2 good news in 2 days!!!

1. i went for an interview for management trainee yesterday at ampang, near to ampang point. its a marketing company doing an advertising, road show, brand awareness, and PR which i like the most because they're dealing with adidas, umbro, female magz, and the other exciting road shows and events.... they have 7 branches in malaysia and this company was from singapore. the good news is.... they ask me to come back next monday for trial...they'll bring me to outdoor just to give me a clearer picture and after that there will be a second interview. during that trial, they will observe my abilities because they're looking for an outspoken person, very energetic, and exciting and all of these criteria are suitable with my personality. this is for management trainee position.

2. the second one is... i was shortlisted by CIMB for marketing executive - hire purchase. i just being shortlisted...same as the above ones... however, if i am selected i'll be working in Muar which i'm not prefer. u know... this position is doing sales and they have target each month, and i have to reach at least RM 2.5 million per month. its quite stressful because u know, we have target to achieve, and its challenging. but if i was selected to go to KL or Malacca, sure there is no problem with me because the sales in KL is impressive. U guys can see from the plat number, it keeps changing soooo fast...

however, its juts shortlisted and trial. not confirmed yet. pls pray for me yah?

rejection and rejection and rejection

one from maybank

Thank you for your interest in applying for the position of Executive, Secretarial Services, Corporate Services.

We have given your resume careful and thorough review.

While your qualifications are impressive, we regret that we are unable

to extend an offer to you, as the competition for this position has

been very keen.

Your interest in our company is most appreciated, however, and we would

like to wish you the best of success in your career.

Truly yours,

Resourcing, Talent Mgmt

Corporate Human Resource

and the other one from EON Bank

Dear Cik Juliana,

RE : APPLICATION FOR THE POSITION OF EXECUTIVE

Refer to your recent interview at our Company, we thank you for your time with us.

We have carefully reviewed your qualification and experience in conjunction with our Company’s requirements. As there were several well-qualified individuals who applied for position, we regret to inform you that your application was not successful.

We thank you for your interest in our Company and would take this opportunity to wish you all the best in your future endeavors.

Your faithfully,

for EON BANK GROUP

** but it doesnt matter.... never demotivate me... i'll keep applying and applying and applying until i get what i want. u too... ok?

It is not easy to find a job that suitable with u

Do u agree with my statement? I am totally agree because I've experience it. But some of them out there it is not like that. They think zaman sekarang if we have a good result in degree, the job will find us. well, it's a BIG NO NO here. its the other way around, we have to look for a job that available out there. there are too competitive. just like an interviewer from VADS, he told me, there are too many people graduate from various university. u imagine, last time, IPTA is only less than 10. There are UM, ITM, UPM, UTM, and UKM. but today, IPTA itself have at least 20, not including UiTM yang ada campus in every states in Malaysia. How about IPTS? those Universities, these Colleges, that Institute, this University College. can u guys imagine how competitive it is?

Plus a degree holder like me, took the common course that in every universities and colleges offer, marketing management, business admin, do u know that the statistics of degree holder with this course is more than 20,000 people? so i have to compete with the other 20,000 degree holders who have the same degree like me. how to do that?

the interviewer add more, he told me that i dont have any experience. I just have 4 months experience from industrial training. for him, its nothing. for him i'm still zero. because what i learn is different from what is in the real working life. and for him, as a fresh graduate with a very low grades, he suggest me and the other fresh graduates to find an experience first. thats the most important thing. then after u've got an experience, u can demand on what job do u want and the salary. that is how it works.

Masa my first time interview yang open interview for cimb, ada sorang kakak ni cakap dia menyesal resign dulu. if she knows susah gila nak dapat kerja sekarang, she wont resign! sekarang baru rasa. dia pun kena compete with the people like us.

a friend of mine who have got dean's list twice and her cgpa is more than 3, but she still looking for a job. she got a full package. pandai, 1st class english speaking, very confident in presentation, but still, no one want to hire her. she's not too choosy, but some of the company said that her result is too high and not suitable for this and that position. just like me when i go for the icimb interview, the interviewer said that i'm not suitable with this position and more to outdoor marketing. what's the different actually? i'm still do the marketing job. i'm still promote the products or services but the way i promote or market the product is different. but we still use the same methods and skills which is communication skill. betul kan?

i'm admit that i'm more to outdoor marketing and love to meet people but i'm too desperate too get a job right now. i dont mind if i have to work in starbucks or even as a receptionist just to gain that valuable experience. mana ada orang start-start kerja gaji dah rm4000? (ulang balik apa yang "orang tu" cakap)... memanglah sangat betul. i dont want to wasting time and my dad's money just because i want to find a suitable job for me. hello julie, ko tu dah lah result cukup-cukup makan. lagi nak demand-demand. ko ingat ko bagus sangat sampai ko nak pilih-pilih kerja? ramai lagi yang lebih bagus dari ko kat luar sana. tau?

i did plan my life. if i still didnt get a job, i'll go for IMGLAD training or GEMS. its a training for a fresh graduate untuk prepare them before pergi ke dunia bekerjaya. sebab banyak sangat syarikat nampak yang fresh graduate yang tidak bermutu dan berkualiti. mereka tak dapat menyesuaikan diri dengan dunia pekerjaan, tak tahu how to improve soft skills, tak tahu nak grooming, jadi how to convince orang nak ambil kau kerja dengan diorang kan? these programs basically a 3-months programs. IMGLAD in one of the ISKANDAR Project yang kat selatan Johor tu, collaborating with UTM and Delloitte Institute from United Kingdom if i'm not mistaken. so the person who join this program will get the professional certificate from Delloitte & bila kau tunjuk resume kau nanti orang akan terpegun woooowwww....!!! same goes with GEMS, this is a government project but Khazanah Nasional yang handle and organize. cuma yang bestnya GEMS ni training dia ada di serata Malaysia and training di hotel-hotel (mcm orang gomen pergi kursus lah). if dapat kat terengganu, memang best ari-ari aku mandi laut je keje hahahaha....

these programs ada banyak organizations yang support contohnya shell, sime darby, pnb, kazanah national itself, and many more. jadi masa training tu nanti wakil-wakil dari these organizations akan datang & perhatikan kita semasa training and will choose which one of us will work for them. its something like job matching gak. interesting kan? so why not i give a try. dapat duduk hotel if join GEMS, dpt tinggal kat UTM Johor & pergi Danga Bay hari-hari kalau join IMGLAD, dapat jumpa kawan baru & kemungkinan dapat jodoh baru hahahaha **gatal kau nih.

so guys give a try. aku pun akan try. aku pun takkan memilih pekerjaan. there's a lot of opportunities out there and u just have to boost yourself. jauh perjalanan, luas pemandangan, banyak pengalaman. banyak pengalaman banyaklah gaji kita boleh demand kan? ni lah pepatah yang aku belajar dari kebanyakan mereka yang berjawatan tinggi. jadi remember this all the time.

