RE : APPLICATION FOR THE POSITION OF EXECUTIVE

Refer to your recent interview at our Company, we thank you for your time with us.

We have carefully reviewed your qualification and experience in conjunction with our Company’s requirements. As there were several well-qualified individuals who applied for position, we regret to inform you that your application was not successful.

We thank you for your interest in our Company and would take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your future endeavors.

Your faithfully,

for EON BANK GROUP

** but it doesnt matter.... never demotivate me... i'll keep applying and applying and applying until i get what i want. u too... ok?

It is not easy to find a job that suitable with u

Do u agree with my statement? I am totally agree because I've experience it. But some of them out there it is not like that. They think zaman sekarang if we have a good result in degree, the job will find us. well, it's a BIG NO NO here. its the other way around, we have to look for a job that available out there. there are too competitive. just like an interviewer from VADS, he told me, there are too many people graduate from various university. u imagine, last time, IPTA is only less than 10. There are UM, ITM, UPM, UTM, and UKM. but today, IPTA itself have at least 20, not including UiTM yang ada campus in every states in Malaysia. How about IPTS? those Universities, these Colleges, that Institute, this University College. can u guys imagine how competitive it is?

Plus a degree holder like me, took the common course that in every universities and colleges offer, marketing management, business admin, do u know that the statistics of degree holder with this course is more than 20,000 people? so i have to compete with the other 20,000 degree holders who have the same degree like me. how to do that?

the interviewer add more, he told me that i dont have any experience. I just have 4 months experience from industrial training. for him, its nothing. for him i'm still zero. because what i learn is different from what is in the real working life. and for him, as a fresh graduate with a very low grades, he suggest me and the other fresh graduates to find an experience first. thats the most important thing. then after u've got an experience, u can demand on what job do u want and the salary. that is how it works.

Masa my first time interview yang open interview for cimb, ada sorang kakak ni cakap dia menyesal resign dulu. if she knows susah gila nak dapat kerja sekarang, she wont resign! sekarang baru rasa. dia pun kena compete with the people like us.

a friend of mine who have got dean's list twice and her cgpa is more than 3, but she still looking for a job. she got a full package. pandai, 1st class english speaking, very confident in presentation, but still, no one want to hire her. she's not too choosy, but some of the company said that her result is too high and not suitable for this and that position. just like me when i go for the icimb interview, the interviewer said that i'm not suitable with this position and more to outdoor marketing. what's the different actually? i'm still do the marketing job. i'm still promote the products or services but the way i promote or market the product is different. but we still use the same methods and skills which is communication skill. betul kan?

i'm admit that i'm more to outdoor marketing and love to meet people but i'm too desperate too get a job right now. i dont mind if i have to work in starbucks or even as a receptionist just to gain that valuable experience. mana ada orang start-start kerja gaji dah rm4000? (ulang balik apa yang "orang tu" cakap)... memanglah sangat betul. i dont want to wasting time and my dad's money just because i want to find a suitable job for me. hello julie, ko tu dah lah result cukup-cukup makan. lagi nak demand-demand. ko ingat ko bagus sangat sampai ko nak pilih-pilih kerja? ramai lagi yang lebih bagus dari ko kat luar sana. tau?

i did plan my life. if i still didnt get a job, i'll go for IMGLAD training or GEMS. its a training for a fresh graduate untuk prepare them before pergi ke dunia bekerjaya. sebab banyak sangat syarikat nampak yang fresh graduate yang tidak bermutu dan berkualiti. mereka tak dapat menyesuaikan diri dengan dunia pekerjaan, tak tahu how to improve soft skills, tak tahu nak grooming, jadi how to convince orang nak ambil kau kerja dengan diorang kan? these programs basically a 3-months programs. IMGLAD in one of the ISKANDAR Project yang kat selatan Johor tu, collaborating with UTM and Delloitte Institute from United Kingdom if i'm not mistaken. so the person who join this program will get the professional certificate from Delloitte & bila kau tunjuk resume kau nanti orang akan terpegun woooowwww....!!! same goes with GEMS, this is a government project but Khazanah Nasional yang handle and organize. cuma yang bestnya GEMS ni training dia ada di serata Malaysia and training di hotel-hotel (mcm orang gomen pergi kursus lah). if dapat kat terengganu, memang best ari-ari aku mandi laut je keje hahahaha....

