Wednesday, December 24, 2008

new hair style


after i watched the "Yes Man" movie preview, i was thinking to change my hair style like the heroin of this movie; Zoeey Deschanel


Zoeey Deschanel



however, i have to straighten and cut my front hair a lil bit, and trim my hair. which is cost me around 50 bucks.

what do u think?

Sunday, December 21, 2008

laptop rosak lagi....

everything goes well after i took my dear jenny from technician. but after a week, my dear jenny rosak lagi....



mmm.....aku switch on the lappy last night...lampu bernyala, tapi 1 apa pun tak keluar kat skrin....blank, gelap gelita, & i was wondering what happen to my lovely jenny....


aku panik...!!!! arrggghhhhh....everything is inside it! & the most important thing in my life right now is also inside the laptop. my FYP....FYP....FYP.....

bodoh nya aku sebab tak buat backup file....kenapalah aku tak simpan dalam pendrive? kenapa???? kenapa???

wait...i'm not stupid...i'm just dont know that this thing is going to happen to me....kan?
ni 1 pengajaran...anything yang aku buat after this, kena wat backup....betul ckp mudd, apa guna pendrive 4g tp tak guna...masalahnya mudd syg...i x terfikir pon yg laptop tu akan rosak...& u still lg nak bebel kat i psl salah i? ohhh....thanx a lot.


malang lg nasib aku...i have to redo my fyp from chp 2...i repeat...i hv to REDO MY FYP from chp 2....yg aku dh siapkan selama semggu....dengan tido tak cukup, x nyenyak...
aku baru plan nak siapkan chp 3 today & show it to supervisor tomorrow...so bila ada apa2 yg perlu ditambah, aku bole siapkan & submit everything on wednesday....tp....semuanya rosak....
aku terfikir nak drop je fyp & ambil semula sem dpn...tp syg la...i still have 10 more days utk siapkan.

what can i do now is keep telling myself...dont give up julie....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up....dont give up.......


& yes...its really help me to think rationally...
alhamdulillah...i'm fine...i'm just fine....& everything's gonna be ok.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

entry utk ayah

ayah, tak tahu kenapa julie rindu sangat kat ayah.
kasihan ayah, mencari rezeki sampai jatuh sakit semata-mata untuk memenuhi kehendak anakmu ini. i wanna go home, to spend all my time with u....pergi minum di padang, makan roti canai & minum teh ais, berbual pasal hari-hari yang julie lalui di kampus, beritahu future plan, cerita masalah dengan assigment dan tugasan yang semakin banyak, tapi... i have a lot of work here...i'm so sorry ayah.

ayah,

i promise to u that i'll do my best in everything.
in my study, in my life.
i do it all just for u, and our family.
i promise to u that i'll make u guys happy, & jadikan hidup kita lebih senang dari sekarang. tak lama lagi ayah, lagi setahun lebih insyaALLAH julie akan grad & dapat kerja yang baik. masa tu ayah dah tak payah penat-penat kerja lagi. julie akan cari duit extra untuk tanggung family kita. because i know nowadays our cost of living is getting higher and higher.

ayah,

jaga diri elok-elok.
jangan lupa makan ubat & rehat.
ayah kerja kuat sangat sampai tak ada masa nak rehat. weekend pun kerja.
kadang-kadang i feel bored everytime u're not at home. but what to do, u have to find money for us. its ok, tak lama lagi ayah boleh duduk saja di rumah. tak payah kerja kuat lagi. kan julie dah janji bila julie kerja nanti ayah hanya perlu pergi hantar & ambil cucu-cucu ayah di sekolah? dan hari minggu kita pergi jogging dan main badminton?

cakap pasal badminton, dah lama kita tak main badminton kan? dulu masa julie kecil kita selalu main badminton di rumah kita di senaling. abang pun main sekali. kali terakhir kita main badminton rasanya awal tahun ni. berapa bulan dah tu.

ayah,
thanks a lot. u're wonderful dad! julie ingat dulu, masa tu in the middle of the night, i know u're sleep. but i cant think of anything that time because i'm too stressed with my coming exam. i called u, thank god u're still awake. ayah tengah tengok midnight news. julie mengadu pada ayah yang julie takut sangat nak exam financial accounting. sebab julie takut fail lagi. tp ayah cakap, janganlah takut, kalau dah fail nak buat macam mana kan. masa tu julie lega sangat sebab dapat support dari ayah. dan alhamdulillah i passed that paper =]

ayah,
masa tak ada seorang pun yang support julie, ayah ada untuk bagi semangat. ingat masa mula-mula julie nak masuk study dulu. masa tu julie tengah urut pinggang ayah. ayah tanya, kau nak belajar mana ni. sebab masa tu dapat dua offer, dari MMU dan KPTM Bangi collaborate dengan UITM untuk diploma. julie cakap julie ambil yang KPTM je lah. murah pun murah. satu sem cuma seribu lebih saja. tp ayah tetap berkeras nak julie masuk MMU, sebab dekat. senang ayah nak tengok. julie kata tak payah lah ayah, kan mahal. lagi pun masa tu abang & mak suruh masuk poli, murah. kemudian ayah cakap, ala...tak payah la dengar cakap diorang. kan ayah yang keluar duit. lagi sekali julie dapat support dari ayah. dan sekarang julie belajar di tempat pilihan ayah. sedikit bangga sebab julie dengar cakap ayah.