3 movies for two weeks and 1 karok session!

Well bayybehhh... I really have fun right now. Di sebabkan lama dah tak tengok wayang dengan my dear sweetheart (tak de lah lama, 3 minggu jekkk :p ) so kami pun pergilah menonton the sequel for Twilight which is The Twilight Saga: New Moon, itu pun selepas aku merengek-rengek nak pergi tengok. Si dia nak tengok Ninja Assasin. Last-last dia kena mengalah gak dengan aku padan muka. This movie is a lil bit slow compared to 1st one. Maybe sebab it is one of the marketing strategy nak suruh audience tengok sambungannya next year. Yeahh sama macam The Lord of the Ring and Harry Potter, these movies mesti a lil bit slow untuk sequel ke-2. Lebih kurang lah tu guna sratgey yang sama. But for me tak rugi lah kalau nak tengok banyak kali pun because its interesting, its a new thing. Tambah-tambah lagi it is like a virus or a twilight fever dah datang around the world soooo memang rugi lah kalau tak tengok. Ok this sequel kira sedih sikit lah sebab Bella has been dumped by her cinta sampai mati & sanggup mati nak tukar jadi vampire, konon-konon nak jadi immortal macam Edward lah kan sebab Bella asyik kena buru by the other vampire jek. Edward have to leave the town of Forks just to protect Bella and his father from the danger. hepppp takleh cerita panjang-panjang nak tau go and watch yourself yahhhh....

ok the next one is Ninja Assassin. the true story is kitorang semua nak celebrate sebab dah habis buat role play dengan jayanya untuk subjek Sales Management. So all the group mates nak tengok wayang cerita ni. Kesian the sweetheart aku dah tengok dulu hahaha padan muka kau. But doesnt matter I still can watch it for second time hihihihi.... pada awalnya aku mahu mengajak azwin sama tapi malangnya dia ke KL untuk job interview...

well this movie tak dapat tengok dari mula sebab kitorang suma sibuk beli popcorn kat luar, jadi lambatlah dlm 5-6 10 minit camtu. lepas tu aku dengan syafiq terpaksa berdiri untuk masa 45minit sebab nak tunggu sweetcorn dia sampai. tempat duduk dia dengan aku tak sama sebab aku dah beli tiket dulu untuk groupmates aku. dia beli masa kitorg nak pergi tengok. disebab kesian dan sayang sangat kat dia jadi aku pun teman lah dia. then kitorg cari seat yang kosong kat depan. see sapik, i sanggup tau berdiri untuk u!

habis movie kami ke karok di jeti. sebenarnya mula-mula nak jalan-jalan je...tapi masa tengah kecoh-kecoh tu ada orang terus bayar. apa lagi rock on!

and the next movie is Princess and the Frog. sangat entertaining and sweet. lissa kawan praktikal ajak tengok. mula-mula ajak azwin sekali tapi dia di kampung, kadi kami pergilah berdua.

Selamat Pengantin Baru June!

its been soooooo long tidak mengupdate kan blog tersayang.... busy? nahhhh...busy berangan adalah hahahahaha.... well i just dont have the mood to update the blog even though there's a lot of things to tell. banyak faktor yang membuatkan kita malas nak buat benda yang kita eager pada mulanya. and one of them is..... the feedback. hehehehe but it doesnt matter.

ok now we proceed to the real story.

June's nikah ceremony is on 21st of Nov 2009. Pukul 10 pg. gila pagi kan? diorang tak kesah lah diorang memang kat kl but how about us yang 3 dara pingitan ni? We're from Malacca and we have to wake up early and bertolak awal untuk sampai ke sana, sebab tak mahu melepaskan peluang melihat rakan baik semasa praktikal bernikah. huhuhu gila kentang kan?

i woke up sooo early around 0530hours gitewww.... for me its early lah kan sebab selalunya I will wake up at 6 for subuh prayer and then tidur balik sampai pukul 10 camtu. yahh memang ia satu tabiat yang tidak elok jadi jangan ikut yeee adik-adik...

dalam 0545hours I called Lisa to make sure she's already wake up. mestilah sebab dialah driver kami. Then i calleh Azwin sebab dia pun pergi sekali.

Lisa sampai rumah dalam pukul 7 and we all terus gerak. No wonder diorang agak lama selepas Lisa pick up Azwin, rupanya diorang beli air untuk breakfast sebab kitorg takkan singgah mana-mana untuk breakfast sebab nak kejar nikah june.

We straight to Kelana Jaya. Actually we were a bit confused sebab tak tahu sama ada nikah June di masjid PJ or KJ sebab dua-dua bunyik macam sama. Last-last kitorg sesat sampai jalan ke subang parade and patah balik ke Kelana Jaya. yahh rupanya nikah June di Masjid Kompleks Tabung Haji di Kelana Jaya. I've been there before menghantar ayah tercinta menunaikan haji tapi its sooo long ago. so untuk tidak sesat lagi i called dad to make sure we're on the right road tapi bila dah nak masuk simpang ke Kompleks Tabung Haji sesat jugak sebab kami buat u-turn dan kembali ke Sunway hahahahah gila kelakar.

Ok then at last kami sampai jugak di rumah June. June tengah bersolek molek di bilik. Syidot dah sampai lama dah kat rumah June just tunggu kitorg je. Nasib baik June lom start nikah lagi.