these programs ada banyak organizations yang support contohnya shell, sime darby, pnb, kazanah national itself, and many more. jadi masa training tu nanti wakil-wakil dari these organizations akan datang & perhatikan kita semasa training and will choose which one of us will work for them. its something like job matching gak. interesting kan? so why not i give a try. dapat duduk hotel if join GEMS, dpt tinggal kat UTM Johor & pergi Danga Bay hari-hari kalau join IMGLAD, dapat jumpa kawan baru & kemungkinan dapat jodoh baru hahahaha **gatal kau nih.

so guys give a try. aku pun akan try. aku pun takkan memilih pekerjaan. there's a lot of opportunities out there and u just have to boost yourself. jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan, banyak pengalaman. banyak pengalaman banyaklah gaji kita boleh demand kan? ni lah pepatah yang aku belajar dari kebanyakan mereka yang berjawatan tinggi. jadi remember this all the time.

3 movies for two weeks and 1 karok session!

Well bayybehhh... I really have fun right now. Di sebabkan lama dah tak tengok wayang dengan my dear sweetheart (tak de lah lama, 3 minggu jekkk :p ) so kami pun pergilah menonton the sequel for Twilight which is The Twilight Saga: New Moon, itu pun selepas aku merengek-rengek nak pergi tengok. Si dia nak tengok Ninja Assasin. Last-last dia kena mengalah gak dengan aku padan muka. This movie is a lil bit slow compared to 1st one. Maybe sebab it is one of the marketing strategy nak suruh audience tengok sambungannya next year. Yeahh sama macam The Lord of the Ring and Harry Potter, these movies mesti a lil bit slow untuk sequel ke-2. Lebih kurang lah tu guna sratgey yang sama. But for me tak rugi lah kalau nak tengok banyak kali pun because its interesting, its a new thing. Tambah-tambah lagi it is like a virus or a twilight fever dah datang around the world soooo memang rugi lah kalau tak tengok. Ok this sequel kira sedih sikit lah sebab Bella has been dumped by her cinta sampai mati & sanggup mati nak tukar jadi vampire, konon-konon nak jadi immortal macam Edward lah kan sebab Bella asyik kena buru by the other vampire jek. Edward have to leave the town of Forks just to protect Bella and his father from the danger. hepppp takleh cerita panjang-panjang nak tau go and watch yourself yahhhh....

ok the next one is Ninja Assassin. the true story is kitorang semua nak celebrate sebab dah habis buat role play dengan jayanya untuk subjek Sales Management. So all the group mates nak tengok wayang cerita ni. Kesian the sweetheart aku dah tengok dulu hahaha padan muka kau. But doesnt matter I still can watch it for second time hihihihi.... pada awalnya aku mahu mengajak azwin sama tapi malangnya dia ke KL untuk job interview...

well this movie tak dapat tengok dari mula sebab kitorang suma sibuk beli popcorn kat luar, jadi lambatlah dlm 5-6 10 minit camtu. lepas tu aku dengan syafiq terpaksa berdiri untuk masa 45minit sebab nak tunggu sweetcorn dia sampai. tempat duduk dia dengan aku tak sama sebab aku dah beli tiket dulu untuk groupmates aku. dia beli masa kitorg nak pergi tengok. disebab kesian dan sayang sangat kat dia jadi aku pun teman lah dia. then kitorg cari seat yang kosong kat depan. see sapik, i sanggup tau berdiri untuk u!

habis movie kami ke karok di jeti. sebenarnya mula-mula nak jalan-jalan je...tapi masa tengah kecoh-kecoh tu ada orang terus bayar. apa lagi rock on!

and the next movie is Princess and the Frog. sangat entertaining and sweet. lissa kawan praktikal ajak tengok. mula-mula ajak azwin sekali tapi dia di kampung, kadi kami pergilah berdua.