tapi,
julie ni anak yang degil juga.
sangat degil.
ingat tak bulan julai hari tu? ayah ajak julie pergi rumah nek busu sebab ada masak-masak, nak bincang pasal kenduri kahwin abg ijal. julie malas nak pergi sebab nak tidur.jadi ayah pergi dengan mak.
julie bangun nak minum air, tapi nampak banyak sangat cawan dan gelas di sinki. julie nak basuh, capai satu gelas yang kotor tu, masukkan tanga ke dalam gelas dan pranggg...!!!! gelas tu pecah. tangan julie luka. banyak darah keluar. sakit sangat! julie sampai menangis sebab takut tengok luka yang besar dan darah yang banyak. juli call ayah beritahu, menangis-nangis (anak manja ayah lah katakan). ayah marah, siapa suruh main kaca? mana ada julie main kaca ayah, julie basuh gelas then gelas tu pecah. ayah macam malas nak layan anak yang degil ni. julie menagis je, ingat ayah macam tak heran kat julie. tapi tak lama tu ayah & mak sampai rumah, mak terus masuk bilik tengok. mak ajak pergi klinik. ayah bising, tu lah, degil lagi. lain kali mana ayah ajak pergi, ikut. jangan degil.


1 pengajaran yang julie belajar. julie akan dengar cakap ayah, takkan degil lagi. dan parut yang ada di jari telunjuk kanan ni akak selalu membuatkan julie ingat pada ayah, pada kedegilan julie. ini satu kelebihan juga, sebab ia membuatkan julie takkan lupa pada ayah.


ayah,
julie sangat sayang pada ayah.
lebih dari segalanya di dunia ini.
julie sanggup korbankan apa saja untuk ayah.
sanggup korbankan hidup julie sendiri.
i promise u ayah.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Gemuk Girls in town


Gemuk Girls is the third play from TNS following 2006's Fundamentally Happy and last year's Good People that explores the fundamentals of text and of realism by scrutinising pressing issues that affect society today.

Gemuk Girls follows the seemingly normal lives of a mother, Kartini, and her daughter Juliana who, together make a very unlikely mother-daughter pair, one loud and overbearing, the other strait-laced and on the threshold of entering politics. Together, they are the Gemuk Girls and proud of it. Their whole world is taken for a spin when they receive shocking news about Kartini’s father who had been arrested and detained during the 1960s. From then on, the floodgates of the family’s emotional past are thrown open.

The play creates more questions than answers, causing us to probe into our own lives and create a connection between ourselves and the characters. Can a family truly survive as they struggle to reconcile the past with the present? Can the ghosts of the past affect the future?

As with other plays by The Necessary Stage, Gemuk Girls seeks to challenge audiences to re-examine the status quo and their preconceptions, and in doing so, presents possibilities for new interpretations and understanding.

After a sold out run in Singapore, The Necessary Stage’s (TNS) Gemuk Girls will be staged at the Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre’s (KLPac) Pentas 2, Jalan Strachan in Kuala Lumpur from today till Sunday. Showtime is 8.30pm (with weekend shows at 3pm).

The provocative new piece from the award-winning director-playwright pairing of Alvin Tan and Haresh Sharma follows the seemingly normal lives of a mother, Kartini, and her daughter Juliana who, together make a very unlikely mother-daughter pair – one loud and overbearing, the other straight-laced and on the threshold of entering politics. However, their whole world turns topsy-turvy after hearing shocking news about Kartini’s father.

Leading the cast are Aidi “Alin” Mosbit, Najib Soiman and Siti Khalijah.

Tickets are priced at RM35 (adults) and RM20 (students, seniors and the disabled).

[and i just paid rm20 :) ]


i got this from the internet



& we had a chanced to watch this Gemuk Girls. this is my first time watching teather.
kami ke KLpac pd 5 dis 2008. dr mmu melaka, naik bas. sampai di tol sg besi, oh jln jam giler! everybody in the bus resah taku x sempat tgk gemuk girls. alhamdulillah kami sampai tepat pd masanya tp aku x dpt duduk dgn kwn2 aku. ya klpac studio 2 was fulled.

it takes around 1 hour and a half, habis saja teather, ada Q&A session.

balik, kami yg mmg kuat bergambar ni mengambil kesempatan bergambar dgn the Gemuk Girls :)


but, the pictures will be uploaded later cause i've a lot of things to be done.



KLpac


us with the gemuk girls




with the poster




azwin & i had a plan to watch a theater again next time in klpac (other place also can, we're fall in love with arts now). any new theater in town? pls let us know :)

Friday, December 5, 2008

ohhh dear FYP....

5th December 2008, 5.20 a.m.




I haven’t sleep yet, spending a whole night doing this lovely FYP. How I can stay up until this

early morning? Per’l Café premix coffee drink with kacip fatimah accompany me & made me feel

energetic. I wish I can finish all these things by tomorrow, and can show it to Mdm Zaharah in


time.


however, i still cant manage to finish it in 1 night!!!


damn...!!!!


Monday, December 1, 2008

MMUsic: MUSIC <3 CHILDREN



d event was success!

here are the photos.




last meeting



kila, event asst. director was giving the short briefing.





the committees.





a few hours before event


we did a lot of things. decorated the backdrop (painting the white cloth, sticking the letter on the cloth, decorated ticket counter), arranged the chairs for audience (because this is a charity event, so the audience are not allowed to stand, but most of them were standing at the back), & many other things.









on the event





music <3 children is a charity concert, consist of ep launching by News at 11 (MMU band), and rm2 from the ticket will be donate to PERKIM. the opening act was by kawaii sakura, followed by lazy morning, bunkface (they supposed to be in the 2nd last slot, but they want to perform early), tyre pancit, rabiyas, News at 11, and the last performance was by SEVEN COLLAR T-SHIRT. oh ya forgot to tell that there were art booth as well in this charity event.

seven collar t-shirt was on the stage




thanks for all the support. oh ya our old friends also came. thanks bryan, jekput, lan, panjang (these 4 guys are the line up of symphony pelangi) & zizi.