June siap kami semua pun ke Masjid Kompleks Tabung Haji. Masih ramai lagi jemaah haji kat situ tunggu turn untuk pergi ke Makkah ye lah sebab masa ni musim Haji. Then selamatlah June diijabkabulkan dengan kekaseh hatinya hehehe...sweet je tgk.

habes nikah ceremony kami ke hotel untuk check in. tak dapat tumpang tidur rumah June sebab rumah dia sesak dengan sedara-mara. its not hotel la its like budget hotel yang sgt kecik dan mahal. for its mahal sebab bilik dia kecikkkkkk jek. tapi bolehlah untuk tidur satu malam. Me, Azwin & Lisa lepak-lepak dulu dalam hotel sambil tengok hindustan. Lama gila wehhh tak tengok citer hindustan bape tahun dah haha....tapi sebab ada geng so the story become interesting pulak.

habis hindustan kitorang pergi Sunway Pyramid yayyyy...!!! Lama dah tak pergi sana. dengan jalan jem maklumlah sabtu. Kitorang g makan je sebab lapar sangat. And pergi giant beli maggi cup in case malam nanti lapar memang malas nak keluar. And I was given a chance to meet the love one huhuhu bestnya :)

The next day, majlis sanding June pulak di dewan yang memang sangatlah dekat dengan hotel budget tempat kami tidur. Just a few steps. Thats why la kitorg tidur situ senang kan nak ke dewan. June was sooooo stunning and beautiful...woowwww she looks sooo great **jeles**...

Anyway...SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! We love u June!

Short

I really need a SHORT BREAK.
from everything...





I really need time for myself and my study.
only me and my study.
nothing else.




thank you.

I am confuse...

wahh lama gila x update blog!
banyak sebenarnyanak share...tapi disebabkan kelembapan broadband celcom membuatkan diri rasa malas mahu update... cukuplah dapat buka facebook sekali sekala, itu pun dah cukup happy dah. kalau nak update blog, kena upload gambar. dah lah gambar bersaiz besar, lagi lah lembab kan.


well now i am already in my final sem. insyaALLAH kalau tak ada apa-apa masalah habis bulan disember nanti. sudah start menghantar resume. tapi tidak mengharapkan apa-apa sebab cgpa rendah. redah aja lah.


am already registered for my major and elective subject. for elective, at first, i registered supply chain management subject. assignment group with dheepan. mdm zaharah had told us once, sesiapa yang satu group dengan dheepan memang 1 bonus. he's almost perfect in academic and co-curriculum activities. tetapi after i went for a first class, i found it quite difficult for me to understand. i mean, i dont understand the way the lecturer taught me.overall, i do not understand. tak tahulah susah sangat ke subjek tu atau aku memang blurr time lecturer mengajar.

so then i check other subjects so i can change this supply to other subject that i can score. and i found one subject from entrepreneur course. nama subjek tu service business management. i went to that class and terus rasa that subjek is interesting. so i decided to add this subject and drop supply chain. after the first class and after the add drop done, the lecturer told me that i already loss 12 marks sebab dia dah buat quiz and assignment in the class before i register. so i try to begging her to do the quiz for me and the other yang baru register but it seems like dia macam taknak sebab menyusahkan. plus groupmate aku yang seorang ni macam nak conquer semua benda, semua nak guna idea dia, semua idea dia aja yang bagus, and we already loos another 5 marks for the latest task. gila kan?


if i want to add supply back, boleh aja. tapi i do not have a group. group dheepan dah penuh. yang lain tak tahu lah kan. confuse. if teruskan dengan service biz management, i think i already loss 15 marks, which banyak tu. but nak tukar ke supply chain, tak tahulah.


pening pening. any suggestion?

Attempt Suicide at PPR Lembah Pantai/Kerinchi

I was in my brother's house at Pantai Dalam just now, my dad have several things need to settle down. It was happened around pukul 1, time azan zohor dari surau di bawah blok D berkumandang. I was in the kitchen helping my sister in-law prepared for lunch, suddenly we heard someone scream from outside of the window.

I looked out the window and I saw a man was trying to attempt suicide. Sebelah kaki dah terkeluar, tinggal lagi satu kaki je. That guy was hanging on the tiang dekat tangga at 16^th floor, same level dengan my brother’s house. See guys, 16^th floor ok. Kalau jatuh tu berkecai otak.

I just sempat snap some pictures with my handphone Jingles. Nak zoom pun limit jek. Dalam hati menyesal sebab tak bawa camera yang memang selalu di sisi.

I tengok bawah, memang ramai dah orang kat bawah waiting what will happen next. Yang dekat-dekat dengan that guy pun ada dalam 7-8 orang. At stair level 15^th, 4-5 people were waiting with their hands trying to catch that guy if that guy falls down atau terlepas dari pegang tiang. Tapi polis still belum sampai, I panic takut kot-kot dia terjun kang tak pasal-pasal I menyesal sebab tak try call polis awal-awal. I terus called 911 ( eceehhh ingat ni kat over the sea ka? ) ehh silap I called 999 and report. Dalam 5 minit 1 kereta peronda polis sampai di bawah, and tak lama lepas tu bomba sampai.

Then 2-3 bomba & polis yang ada naik ke tingkat di mana lelaki itu bergantung. maybe after lepas sedikit sesi menenangkan si lelaki, ramai-ramai datang menghampiri lelaki tersebut dan menarik tangan beliau. akhirnya lelaki itu terselamat dari cubaan membunuh diri.

lelaki terbabit di bawa turun kemudian masuk ke dalam van bomba. dari amatan I, dia macam pengsan atau purak-purak pengsan i pun tak tahulah kan sebab ramai orang yang angkat dia masuk ke dalam van.



dari sesi temuramah dengan makcik jiran sebelah rumah, lelaki terbabit adalah seorang bangsa melayu. beliau mengalami kekecewaan frust menonggeng dengan kekasihnya yang sudah mempunyai lelaki lain. dan kekasihnya tinggal sama blok dengan blok abang saya.



Sekian sahaja berita dari Miss Jules untuk hari ini. Jumpa anda lagi di siaran berita akan datang.


Tenkiu menkiu.



Oh nasihat dari I, janganlah cuba membunuh diri. Tambahan lagi dari situasi tadi, azan zohor sedang berkumandang tetapi lelaki tersebut masih tidak mendapat cahaya hidayah untuk berhenti dari cubaan membunuh diri. Ingat tuhan. Ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku. Amin.

and now i'm regret...

i went to MAS Cabin Crew open interview at MAS Academy yesterday...
i arrived around 9.15am and my number is 652...
too many people brings the same dreams and wants as me; to become a stewardess for the "WOLRD'S BEST CABIN STAFF" and one of the first class airlines in the world.



before the first stage where i have to measure my height and fill up the form, i've waited for approximately 4 hours. i did met a new friends, shira from greenwood and her friend. however her friend did not pass the height level. so me and shira go on until the next level.

the next level, we waited in the audio room (or its like a lecture room too) and fill up the form. i did put the name of MAS staff that i know; he's the one who looking for stewardess. he is my neighbour's brother.