Selamat Pengantin Baru June!

its been soooooo long tidak mengupdate kan blog tersayang.... busy? nahhhh...busy berangan adalah hahahahaha.... well i just dont have the mood to update the blog even though there's a lot of things to tell. banyak faktor yang membuatkan kita malas nak buat benda yang kita eager pada mulanya. and one of them is..... the feedback. hehehehe but it doesnt matter.

ok now we proceed to the real story.

June's nikah ceremony is on 21st of Nov 2009. Pukul 10 pg. gila pagi kan? diorang tak kesah lah diorang memang kat kl but how about us yang 3 dara pingitan ni? We're from Malacca and we have to wake up early and bertolak awal untuk sampai ke sana, sebab tak mahu melepaskan peluang melihat rakan baik semasa praktikal bernikah. huhuhu gila kentang kan?

i woke up sooo early around 0530hours gitewww.... for me its early lah kan sebab selalunya I will wake up at 6 for subuh prayer and then tidur balik sampai pukul 10 camtu. yahh memang ia satu tabiat yang tidak elok jadi jangan ikut yeee adik-adik...

dalam 0545hours I called Lisa to make sure she's already wake up. mestilah sebab dialah driver kami. Then i calleh Azwin sebab dia pun pergi sekali.

Lisa sampai rumah dalam pukul 7 and we all terus gerak. No wonder diorang agak lama selepas Lisa pick up Azwin, rupanya diorang beli air untuk breakfast sebab kitorg takkan singgah mana-mana untuk breakfast sebab nak kejar nikah june.

We straight to Kelana Jaya. Actually we were a bit confused sebab tak tahu sama ada nikah June di masjid PJ or KJ sebab dua-dua bunyik macam sama. Last-last kitorg sesat sampai jalan ke subang parade and patah balik ke Kelana Jaya. yahh rupanya nikah June di Masjid Kompleks Tabung Haji di Kelana Jaya. I've been there before menghantar ayah tercinta menunaikan haji tapi its sooo long ago. so untuk tidak sesat lagi i called dad to make sure we're on the right road tapi bila dah nak masuk simpang ke Kompleks Tabung Haji sesat jugak sebab kami buat u-turn dan kembali ke Sunway hahahahah gila kelakar.

Ok then at last kami sampai jugak di rumah June. June tengah bersolek molek di bilik. Syidot dah sampai lama dah kat rumah June just tunggu kitorg je. Nasib baik June lom start nikah lagi.

June siap kami semua pun ke Masjid Kompleks Tabung Haji. Masih ramai lagi jemaah haji kat situ tunggu turn untuk pergi ke Makkah ye lah sebab masa ni musim Haji. Then selamatlah June diijabkabulkan dengan kekaseh hatinya hehehe...sweet je tgk.

habes nikah ceremony kami ke hotel untuk check in. tak dapat tumpang tidur rumah June sebab rumah dia sesak dengan sedara-mara. its not hotel la its like budget hotel yang sgt kecik dan mahal. for its mahal sebab bilik dia kecikkkkkk jek. tapi bolehlah untuk tidur satu malam. Me, Azwin & Lisa lepak-lepak dulu dalam hotel sambil tengok hindustan. Lama gila wehhh tak tengok citer hindustan bape tahun dah haha....tapi sebab ada geng so the story become interesting pulak.

habis hindustan kitorang pergi Sunway Pyramid yayyyy...!!! Lama dah tak pergi sana. dengan jalan jem maklumlah sabtu. Kitorang g makan je sebab lapar sangat. And pergi giant beli maggi cup in case malam nanti lapar memang malas nak keluar. And I was given a chance to meet the love one huhuhu bestnya :)

The next day, majlis sanding June pulak di dewan yang memang sangatlah dekat dengan hotel budget tempat kami tidur. Just a few steps. Thats why la kitorg tidur situ senang kan nak ke dewan. June was sooooo stunning and beautiful...woowwww she looks sooo great **jeles**...

