tenkiu abang!

i got this from abang!













tenkiu much-much abang! luv ya!

I can't stop this feeling I've got

Sunday, 2210 hours, Masjid Tanah Melaka.


I just arrived from KL. semalam pergi beli celcom broadband sebab ada promotion [Modem RM 188+ Line RM68 = RM 256]. yg paling aku happy ialah RM200 telah disponsor oleh dua lelaki yang aku sayang (abang & ayah). thanks a lot my boys! hahahahaha....

aku beli di mid valley dengan my ex-schoolmate Hajar, lepas beli Hajar belanja minum kelapa pandan kat Maju Foodcourt. then pas habis minum aku kena balik cepat sebab abang nak pick me up kat depan mid. terserampak pulak dengan lagi seorang ex-schoolmate Nazirah. memang lama gila tak jumpa dia, 2tahun adalah kot. last sekali jumpa masa reunion SMKB masa 2007.




tadi sebelum balik keluar dengan amad pergi BB, celebrate his birthday this coming tuesday. (disebabkan aku tak ada this tuesday 16th june, & dia kerja, so we decide untuk celebrate today dengan makan pizza di pavilion).


& the main reason why I can't stop the feeling is because I got these things!

Fake Chanel Handbag

Grey Cardigan



and
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the thing that i wanted the most!

ps: thanks a lot darl, i really ♥ these 3 things! especially the handbag =]

another update

a lot of things have to update...busy sangat dengan exam...before exam busy dengan Final Year Project..

alhamdulillah 4 papers dah habis, tinggal 1 je lagi. this entry nak cerita pasal last wednesday.

tengah hari keluar dengan azwin & syafiq ke DP, ingat mahu cari hairspray, nak bagi rambut stay cantik tanpa kembang-kembang bila ditiup angin...hehehe.... more info pls click here.


petangnya pula abang balik dari KL, & dia ajak makan di Umbai, konon-konon nak celebrate my belated bday & my sister-in law upcoming bday. jadi lepas ke DP, terus balik Masjid Tanah & terus ke Umbai.

jettyheroes

the happinessthe lil precious with his mummy

food :)


mummy and big bro

**ps: thanks a lot abang!

Retail Exibition

Subject: Retail Management

Project Name: Library in 21st Century

Venue: CLC Concourse, Multimedia University Malacca campus

Date: 4th & 5th May 2009

Objective: this project is an assignment project for Marketing Subject, Retail Management. All students have to create the Library in 21st century and exhibit in the exhibition. Dean of Faculty of Business and Law and Marketing Lecturers be judges and give marks to the project.


Group Members:

• Azwin Khairuddin
• Muhammad Syafiq B Mobin
• Juliana Shahida Bt Baseri

Library Project Name: Rose Mallow Library Description: Flower shape with 5 petals, the others name for Rose Mallow is Hibiscus, the reason why we choose Hibiscus flower is because Hibiscus is a National Flower.

MARI-MARI

guys!

Lunarawk proudly bring back to you Sakit Kepala Fest on 13th June 2009.

with SPEACIAL APPEARANCE by
ENDZWECk(Tokyo new school hardcore)

and LAST APPEARANCE by
DEVILICA

ticket price: RM25
RM20 -Limited for 200 early birds

*further inquiry contact;
017-2384108/017-2384109


BOOTH RENTAL IS STILL OPEN!!!
For those who are interested kindly email your inquiry at :

http://www.myspace.com/chantq

**anda pergi? aku pergi kot, sebab at the first place nak support kawan aku shakilala (sila click sini utk view profile dia di myspace), second sebab before this aku ada nak sewa art booth dia tapi last-last tak jadi sebab aku tak cukup modal mahu memulakan jualan, sedih tak? apa-apa pun goodluck kilot & her bf pae! gonna miss u sebab pasni dah tak jumpa kat campus dah. huhuhuhuhu sedih

bla bla bla...

aku tidak tahu mahu menulis apa....cuma....ntah la...ada sedikit perkara yang aku rasa perlu diberitahu...seperti...mmmm....perlu ke beritahu? aku rasa perlu.


well....tidak semua yang aku tulis di dalam blog ini menggambarkan negative side aku. aku akui kadang-kadang aku sedikit emo, tapi itu cuma cara aku meng"eksperi"kan perasaan aku di saat itu. aku puas apabila apa yang ku rasa itu ditulis, at least boleh releasekan ketidakkepuasan hati.

tetapi....tidak semua yang aku tulis itu betul, poems rindu itu memang aku betul-betul tengah rindu, manakala love quote itu aku dapat dari a few website, yang aku rasa best untuk di publishkan di blog aku ni. tak bermakna aku jiwang karat sampai aku tak ada masa nak belajar, asyik fikir pasal hati & perasaan saja.
yang pasal will get shit in return tu memang dari pengalaman sendiri, & juga dari cerita kawan-kawan yang tidak dapat balasan setimpal dengan apa yang telah diberi.


