and now i'm regret...

i went to MAS Cabin Crew open interview at MAS Academy yesterday...
i arrived around 9.15am and my number is 652...
too many people brings the same dreams and wants as me; to become a stewardess for the "WOLRD'S BEST CABIN STAFF" and one of the first class airlines in the world.



before the first stage where i have to measure my height and fill up the form, i've waited for approximately 4 hours. i did met a new friends, shira from greenwood and her friend. however her friend did not pass the height level. so me and shira go on until the next level.

the next level, we waited in the audio room (or its like a lecture room too) and fill up the form. i did put the name of MAS staff that i know; he's the one who looking for stewardess. he is my neighbour's brother.


after waited again from 12.45 until 3.15pm, my name was announced to go to the interview room...and i have to wait again. in front of me there are around 15 people who were waiting to be called in enter the room.

however i dont know why i am so stupid yesterday...i just went to the interview only for half way... i heard the other candidates talking about the interview and the stages we have to go through. suddenly i felt my confident level decrease soo fast. too many things in my mind that time. my final exam, my study, my leg (they did check the legs if there any scars or anything in the grooming stage), my hand (i got scar in the finger), and i felt sooo tired waiting for my turn. suddenly i went out from the waiting room and met my dad outside of the academy and i said to him "daddy, i fail the interview" without trying my luck at all... i dont know where the hell of my confident goes that time. i just thinking about my exam. and i told everybody that i fail the interview. i lied to everyone.

i told my friends about this, they said that i'm stupid. i can wait for 600 people but why i cant wait for another 15? plus i have known someone who are working in MAS, its a big opportunity for me to pass the interview. after they said all that, i cried. i called amad and i cried so hard. because i'm so regret with my decision to just go home without trying yesterday.


abg, if u read this, pls dont tell mummy and daddy about this. i dont want them to be sad because of my stupidness. they were insist want me to go for the interview even though i'm in final exam week. i will try again next year. i promise. and i will never give up.