Anyway...SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! We love u June!

Short

I really need a SHORT BREAK.
from everything...





I really need time for myself and my study.
only me and my study.
nothing else.




thank you.

I am confuse...

wahh lama gila x update blog!
banyak sebenarnyanak share...tapi disebabkan kelembapan broadband celcom membuatkan diri rasa malas mahu update... cukuplah dapat buka facebook sekali sekala, itu pun dah cukup happy dah. kalau nak update blog, kena upload gambar. dah lah gambar bersaiz besar, lagi lah lembab kan.


well now i am already in my final sem. insyaALLAH kalau tak ada apa-apa masalah habis bulan disember nanti. sudah start menghantar resume. tapi tidak mengharapkan apa-apa sebab cgpa rendah. redah aja lah.


am already registered for my major and elective subject. for elective, at first, i registered supply chain management subject. assignment group with dheepan. mdm zaharah had told us once, sesiapa yang satu group dengan dheepan memang 1 bonus. he's almost perfect in academic and co-curriculum activities. tetapi after i went for a first class, i found it quite difficult for me to understand. i mean, i dont understand the way the lecturer taught me.overall, i do not understand. tak tahulah susah sangat ke subjek tu atau aku memang blurr time lecturer mengajar.

so then i check other subjects so i can change this supply to other subject that i can score. and i found one subject from entrepreneur course. nama subjek tu service business management. i went to that class and terus rasa that subjek is interesting. so i decided to add this subject and drop supply chain. after the first class and after the add drop done, the lecturer told me that i already loss 12 marks sebab dia dah buat quiz and assignment in the class before i register. so i try to begging her to do the quiz for me and the other yang baru register but it seems like dia macam taknak sebab menyusahkan. plus groupmate aku yang seorang ni macam nak conquer semua benda, semua nak guna idea dia, semua idea dia aja yang bagus, and we already loos another 5 marks for the latest task. gila kan?


if i want to add supply back, boleh aja. tapi i do not have a group. group dheepan dah penuh. yang lain tak tahu lah kan. confuse. if teruskan dengan service biz management, i think i already loss 15 marks, which banyak tu. but nak tukar ke supply chain, tak tahulah.


pening pening. any suggestion?

Attempt Suicide at PPR Lembah Pantai/Kerinchi

I was in my brother's house at Pantai Dalam just now, my dad have several things need to settle down. It was happened around pukul 1, time azan zohor dari surau di bawah blok D berkumandang. I was in the kitchen helping my sister in-law prepared for lunch, suddenly we heard someone scream from outside of the window.

I looked out the window and I saw a man was trying to attempt suicide. Sebelah kaki dah terkeluar, tinggal lagi satu kaki je. That guy was hanging on the tiang dekat tangga at 16^th floor, same level dengan my brother’s house. See guys, 16^th floor ok. Kalau jatuh tu berkecai otak.

I just sempat snap some pictures with my handphone Jingles. Nak zoom pun limit jek. Dalam hati menyesal sebab tak bawa camera yang memang selalu di sisi.

I tengok bawah, memang ramai dah orang kat bawah waiting what will happen next. Yang dekat-dekat dengan that guy pun ada dalam 7-8 orang. At stair level 15^th, 4-5 people were waiting with their hands trying to catch that guy if that guy falls down atau terlepas dari pegang tiang. Tapi polis still belum sampai, I panic takut kot-kot dia terjun kang tak pasal-pasal I menyesal sebab tak try call polis awal-awal. I terus called 911 ( eceehhh ingat ni kat over the sea ka? ) ehh silap I called 999 and report. Dalam 5 minit 1 kereta peronda polis sampai di bawah, and tak lama lepas tu bomba sampai.