after waited again from 12.45 until 3.15pm, my name was announced to go to the interview room...and i have to wait again. in front of me there are around 15 people who were waiting to be called in enter the room.

however i dont know why i am so stupid yesterday...i just went to the interview only for half way... i heard the other candidates talking about the interview and the stages we have to go through. suddenly i felt my confident level decrease soo fast. too many things in my mind that time. my final exam, my study, my leg (they did check the legs if there any scars or anything in the grooming stage), my hand (i got scar in the finger), and i felt sooo tired waiting for my turn. suddenly i went out from the waiting room and met my dad outside of the academy and i said to him "daddy, i fail the interview" without trying my luck at all... i dont know where the hell of my confident goes that time. i just thinking about my exam. and i told everybody that i fail the interview. i lied to everyone.

i told my friends about this, they said that i'm stupid. i can wait for 600 people but why i cant wait for another 15? plus i have known someone who are working in MAS, its a big opportunity for me to pass the interview. after they said all that, i cried. i called amad and i cried so hard. because i'm so regret with my decision to just go home without trying yesterday.


abg, if u read this, pls dont tell mummy and daddy about this. i dont want them to be sad because of my stupidness. they were insist want me to go for the interview even though i'm in final exam week. i will try again next year. i promise. and i will never give up.

i wanna be

i wanna be thin
i wanna be thin
i wanna be thin
i wanna be as skinny as possible!
i wanna have flat tummy
i wanna have flat tummy
i wanna have flat tummy

how to get what i want?
i tried to control my appetite
but i always lost to delicious food
i dont want to take dinner
but i always took supper because i'll be hungry after spend a few hours study in the library
i dont want to eat rice
but most of the home cook will feel good with rice, expecially sambal sotong..


arrrrgggghhhhh....i wanna be thin
i wanna have my weight back during high school.....

just hv a lil time

i do not have time to update my blog
even i have a lot of things want to share
my final exam start this monday
but i still can't focus on my study

too many things to do
too many things inside of my head.



see u soon.
i'm going to write a lot after this :)

R U OUT OF YOUT MIND???

i just checked my Final exam schedule, and u know what? i have straight papers for 3 days!!! Gila ahhh...straight papers tu, 4 subjek pulak tu....

sila click untuk besarkan imej di atas

The first paper is on 28th of September, which is on Monday, bersamaan dengan Raya ke-8 ok. & yang paling sakit is on the following week, i have 2 papers on the same day! Tuesday 6th October, Maths for Managers in the morning 9am, and the next paper is major subject Consumer Behavior in the afternoon. Dua-dua killer subject kot! memang sakit la kepala kan. the next day is the other killer subject which is Malaysian Economics, this subject kena baca banyak newspapers sebab they will ask you about the current Malaysian economy situation. and last is Management Accounting 1, yang agak senang la sedikit sebab boleh fokus dalam class (sebab student yang register subjek ni semua final year student, tak sampai pun 10 orang dalam class ni)


Raya tahun ni beraya dengan buku dan notes lah... Bukan dengan baju baru, lemang rendang ketupat & almond london. huhuhuhuhuhu......

Tagged!!!

Hei hei hei....!!!!


Baru je tadi I cakap (wait, cakap ke tulis?) kat entry bawah ni yang I malas gila & tak ada mood nak berblogging, tapi sekarang see, macam banyak pula benda yang nak di blog. Hahahahaha....

Ok-ok sebab dah lama tak dapat tag, pastu dapat tag yang senang pulak tu, so rasa teruja mahu buat.


First tagged from my girlfriend yang dah ada boyfriend; Azra.


nama penuh : Jufulifiafanafa Shafahifidafa Bt Bafaseferifi (sila baca without the 'F' language)
tarikh lahir : 28 April
tempat lahir : Hospital Kuala Pilah, Nogoghi Sombilan
tempat anda dibesarkan : Pantai Dalam, Bangsar, Kuala Lumpur, now live in Malacca

siapakah nama kawan rapat anda sewaktu anda kecil?

• Mira (anak jiran sebelah rumah)
  
• Nizam, adiknya Anin dan Ika (tapi dah tak kawan sejak diorang sekolah menengah, mungkin sebab mereka dah bersunat, jadi kalau nak kawan dengan i yang masih berhingus time tu memang jatuh la standard diorg kot....huhuhuhu)
  
• Hajar, Diana, Amri (yang ni masa sekolah rendah)
  

apakah permainan anda mase kecil2 yang anda ingat?

Banyakkkkkkk sangat.

• Nyanyi-nyanyi (mcm akademi fantasia)
  
• Police & Thief
• Galah Panjang
  
• Masak-masak (I dah reti masak sikit-sikit, azra reti baking jek :p )
• Pukul berapa datuk harimau
• Lai-lai silai (selalu main dengan abang masa dlm kereta otw ke Senaling)
• Bola beracun
• Rounders
• Baling selipar
• Batu seremban
• Teng-teng
• Lompat getah
• Rollerblade & basikal
• Hide and seek
  

hah, kan banyak tu? ada lagi tapi tak ingat lah


kalau anda bergaduh dengan kawan anda, apakah yang akan anda katakan pada mereka?

• Ntah ekk...tak ingat dah.
  

di kawasan mane selalu menjadi tempat anda bermain?

• kawasan rumah
  
• sekolah, di tapak perhimpunan dan sekitar depan kelas
  

apakah cita-cita anda semasa kecil?

• cikgu
• Stewardess (pernah masuk persembahan pakaian beragam semasa darjah satu sempena Hari Guru, and I jadi stewardess, siap bawak dulang & teko & cawan set lagi naik atas stage. konon-konon nak serve cikgu-cikgu yang atasa stage tu air la. hihihihi...)
  

apakah kartun atau rancangan tv yang anda gemari dan masih ingat hingga kini?

• Sesame Street, the tv program yang sangat bagus untuk lear basic english
  
• Power Rangers
• ada satu kartun tu, tak tahu tajuk dia tapi sampai sekarang ingat. the character dalam kartun tu tak bercakap, tapi ada narator yang menceritakan flow kartun tu)
  

makanan ringan apekah yang anda borong di kedai?

• Ais-krim malaysia
  
• Super Ring
  
• Cloud Nine
• Ding Dang
  

nyatakan salah seorang kawan anda mase kecil yang anda teringin sangat nak jumpe sekarang?

• Mmmmm....Hajar la kot. dengan dia sorang je yang still keep in touch.
  

apakah gelaran anda mase kecik?