my own thoughts, itu saja yang perlu di tulis. terpulang pada masing-masing mahu tulis apa dalam blog. macam aku, sukahati aku lah nak tulis apa pun, kan? macam yang aku cakap tadi, aku puas & release selepas menulis dalam blog, tak kiralah apa saja yang aku tulis. tetapi, tak semua yang aku tulis tu betul, hanya tulisan biasa. sekadar suka-suka, mahu kepuasan diri.



sudah, jangan emo-emo.

kalau tengah tension study atau sedang berada dalam keadaan marah tahap melampau, sila dengar lagu ini ya! KOQ~~!





hehehe...they're really made my day! how about u guys? enjoy KOQ~!

final exam

hari ni, 18 mei 2009, hari pertama final exam untuk sem 3, tahun ke 3, marketing management di MMU Melaka. banyak sebenarnya nak update tapi tiada masa....



masa tengah jawab paper strategic marketing tadi, sempat lagi berangan nak jadi freelance photographer selepas melihat beberapa blog yang memang menjadikan fotografi sebagai side income. ya, aku sekarang sedang berfikir bagaimana mahu menambah duit poket sebab start sem depan aku dah tak dapat PTPTN lagi, loan tak dapat disambung dengan alasan aku tak dapat habiskan course aku ikut masa yang ditetapkan. jadi, semua fees start sem depan kena bayar sendiri.


aku terfikir juga mahu buat part time job, tapi memandangkan aku ni rasa tak boleh nak commit dengan study & kerja, aku terfikir mahu cari side income yang boleh ikut masa free aku sendiri.


habis exam tadi, aku ikut lepak di kedai azwin bersama syafiq, firdaus & acap. firdaus yang memang pandai cari duit offer aku buat sandwich, setelah dikira tambah tolak campur bahagi, untung satu sandwich tu adalah dalam 68sen. aku terfikir, boleh ke untung banyak? lepas ke nak bayar fees & tanggung segala benda?


freelance photographer memang macam best bunyinya, tapi sangat costly sebab benda pertama yang kena beli ialah dslr, bukan 2-3 ratus harganya. almost 2k! sebelum nak dapat 2k tu kena cari duit gak tu. mana boleh dapat 2k free-free je kan? payment memang agak best, tapi tu la...kos permulaan sangat tinggi. online butik aku macam tak berjalan je....susah jugak.

new post after a few weeks

selepas melalui beberapa minggu yang sangat hectic as a student, kini baru berkesempatan mahu menulis. sibuk dengan Final Year Project yang madam Zaharah cakap chapter 5 aku buat cincai boncai jek (she perasan la....i just finished it in 1 night only), hardcover Final Year Project, CD untuk softcopy, & lastly Career Development at Asahan.


Malangnya aku tidak membawa kamera Sony Cybershot yang ku pinjam dari Amad sejak berbulan-bulan lamanya tanpa memulangkan padanya, sebab aku takut hilang (kang tak pasal-pasal kena ganti kan?), tapi akhirnya aku menyesal, sebab tak bawa kamera & terlepas a few shots of us, especially masa aku buat flying fox & repealing. memang best gila!


& sekarang aku sedang bercadang mahu join banyak lagi outdoor activity seperti itu, there's a lot of clubs out there yang organize these kinds of activities cuma kena bayar a few hundreds bucks la, & mahu pergi backpackings. yeahh!!! (rasa mcm seronok travel ke tempat orang, semua influence dr dia). first thing yang nak kena buat ialah kumpul duit mahu beli bagpack, amad sudah surveykan sebab dia pun nak beli bagpack baru, sebab bagpack lama dia aku pinjam untuk ke Asahan haritu & bagpack lama dia dah rosak2 sket, so kalau beli 2 sekali maybe dapat murah sket kot? infact he's going to work in penang end of this month, & i'm going to kelantan next month (insyaALLAH), so we really need a new bagpack right now.


ada sesiapa yang tahu dimana jual bag pack murah?

quote of the day

love is...
what makes a strong me become weak,
my good time become bad,
an easy things become tough.


it comes all in an instance.

pengajaran hidup?

selama aku hidup hampir 21 tahun, 11 bulan & 10 hari ni, aku dapat banyak pengajaran hidup. walaupun sebelum ni aku buat-buat tak tahu je dengan benda tu semua, sekarang baru aku sedar.

1. why should i care about what people say when people don't actually understand my situation.