Then 2-3 bomba & polis yang ada naik ke tingkat di mana lelaki itu bergantung. maybe after lepas sedikit sesi menenangkan si lelaki, ramai-ramai datang menghampiri lelaki tersebut dan menarik tangan beliau. akhirnya lelaki itu terselamat dari cubaan membunuh diri.

lelaki terbabit di bawa turun kemudian masuk ke dalam van bomba. dari amatan I, dia macam pengsan atau purak-purak pengsan i pun tak tahulah kan sebab ramai orang yang angkat dia masuk ke dalam van.



dari sesi temuramah dengan makcik jiran sebelah rumah, lelaki terbabit adalah seorang bangsa melayu. beliau mengalami kekecewaan frust menonggeng dengan kekasihnya yang sudah mempunyai lelaki lain. dan kekasihnya tinggal sama blok dengan blok abang saya.



Sekian sahaja berita dari Miss Jules untuk hari ini. Jumpa anda lagi di siaran berita akan datang.


Tenkiu menkiu.



Oh nasihat dari I, janganlah cuba membunuh diri. Tambahan lagi dari situasi tadi, azan zohor sedang berkumandang tetapi lelaki tersebut masih tidak mendapat cahaya hidayah untuk berhenti dari cubaan membunuh diri. Ingat tuhan. Ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku. Amin.

and now i'm regret...

i went to MAS Cabin Crew open interview at MAS Academy yesterday...
i arrived around 9.15am and my number is 652...
too many people brings the same dreams and wants as me; to become a stewardess for the "WOLRD'S BEST CABIN STAFF" and one of the first class airlines in the world.



before the first stage where i have to measure my height and fill up the form, i've waited for approximately 4 hours. i did met a new friends, shira from greenwood and her friend. however her friend did not pass the height level. so me and shira go on until the next level.

the next level, we waited in the audio room (or its like a lecture room too) and fill up the form. i did put the name of MAS staff that i know; he's the one who looking for stewardess. he is my neighbour's brother.


after waited again from 12.45 until 3.15pm, my name was announced to go to the interview room...and i have to wait again. in front of me there are around 15 people who were waiting to be called in enter the room.

however i dont know why i am so stupid yesterday...i just went to the interview only for half way... i heard the other candidates talking about the interview and the stages we have to go through. suddenly i felt my confident level decrease soo fast. too many things in my mind that time. my final exam, my study, my leg (they did check the legs if there any scars or anything in the grooming stage), my hand (i got scar in the finger), and i felt sooo tired waiting for my turn. suddenly i went out from the waiting room and met my dad outside of the academy and i said to him "daddy, i fail the interview" without trying my luck at all... i dont know where the hell of my confident goes that time. i just thinking about my exam. and i told everybody that i fail the interview. i lied to everyone.

i told my friends about this, they said that i'm stupid. i can wait for 600 people but why i cant wait for another 15? plus i have known someone who are working in MAS, its a big opportunity for me to pass the interview. after they said all that, i cried. i called amad and i cried so hard. because i'm so regret with my decision to just go home without trying yesterday.


abg, if u read this, pls dont tell mummy and daddy about this. i dont want them to be sad because of my stupidness. they were insist want me to go for the interview even though i'm in final exam week. i will try again next year. i promise. and i will never give up.

i wanna be

i wanna be thin
i wanna be thin
i wanna be thin
i wanna be as skinny as possible!
i wanna have flat tummy
i wanna have flat tummy
i wanna have flat tummy

how to get what i want?
i tried to control my appetite
but i always lost to delicious food
i dont want to take dinner
but i always took supper because i'll be hungry after spend a few hours study in the library
i dont want to eat rice
but most of the home cook will feel good with rice, expecially sambal sotong..


arrrrgggghhhhh....i wanna be thin
i wanna have my weight back during high school.....

just hv a lil time

i do not have time to update my blog
even i have a lot of things want to share
my final exam start this monday
but i still can't focus on my study

too many things to do
too many things inside of my head.



see u soon.
i'm going to write a lot after this :)