• kakak (mak yang panggil), ju, julie
  

nyatakan seberapa banyak rakan bloggers anda yang ingin tau zaman kanak-kanaknya...

• Dilla
• Dheepan
• ......

2nd tagged from Dheepan



1)anda rasa anda hot?
Bukan rasa, memang sangat HOT ok! (jawab dengan berlagaknya, huh!)

2)upload photo kegemaran anda



3)mengapa anda suka photo ini?

Gambar ini adalah untuk my online blog boutique, dress itu hendak dijual sbnrnya, suka gambar ini sebab its like.... wowww...!! its that me?? (poyo)

4)bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

Rabu, dengan Lisa & Azwin

5)lagu terakhir anda dengar?

I gotta feeling by The Black Eyed Peas you oollllzzzzz...!!! heheehe baru download tadi.


6)apa yang anda buat selain membuat tag ni??

berbalas text dengan mr angelo a.k.a azmi a.k.a amad sambil mendengar bunyi ibu dan ayah sedang menjamu selera di dapur


7)selain dari nama sendiri,anda suka dipanggil nama apa?

syg & kurus :) knp? sebab kata-kata itu satu doa, jadi kalau orang panggil sy kurus sebanyak 44x, insyaALLAH kuruslah sy ngeeee....

8)tag lagi 6 orang.

ramainya...hmmm....

malas mahu tag orang, jadi dengan sukacitanya taknak tag orang, boleh kan?

Ramadhan as a Student

Salaam...


I dont know why I am sooooo lazy to update my blog lately...its not because I am busy with study or other stuffs, but I am just not in the blogging mood. Huhuhuhuhu.... Well, this entry actually dah lama nak tulis, dah siap buat draft tulis dalam notes in handphone since the first day of Ramadhan, but because I am lazy, ia kekal berkepam di dalam handphone.. hahahahaha....

Even today dah masuk 15 hari kita berpuasa, i think it is still not too late to write about a beautiful Ramadhan yang memang dinantikan setiap tahun, tidak kiralah kerana ingin mengejar rahmat yang hanya datang setahun sekali, ataupun ingin mengejar waktu pergi ke bazaar Ramadhan untuk membeli juadah berbuka yang sangat banyak pilihan sehingga rambang mata sambil mencuba nasib kalau-kalau bertemu jodoh di sana (heh gatal aku ni :p )

Ok now we proceed with the main reason why this entry is written. I just wanna share my beautiful experience fasting and break fast as a student.

This Ramadhan will be the last Ramadhan for me as a student (InsyaALLAH, tapi sedih la sikit). Time goes so fast. I can't remember how was my Ramadhan during my Foundation year, the only thing that I still remember is i had final exam that time.

During first year degree, most of the time I went to bazaar in campus to buy some food for iftar. Al-maklumlah i do not have transport masa tu. Second year degree, I borrowed my dad's car untuk pergi beli barang berbuka puasa. Usually we bought the food from bazaar peringgit & break fast at JJ foodcourt. But sometimes I went out break fast with my ex-boyfriend (tapi masa tu belum jadi bf lagi...masa tu still lagi sesi kenal mengenal...hehehehehe...)

Third year degree, I was in Internship program. If we had program berbuka puasa with investors atau ada jemputan, we'll go. Pernah berbuka dua kali di Masjid Tanah, sekali di Balai Raya, & sekali lagi di Perpustakaan Masjid Tanah. Makanan dia memang first class!!! Biasalah masakan kampung. However if tak ada jemputan berbuka, I just break fast at home, with the housemates.

This year pun sama. Cuma bezanya i moved to other house. Still go to bazaar ramadhan Peringgit sebab a lot of delicious food we can find there, and some of the food memang dinanti-nantikan sebab masa Ramadhan je boleh dapat, hari-hari lain memang tak dapat. Ada sebenarnya tapi rasanya tak sama dengan yang dijual di Bazaar Ramadhan Peringgit.

Bercerita pasal makanan, my favourtie food for berbuka puasa are nasi kerabu, roti john, kuih tepung pelita with jagung on it, kuih kole kacang, karipap sardin, char kuey tiow, and bihun sup. We can get these foods from Bazaar Ramadhan Peringgit. On the other hands, in Bazaar Ramadhan Masjid Tanah, I love to eat badak berendam and kuih popia sambal. Semua makanan ni menang tak dapat ditandingilah rasanya. Hanya makanan yang I beli ni je yang sedap, yang lain rasanya macam biasa-biasa je. That's why I said why I wait for Ramadan all the time. Sebab memang tak jumpalah rasa makanan sesedap ini. Seriously!


I am sure I will miss my student life during Ramadhan. It comes once in your life time, kan?

Bila dah masuk umur 22 ni....

Bila dah masuk umur 22 ni....

• still rasa tak puas, maksudnya macam tak puas rasa apa yang patut rasa...contohnta enjoy lepak dengan kawan-kawan, pergi vacation dengan kawan-kawan. I ada tengok Facebook my ex-schoolmates, seronok je tengok diorg dapat travel pergi sana sini. pergi Penang la...Frazer Hill la...best kan? I? Memang tak dapat lah nak pergi. Why? Sebab my dad tak izin. Sedih sebenarnya. Tapi apa nak buat kan?
  
• Ada kawan-kawan yang dah ada steady boyfriend. Ada yang dah bertunang dan kahwin pun. Yang tengah study at the same time tunang pun ada. Seronok je tengok. I kalau boleh nak je ada steady boyfriend yang my family kenal & restu. Senang nak keluar & jumpa pun tak ada masalah. I mean, at least my family tau dengan siapa I berkawan & keluar. Jadi tiada masalah curiga atau apa-apa perasaan. Jujur itu penting dalam sesuatu hubungan, terutamanya dengan parents and family. Tapi kadang-kadang family tak dapat terima kejujuran, atau tak dapat terima yang anak mereka sudah sepatutnya ada someone yang boleh rely on besides mereka. Iya ke begitu? Ini opinion I je. Bukan apa, I feel jealous tengok mereka yang mempunyai hubungan yang baik dengan family boyfriend or girlfriend mereka. I sedar I masih study, tapi i need someone who can share my feelings, my happiness, sadness, my stress, who can always be there for me no matter what, tak kesahlah dia dekat atau jauh. Asalkan dia ada. Kadang-kadang ada perkara yang kita tak dapat share dengan parents or family. Contohnya macam masalah duit belanja tak cukup ke kan, atau menyampah dengan kawan kita ke kan, atau stress dengan assignments or exam ke kan. Iyalah, sure my parents pun ada masalah lain nak fikir, takkan masalah kecil macam tu pun i nak cerita kat diorang. Jadi I nak lah cari substitute untuk I luahkan apa yang I rasa. For me, study is study. & I know how to differentiate between study and relationship. So far alhamdulillah my study dah getting better when I'm in a relationship. & I nak lah sangat-sangat hubungan yang di restui dan diketahui oleh family. Tapi macam takut pun ada. Macam tak ready pun ada. Takut I di kondem.
  