2. don't be too good to people, because you'll get shit in return.

kenapa aku cakap macam ni? pengalaman... ia banyak mengajar aku. untuk terus fikir pasal diri sendiri dulu, baru fikir pasal orang lain. selfish? lantak lah. siapa lagi yang nak fikir pasal aku kalau bukan aku sendiri, iya dak? sebab selama ni aku sibuk-sibuk fikir pasal orang lain dulu, baru la nak fikir hati aku.

he's an angel

he always have a solution every time i have problem
he always have a good answer every time i ask nonsense things
he always there for me when there is no one wants to be with me
he always wipe my tears when i cry like there's no tomorrow
he always have trust in me when i dont even trust myself
he always give his full support in everything i do
he always make me feel calm when i'm stress
he always give an advice when i need one
he always lend his shoulders to cry on
he always fill my day with sunshine
he brings the light when it is dark


he always worry about the crazy things that i did
he always get headache because of the stupid things that i've done
he always get migraine because of the stupid things that i said

he, the angel of mine.
& i'm very glad that he is mine.
day after day, months after months,
he always there, he always care.


thanks for being such a nice, close friend.
thanks for saying "that's friend for".
thanks for be there for me.

when i miss you...

when i miss you...
i go to the places that we had gone to
i drink your favourite drinks
i eat your favourite food
i sing your favourite songs
i listen to the songs that u used to sang to me, over and over again
i watch the movies that we had watched
i talk just like the way u talked
i remember the time that we spent together
i look at your pictures
i read all your messages




i miss you so much...
these are the ways that can make me feel close to you
even you're not with me anymore.

tagged from azwin

++aPe yG peNtinG dlM hiDup kAmu??++
• there's a lot of things that so important to me in this life. such as parents, myself, my goals, the things that i need to achieve, so many things until it cant be listed here.

++aPE bnDe tEraKhiR yG anDa bLi nGAn duIt Sndr??++
• white night gown at jusco

++diMAnAkAh tMpT imPiAN pErkAhwiNAn aNDa??++
• do i have a dream wedding? because i cant think any of it right now. supposely at home, or maybe in the hall or something. but the main purpose of wedding is to gather both side of families. so we need bigger space for that.

++bRApe LAme hBgN kMu bErkEkalAn??++
• secara purata hbgn dgn all ex bfs are around 1 to 2 years. hehehehe.... dgn all my friends alhamdulillah, sampai skrg. i still hv a friend since we were standard 3.

++adAkAH aNda sDg diLamUn CinTA??++
• yep. i'm in love with my jingles; my nokia 5800 xpress music =]

++diMAnAkaH rEstoRAn tEraKHir KaMu mKn mLm??++
• i dont know the name of that restaurant, but the location is at DUYUNG, also known as DAMAI among my friends.

++DiMAnAkH bUku tErAKhir KAmu Bli??++
• MMU BOOKSTORE

++NaMe PenUh ANdA++
• will not let u know unless u ask yourself. for security reason :)

++KaMu LbiH SnG nGAn AYh oR mAk++
•ya its depends on the situation. if its about education or anything involve with money or future, dad is always the best. but if its about feelings or "kondisi diri", mom will more understand my situation. both of them are great actually.

++NAmAkAN SesEoRg yG kAMu NAk jmPE sGT++
• to many to be listed here. but one of them is my angel. we did not spend much time lately due to our busyness.


++8 ShbT yG rapAt NGAn Anda++
• ya most of them are close to me but because the question just need 8 answers, so i just write 8.
1. amad (the closes friend at the moment, he's more than just a friend)
2. azra
3. syafiq
4. erin
5. subba
6. zetty
7. azwin
8. hajar


++Adakah KAmu mEnCuci PakAiaN SndR??++
• washing machine did the work all the time. but because of "kerosakan" washing machine, so my two hands did wash all my clothes.

++TmpT yG SEroNok KAmu iNgIn pErgi++
• to many to be listed.

++5 BnDE TntG oRG yg TAg KAmu++
• she's a classmate, ex-roomate, ex-housemate, and a good friend, we were very close before but since last trimester we're not always together because of diffrerent assignment group and we both busy with our own things.
1. clumsy [sometimes, especially when she has problem]
2. love her preciouscabella (i think i spell it correctly)
3. very nice person
4. orangnya kecik aja, cute.
5. and very fair skin

++8 PErkArA yG di GiLAi++
• u mean the things that drive me crazy or i'm crazy with those things?
1. having a lot of money
2. shopping (i'm a shopaholic)
3. cant wait to finish my study & have my own career
4. honda civic type-R (when can i get 1?)
5. Kuala Lumpur, city full of sins (i can get what i want here, with cheaper price with nice things)
6. cute stuffs, i want to collect them all but money is always a major problem
7. myspace? (i online everyday except when there's no internet connection)
8. Mini Cooper (i cant stop staring at it on the road, i just love it so much!)


