Attempt Suicide at PPR Lembah Pantai/Kerinchi

I was in my brother's house at Pantai Dalam just now, my dad have several things need to settle down. It was happened around pukul 1, time azan zohor dari surau di bawah blok D berkumandang. I was in the kitchen helping my sister in-law prepared for lunch, suddenly we heard someone scream from outside of the window.

I looked out the window and I saw a man was trying to attempt suicide. Sebelah kaki dah terkeluar, tinggal lagi satu kaki je. That guy was hanging on the tiang dekat tangga at 16^th floor, same level dengan my brother’s house. See guys, 16^th floor ok. Kalau jatuh tu berkecai otak.

I just sempat snap some pictures with my handphone Jingles. Nak zoom pun limit jek. Dalam hati menyesal sebab tak bawa camera yang memang selalu di sisi.

I tengok bawah, memang ramai dah orang kat bawah waiting what will happen next. Yang dekat-dekat dengan that guy pun ada dalam 7-8 orang. At stair level 15^th, 4-5 people were waiting with their hands trying to catch that guy if that guy falls down atau terlepas dari pegang tiang. Tapi polis still belum sampai, I panic takut kot-kot dia terjun kang tak pasal-pasal I menyesal sebab tak try call polis awal-awal. I terus called 911 ( eceehhh ingat ni kat over the sea ka? ) ehh silap I called 999 and report. Dalam 5 minit 1 kereta peronda polis sampai di bawah, and tak lama lepas tu bomba sampai.

Then 2-3 bomba & polis yang ada naik ke tingkat di mana lelaki itu bergantung. maybe after lepas sedikit sesi menenangkan si lelaki, ramai-ramai datang menghampiri lelaki tersebut dan menarik tangan beliau. akhirnya lelaki itu terselamat dari cubaan membunuh diri.

lelaki terbabit di bawa turun kemudian masuk ke dalam van bomba. dari amatan I, dia macam pengsan atau purak-purak pengsan i pun tak tahulah kan sebab ramai orang yang angkat dia masuk ke dalam van.



dari sesi temuramah dengan makcik jiran sebelah rumah, lelaki terbabit adalah seorang bangsa melayu. beliau mengalami kekecewaan frust menonggeng dengan kekasihnya yang sudah mempunyai lelaki lain. dan kekasihnya tinggal sama blok dengan blok abang saya.



Sekian sahaja berita dari Miss Jules untuk hari ini. Jumpa anda lagi di siaran berita akan datang.


Tenkiu menkiu.



Oh nasihat dari I, janganlah cuba membunuh diri. Tambahan lagi dari situasi tadi, azan zohor sedang berkumandang tetapi lelaki tersebut masih tidak mendapat cahaya hidayah untuk berhenti dari cubaan membunuh diri. Ingat tuhan. Ada hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku. Amin.

and now i'm regret...

i went to MAS Cabin Crew open interview at MAS Academy yesterday...
i arrived around 9.15am and my number is 652...
too many people brings the same dreams and wants as me; to become a stewardess for the "WOLRD'S BEST CABIN STAFF" and one of the first class airlines in the world.



before the first stage where i have to measure my height and fill up the form, i've waited for approximately 4 hours. i did met a new friends, shira from greenwood and her friend. however her friend did not pass the height level. so me and shira go on until the next level.

the next level, we waited in the audio room (or its like a lecture room too) and fill up the form. i did put the name of MAS staff that i know; he's the one who looking for stewardess. he is my neighbour's brother.


after waited again from 12.45 until 3.15pm, my name was announced to go to the interview room...and i have to wait again. in front of me there are around 15 people who were waiting to be called in enter the room.

however i dont know why i am so stupid yesterday...i just went to the interview only for half way... i heard the other candidates talking about the interview and the stages we have to go through. suddenly i felt my confident level decrease soo fast. too many things in my mind that time. my final exam, my study, my leg (they did check the legs if there any scars or anything in the grooming stage), my hand (i got scar in the finger), and i felt sooo tired waiting for my turn. suddenly i went out from the waiting room and met my dad outside of the academy and i said to him "daddy, i fail the interview" without trying my luck at all... i dont know where the hell of my confident goes that time. i just thinking about my exam. and i told everybody that i fail the interview. i lied to everyone.

i told my friends about this, they said that i'm stupid. i can wait for 600 people but why i cant wait for another 15? plus i have known someone who are working in MAS, its a big opportunity for me to pass the interview. after they said all that, i cried. i called amad and i cried so hard. because i'm so regret with my decision to just go home without trying yesterday.


abg, if u read this, pls dont tell mummy and daddy about this. i dont want them to be sad because of my stupidness. they were insist want me to go for the interview even though i'm in final exam week. i will try again next year. i promise. and i will never give up.