• Kadang-kadang I di layan macam budak sekolah lagi. Sedangkan I dah 22. Kalau boleh I nak ada communication yang telus dan tanpa selindung-selindung dengan orang yang sangat penting dalam hidup I. I nak mereka tau apa yang I buat, yang akan I buat. I nak full support dari mereka. So far yeah memang banyak support dari segi kewangan, emosi, dan banyak lagi dari Ayah terutamanya, Mummy, Amad, Abang, Kak Yati, dan kawan-kawan yang sanggup susah senang bersama. Tapi ada waktu & ketika, di saat I betul-betul memerluka full support, I tak dapat. Mmmmm macam mana mahu terangkan yeh? Tak apa la faham-faham lah sendiri.
• Mula risau bila nak habis study. InsyaALLAH jika tuhan izinkan, jika ada rezeki, akan habis hujung tahun ini. Mula risau pasal duit yang dah berkurangan, pasal dapat kerja ke tak bila dah habis nanti. Mula risau apakah corak hidup yang akan dilalui, apa yang akan diceburi. Cemburu lihat kawan-kawan dah habis study dan dah boleh travel sana-sini. Tapi I sangat-sangat bersyukur I extend sebab I dapat better result. At least a bit better than before. Sangat-sangat bersyukur.
  

Tapi I dah buat my own conclusion, mungkin masanya belum sampai lagi. Allah dah tetapkan takdir hambanya begini & begitu. Kita sebagai hambanya perlu taat. Apa yang perlu buat sekarang ialah berdoa dan berdoa, dan buktikan yang I independent. Bukan lagi kanak-kanak riang zaman sekolah.

aduuuhhhhaaaaiiiiii....!!!

u know what? i dah tembam! oh no! oh no! oh no no no no no no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ni semua sebab cuti midterm break haritu lah. almaklumlah i duduk rumah aja sepanjang hari.... (duduk rumah sepanjang hari????? bukan pergi lepak2 dengan encik blanket ke sepanjang hari??) ok ok i duduk rumah & makan masakan ibu terchenta yang sedap tu, dah makan masakan ibu, kenalah makan dengan nasi kan? memang lah badan i naik. tambahan pula makan coklat cadbury cookies fruit & nut tu setiap hari, kadang-kadang sehari boleh habis dua bungkus! pastu beli lagi, dapat free dari incik blanket lagi, memang makan je la keje kan?


last 2 weeks pergi kl suddenly sebab my sister-in law tak berapa sihat. jadi dapatlah mencuri masa pergi jumpa amad sekejap, tu pun sebab nak beli ink printer i yang dah habis berminggu-minggu. di sebabkan amad ada kawan yg ada kedai jual komputer ni, pergi la support member kan? sempat minum bersama kwn masa MGS dulu. duduk dekat-dekat je diorg.... **jeles!** hahaha.... sampai amad cakap "eh dah tembam lah...." aduhhh....lagi kecewa la i dengar.... si shikin tu maintain jekk....


pastu last wekk masa kat rumah i sengaja la try korset yang i beli kat lot 10 tahun lepas. try pakai, dah ketat sikit.... herrrmmmmm....camne neh??? see...dalam masa sebulan je i dah tambam dah....susah la camni....


tapi selasa haritu i dah pergi timbang kat tempat selalu i timbang (mana lagi kat klinik mmu lah).. tgk tak ada pulak berat badan i naik....cuma body shape je yang macam tembemm sket...

i wish bulan ramadhan ni kurus lah sikit....harap lah sangat.

merajuk, kecil hati, terasa hati, semualah ada!

oh sekarang i ni sangat sangat sangat sangat lah sensitif ok.i repeat, sangat sangat sangat sangat lah SENSITIP! kenapa ntah?? maca, semua benda yang i nak, tak dapat. sedangkan benda kecik je pun. ye lah, every thing's changing kan. contohnya macam dulu i boleh je ikut kawan i pergi makan kan, tiap-tiap malam kitorg g makan sama, tapi sekarang macam takde (bukan macam lagi, memang dah takde pun). sampai satu masa tu i rasa macam terhegeh-hegeh pulak nak ikut dia g makan sebab i lapar, so i offer la diri nak ikut dia g makan, ye lah i kan dah tak ada kawan nak makan sama...tapi respond nya macam agak mengecewakan...macam tak bagi ikut lah gitu....lebih kurang macam cakap "eh kitorg nak g makan kat sini, kat situ, pastu kitorg nak study...".... eh xpelah kan i ikut? kenapa i tak boleh makan kat situ ke? pelik kan? sebelum ni boleh je ikut....tak ada alasan apa-apa pun.


terasa lah jugak....apasal ntah macam dah x close sangat. dulu kalau nak g mana-mana, mestilah dia ajak kan. "eh u nak ikut tak? i nak g makan ni...siaplah..." takpun macam ni, "eh i nak g makan kul 10, jom lah."


tapi sekarang hampehhh....i je pulak yang tanya...."u g makan tak? i nak ikut boleh?" tapi kan macam yang i gtau lah tadi, dia macam nak taknak je....

takdelah, if dia memang rasa tak selesa kalau i ikut, atau dia memang taknak i ikut...cakap je lah straight, "weh, u takleh ikut i lah." haaaa kan senang gitu...takdelah i terasa-terasa cmni.


i try gak lah nak tell her face to face tapi macam tak tercakap pulak. ntah....macam feel uncomfortable gitu....ye lah dah tak close macam dulu.... nasib baik lah rumah parents dekat. boleh balik bila-bila masa je nak. kalau tak, mesti i sedih gila ba alip ba ya punya....