++PeLUkAN oR CiuMAn??++
• hug can make me melt :) kiss can make me feel the love. but hug is usually make me feel calm

++8 buAH BukU yG bRu dibaCe++
• i dont read book so much
1. strategic marketin g text book(have to analyze the case studies every week)
2. skin deep by catherine berry (bought it since january)
3. e-commerce text book
4. apartment; the new 1st edition deco magazine (i read it at tesco just now, after i had lunch with dad)
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -

++8 LgU yG boLEh dGR b'UlaNg KAli++
• ya i love to listen to the song that i like many many times
1. from the inside by linkin park
2. easier to run by linkin park
3. i miss you by incubus
4. the kill by 30 seconds to mars
5. kasidah cinta by dewa 19
6. stay by estrella
7. more than words by extreme
8. careless whisper by wham

++nAk tAG 8 oRg++

• will let them know later. i dont feel like want to tag anyone right now.
  

married?

sekarang ni memang musim kenduri kahwin. boleh dikatakan setiap minggu ada saja kenduri kahwin. aku bukan nak cerita yang aku dah nak kahwin atau pengalaman aku di kenduri-kenduri kahwin yang aku pergi. tapi, nak cerita yang ramai juga kawan-kawan yang sama umur dengan aku kahwin, nak bertunang, nak merisik dalam masa terdekat ni.

when i met my friends last week in KL, most of them are going to engage and some of them are getting married this year. The first thing that came out in my mind is, woooo….they’re getting married or engage soon. I’m happy for them, congrats. But me, I’m still single. Hehehehe…

I’m not feeling sad because I’m single or not going to have a serious relationship at the moment, but, I don’t know. I don’t know what I feel actually.

The true is I’m quite phobia having a relationship with guys right now. Why I say so? It’s because of my experience with many unsuccessful relationships before this.

Ya I am in a relationship with a guy right now, but I still feel insecure and not confident with myself. I don’t want to get hurt anymore. Even we’re not planning to getting married or talk about marriage but deep inside my heart I did pray for my happiness and have a good life with the love one. We have a lot of responsibilities towards our family. I’m the only hope for my family to have a better life. Plus, I and he are not in the serious relationship but we feel comfortable with each other. For a mean time, I think it’s more than enough for us. We try our best to take care of the relationship that we have right now.

In addition, I do have plan in my life. To have a bright future and better life. Having a car, house, my own business and a stable life before I get married. Even my ex-boyfriend did propose me to engage but I’m not ready yet. Just like I mention earlier, I’m not confident with myself.

Well this is just my opinion and my feeling about getting married or engage. Sometimes I do feel like “bestnya dah nak tunang, dah nak kahwin”, but I’m afraid that I can’t give full commitment when I’m in the next stage.

Aku hanya boleh cakap. Tapi takdir semua tuhan yang tentukan. Just like Gha said to me, “ntah-ntah kau yang kahwin dulu. Mana tau tetiba terjumpa lelaki lain then terus je lelaki tu ajak kahwin”. I agree with her.

for those who are going to getting married soon, here are the website that can help you to have a very beautiful invitation card. http://www.jinjangpelamin.com/kadkahwin/

hollywood holiday

I just finish my midterm holiday last week; from 23^rd March 09 until 27^th March 09. In that one week given, I did a lot of things, one of them are collecting data for my final year project, study foundation of finance, study e-commerce, and finish up reading skin deep novel.

These are my first plan before the midterm break was started. However during midterm break,

20^th March, Friday

I went home. My cousins; Shena and Hafiz picked me up because my dad has a work in KL and he might be late.

We ate McDonald at Ayer Keroh before we went home.

me, hafiz & shena

21^st March, Saturday

My parents and I went to KL around 12pm. The main reason why I want to go to KL is meet my ex-schoolmates and ask them to answer my questionnaire for my Final Year Project. After we had lunch at my brother’s house in Pantai Dalam, I met Hajar at her house. Her house is just in front of Mid Valley.

me and Hajar

Then around 5pm I went to Amad’s house at Batu Caves. I did my asar at his house and then he brought me to famous makan place in Setapak for our “minum petang”. I ate char kuey tiow and he ate nasi lemak. Then we went home.

22^nd March, Sunday

I met Anida at her house for my FYP then I went to KLCC alone. Amad picked me up there. While waiting for Amad at bus stop near to Avenue K, I saw vox from The Friday band; Acap . Say hi to him. Amad brought me to Bukit Bintang, and we went to Sg. Wang and Pavilion.

23^rd March, Monday

Balik Melaka!

24^th March, Tuesday

Met Gha at UiTM Lendu and gave her 10 copies of my questionnaire.

25^th March, Wednesday

Went to Shena’s salon.

Aman, a friend from high school called me and told me that he’s at King Hotel. He wants to “lepak” with me and Gha tomorrow night.

26^th March, Thursday

I fetched Gha at UiTM Lendu. We went to Carrefour and met Aman at King Hotel.

Gave Gha another 10 copies of questionnaire. Thanks a lot Gha!

me, Gha and Aman