dan i rasa i sangat lah beruntung sebab still ada mereka yang sangat concern dengan i, even diorg jauh. yang paling concern sekali mestilah parents kan. sampai my dad suruh i berulang dari rumah ke campus masa bulan puasa nanti, asalkan anak dia boleh berbuka dan makan tanpa rasa kecik hati. hahahaha.... mr angelo yang tak lupa text hari-hari, sampai cakap "tak pe, aku kan ada".... rakan sekolah si Aaron yang sekarang berada di kota singa yang sanggup call i sampai berjam-jam... dan lan si kawan baru yang kenal semua ahli keluarga i kat masjid tanah sampai atuk nenek i pun dia kenal... classmate baru... jujue...& kawan-kawan yang masih mahu mendengar cerita-cerita mengarut i... tenkiu guys...kira i masih lagi berada di kalangan orang yang sangat beruntung. tak perlu nak mengeluh-mengeluh sebab tak ada kawan nak makan sama, atau tak ada kawan nak ajak g makan,atau takde kawan nak buat apa-apa langsung. (cehhh dah puas mengadu kat sini, baru la nak rasa beruntung.)


i bukan apa...tak biasa...tak biasa sorang-sorang...jdi siapa yang pernah melalui situasi seperti i ni, faham lah kot apa yang sedang i lalui sekarang.

hehehehehe bukan apa, saja nak melepaskan rasa ketidakpuashati yang terbuku di dalam diri.
jangan kecil-kecil hati!

Jatuh Cinta Lagik!

ya i fall in love lagi. right now dengan bassist Kings of Leon yang sangat mengancam ini! yeahhhhh!!!! si bassist itu yang sedang beraksi bersama gitar putihnya, berbaju kotak-kotak berdiri si sebelah kanan. oh dengan lagi sorang si vox yang sangat seksi, suara pun seksi gitu. lagunya pun seksi abes! especially bila sampai part dia nyanyi "use somebody" tu, memang la gegar jantung i dengar. huhuhu... dia mestilah yang berada di tengah-tengah tu kan. hensem kan mereka?
kalau i ada kuasa magis atau poket doraemon, i akan keluarkan pintu apa ntah nama dia, & pergi ke konsert dalam video ni dan culik si bassist dan vox! berangan jek :p




haiiiii kalau lah dapat boyfren mcm si bassist ni, mmg senyum je memanjang


ni semua influence dari amad la ni, dah dapat pinjam ipod dia,jumpa video seksi ni, mmg la i terpikat secara tak sengaja kan.

i fall in love with u dear :)

currently i really fall in love with this song. sangat sangat sangat ok!
well actully dah suka since tahun lepas, since dapat lagu-lagu depa dari miss azwin. but after tengok their video clip terus bertambah suke!





dan ini...







ps: nak jadi cantik macam liyana si vox tu boleh x?

kenapa la malas sgt ni???

i tak tahu dont know la kan kenapa sekarang ni malas sangat nak update blog. sedangkan i banyak je masa terluang sampai terbuang-buang...hehehehe....mungkin sebab tiada komen yang memberansangkan macam orang lain komen belog hanis zalikha yang cantik itu, atau sebab tiada banyak respond. sedih kan? takpe lah. i senang nanti i blog la apa-apa yang patut....

i dapat award...yayyy...!!!

ok, mula-mula dapat award dr azra...then dapat dari dilla. so....kita buat sekaligus la, boleh kan?



1st award from azra

azra

Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini

.sangat pandai. jeles.
. she's really good in baking. so do not stop ok dear?
. sangat organize.
. a very good company.
. she's going to graduate this weekend. congrats!



and from dilla :)






Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 5 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri .

• pemalas .
• ada 3 orang nephew yang cute & naughty .
• sangat sayang pada jingles nya .
• dulu suka shopping, sekarang duduk rumah je (sebab duit dah tak ada) .
• kuat jalan.
• lepas tu balik rumah tidur tak sedar diri.

Anda Perlu Memilih 3 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka

. farah: kami tak la close sangat sebab kami berlainan major. i marketing & dia HR. but i believe dia seorang yang sangat baik :)
. syafiq: he's one of my close friend yang berlainan jantina. who says different gender tak boleh jadi best friend?
. pinkjamboo: a blog friend of mine. she's a wife and a mother to a lovely girl :)

when i grow up

by looking at the title, i remembered during my primary school. every end of the academic year, the class teacher would asked, “ Juliana, what is you ambition?” this is a normal procedure for every pupils to fill in the report book. There were 3 columns for ambitions that the teacher has to fill in for his/her students.

My first answer would be the same every end of academic year. The other two depends on my interest at those times (biasalah masa kecil, semua tukar. Kejap nak jadi cikgu, kejap nak jadi bomba, nak jadi polis. Sebab tu je pekerjaan yg kita familiar kan).

During English Week, we had to write one words per week and stick it on our shirt. I was writing the words of my ambition with the picture of the object that I drew related to my ambition. See my obsession about this dream; how I’m really want to be like others who had successes in this job?

Actually no one knows about this dream. I hardly ever tell my friends about this because I think it is just an ambition during school (especially kawan-kawan kat campus la kan). As we grown up, we have exposed too many interest and jobs. Therefore my interest also keeps on changing with time.

Then one day, the TV station had announced about the open interview about this job. I’m not that excited but I just want to try (manalah tahu kot-kot dapat kan). I asked daddy can he send me to that open interview, he asked whether I really wants to go? I said yes, why not. Just want to take the experience going to an open interview.

To make my ambition become a career, I went for this interview to become what I want since I was in primary school last Saturday.

pictures will describe thousands of words. so describe it yourself!

ready to go!

we were lost, dad have to asked the limo driver how to go there

sampai!

woooo...memang ramai lah orang beratur kan.

see, ramai gila orang

ok, this interview has several stages. first, form was given to candidate, filled up the form.
then all the candidates have to measure their weight and height. female is between 156cm until 170cm if i'm not mistaken, whereas male have to be from 170cm until berapa ntah.if the candidate height wasn't follow the criteria, the candidate have to go home dengan perasaan kuciwa sangat-sangat.


ok lepas ukur tinggi and berat semua, we all have to queued up untuk ambil nombor giliran for the interview. i have to wait 1/2 and hour untuk duduk di kerusi sahaja yeh. untuk dapatkan nombor, i have to wait 1 hour. then the we have to passed the form to the person kat depan tu and gave them check whether cukup ke tak the requirement. for those who doesn't bring their SPM Cert, memang kena halau balik.

ok ni nombor giliran i, 570.

i have to waited another 3 hours before i went in into the room. ok before masuk dalam bilik to we have to wait lagi before nombor di panggil. during we were waiting in front of the room, the interviewer asked us to folded up lengan baju sapa-sapa yang panjang, he gave an instruction:

1. masuk aja dalam bilik senyum dan jalan. there will be 2 counter, so we have to go to one of the counter (they wanted to see how we walk)
   
2. then showed our hands to the interviewer
3. lastly they asked me to read the announcement given.
4. waited again in the other room for the result.

dan cuba teka, do i get to go to the next stage?

kawen dah?

i am preparing for my open interview tomorrow. untuk position apa? sila tungguuuuuuuuuuuuu........... hehehehehe... a lil bit nervous because this is my first time going for an open interview (even b4 this pernah g interview sorg2 masa lepas spm dulu). i assume there will be a lot of people there, who are more qualified, tall and beautiful than me (apa kena-mengena cantik dgn interview? ) dah lah lupa nak fotostat sijil-sijil semua, balik dr campus tadi boleh pulak relax-relax baca Tiga Dara Pingitan Vol. 4 yg dipinjam dr new housemate iaitu kak intan. ok-ok i wish everything will be fine tomorrow. wish me luck ye syg-syg ku. the post about the interview akan dicerita kemudian. now nak buat tag from azra. thanks azra! rindu gila nak buat tag.




1. How old are you?
# 22 tahun (sy tak perasan mcm azra yep, sy sedar diri :p )

2. Are you single?
# single & ready to mingle... weeee~~~~~!!!!

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
# mmmm......25 and above maybe?

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
# InsyaALLAH

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
# christiano ronaldo. haaaaa....FAHRIN AHMAD!

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
# ntah, havent think about it yet.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
#traditional wedding with a lot of butterfly motives gak. oh theme kaler nak off white!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
# mmm...... i think honeymoon will be at semua tempat! so my other side kena la kaki jln & kaki travel mcm i.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
# idk, around 500?

10. Will that include your exes?
# nope.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
# 3 jugak lah.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
# Evening, after Asr prayer.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
# lagu-lagu kawenla, takkan lagu raya pulak. cthnya "selamat pengantin baru".

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
# jwpn sama mcm azra. lgpun ada ke pengantin makan pakai tangan? malu dowh.

15. Champagne or red wine?
# orange juice! yg sunkist tu :)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
# i think days after wedding. mestilah penat kan pas kawen je terus nak g honeymoon.

17. Money or household items?
# Both :D

18. How many kids would you like to have?
# Allah yg tentukan.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
# perhaps.

19.1. Baju kahwin kaler? (soalan ni aku rasa azra yg tambah ni)
# off white during nikah, yg lain havent think it yet.

19.2. Kad kahwin?
# wahhh kad kawen skrg nak pilih mmg la rambang mata. buat sendiri je la kan?

19.3 Wedding gift?
# wedding gift ni hantaran ke apa? i rasa nak bg my future husband ipod la, dgn nikon dslr, i nak handbag coach. hehehehehe....

19.4 Kameraman?
# lagi lah tak decide kan.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
# aqilah, farah, dilla!

Just Another Day...

pagi-pagi sudah bangun, mahu pergi hantar sandwich & sardin roll dia Jln Hang Tuah.
penat sebenarnya, malam around pukul 8 lebih dah start buat sandwich & sardin roll, pukul 11 lebih baru siap. esoknya pagi dah kena bangun nak goreng sardin roll, then pergi hantar ke 2 kedai; satu di Maybank Jln Hang Tuah (yang dekat dengan Subaidah, depan HSBC), satu lagi di foodcourt Mara, tempat selalu student UiTM breakfast.

sandwiches

sardine rolls

but now i've decided to stop supplying the sandwiches and sardin rolls sebab tak ada untung. besides aku sudah malas mahu pinjam kereta kepunyaan bapa, kang apa-apa jadi susah. betul tak? takpe ayah wait until i get a good job then i'll buy the new car for you, your car tu bagi julie je yeh? (cehhh berangan...).


after that i went to McD Dataran Pahlawan for breakfast (alone okayyhhhh....!!! can u imagine how lonely i am???? ). i took Fillet O Fish sambil membaca suratkhabar Metro.

Jingles always at my side

McD's Breakfast Set

Kemudian berjalan-jalan di dalam Dataran Pahlawan & mencuba baju di FOS. hajat di hati mahu membeli seluar slack MNG sebab tengah sale (seluar tu simpanan akan datang ye, bukan untuk bazir-bazir) tetapi memandangkan keadaan kewangan tidak mengizinkan jadi terpaksa la belek-belek sahaja. selepas itu ke MagicBoo di Melaka Raya & membeli powder face mask 1 botol yang sangat la besar (tak ada saiz lain, tu je yang ada). oh ini perlu sebab muka dah teruk sikit, pori-pori semakin nampak sebab pergi buat facial.harga pada i sangat la berbaloi sebab botol besar tu boleh pakai sampai 3 tahun akan datang ( tu kalau i yang pakai lah kan).

hahhhhhhhh sangat lah sedih hidup sorang-sorang ni. tapi si amad cakap sampai bila nak bergantung pada orang je, betul tak? betul betul betul. nanti dah kerja hidup sorang gak. wish i could survive until January. sikit je lagi.







ohhhhh rindu ini budak lil precious. bila boleh jumpa & bermain bersama lagi?

Home Sweet Home

tadi pergi letak sikit barang di rumah sewa baru....



sekarang ni rasa sangat berat mahu berpindah ke rumah sewa baru...kenapa?



sebab....








i'm gonna miss my mummy & daddy... sudah sebati driving everyday from masjid tanah to campus, even though its a lil bit tired for me, but i'm happy 'cause i can see their faces everyday.

i gain weight 'cause i eat my mom's cook everyday, & i'm sure i gonna miss that too.

i'll miss my time with daddy going to shop mart every night to buy some stuffs for tomorrow's dishes.

i'll miss watching tv with mummy everyday. chat with her about angelo, and her babbling.

i'll miss the feeling "cant wait to go home" after i finish my classes.

should i just stay here with my parents and drive all day to campus?



but... it's hard. why? i have to travel 45 minutes approximately to campus everyday, then go home. i have class from 7.45pm till 10.30pm on tuesday, i have to send sandwiches every morning, i have to attend my assignment meetings at night (sometimes until late night), and many more responsibilities as a student that i have to do.



sabar lah hati, once i got a job, i'll ask them to stay with me. if they refuse, paksaan akan digunakan. yeah~~



love u mom & dad. [anak manja kan...]