quote of the day

love is...
what makes a strong me become weak,
my good time become bad,
an easy things become tough.


it comes all in an instance.

pengajaran hidup?

selama aku hidup hampir 21 tahun, 11 bulan & 10 hari ni, aku dapat banyak pengajaran hidup. walaupun sebelum ni aku buat-buat tak tahu je dengan benda tu semua, sekarang baru aku sedar.

1. why should i care about what people say when people don't actually understand my situation.

2. don't be too good to people, because you'll get shit in return.

kenapa aku cakap macam ni? pengalaman... ia banyak mengajar aku. untuk terus fikir pasal diri sendiri dulu, baru fikir pasal orang lain. selfish? lantak lah. siapa lagi yang nak fikir pasal aku kalau bukan aku sendiri, iya dak? sebab selama ni aku sibuk-sibuk fikir pasal orang lain dulu, baru la nak fikir hati aku.

he's an angel

he always have a solution every time i have problem
he always have a good answer every time i ask nonsense things
he always there for me when there is no one wants to be with me
he always wipe my tears when i cry like there's no tomorrow
he always have trust in me when i dont even trust myself
he always give his full support in everything i do
he always make me feel calm when i'm stress
he always give an advice when i need one
he always lend his shoulders to cry on
he always fill my day with sunshine
he brings the light when it is dark


he always worry about the crazy things that i did
he always get headache because of the stupid things that i've done
he always get migraine because of the stupid things that i said

he, the angel of mine.
& i'm very glad that he is mine.
day after day, months after months,
he always there, he always care.


thanks for being such a nice, close friend.
thanks for saying "that's friend for".
thanks for be there for me.

when i miss you...

when i miss you...
i go to the places that we had gone to
i drink your favourite drinks
i eat your favourite food
i sing your favourite songs
i listen to the songs that u used to sang to me, over and over again
i watch the movies that we had watched
i talk just like the way u talked
i remember the time that we spent together
i look at your pictures
i read all your messages




i miss you so much...
these are the ways that can make me feel close to you
even you're not with me anymore.

tagged from azwin

++aPe yG peNtinG dlM hiDup kAmu??++
• there's a lot of things that so important to me in this life. such as parents, myself, my goals, the things that i need to achieve, so many things until it cant be listed here.

++aPE bnDe tEraKhiR yG anDa bLi nGAn duIt Sndr??++
• white night gown at jusco

++diMAnAkAh tMpT imPiAN pErkAhwiNAn aNDa??++
• do i have a dream wedding? because i cant think any of it right now. supposely at home, or maybe in the hall or something. but the main purpose of wedding is to gather both side of families. so we need bigger space for that.

++bRApe LAme hBgN kMu bErkEkalAn??++
• secara purata hbgn dgn all ex bfs are around 1 to 2 years. hehehehe.... dgn all my friends alhamdulillah, sampai skrg. i still hv a friend since we were standard 3.

++adAkAH aNda sDg diLamUn CinTA??++
• yep. i'm in love with my jingles; my nokia 5800 xpress music =]

++diMAnAkaH rEstoRAn tEraKHir KaMu mKn mLm??++
• i dont know the name of that restaurant, but the location is at DUYUNG, also known as DAMAI among my friends.

++DiMAnAkH bUku tErAKhir KAmu Bli??++
• MMU BOOKSTORE

++NaMe PenUh ANdA++
• will not let u know unless u ask yourself. for security reason :)

++KaMu LbiH SnG nGAn AYh oR mAk++
•ya its depends on the situation. if its about education or anything involve with money or future, dad is always the best. but if its about feelings or "kondisi diri", mom will more understand my situation. both of them are great actually.

++NAmAkAN SesEoRg yG kAMu NAk jmPE sGT++
• to many to be listed here. but one of them is my angel. we did not spend much time lately due to our busyness.


++8 ShbT yG rapAt NGAn Anda++
• ya most of them are close to me but because the question just need 8 answers, so i just write 8.
1. amad (the closes friend at the moment, he's more than just a friend)
2. azra
3. syafiq
4. erin
5. subba
6. zetty
7. azwin
8. hajar


++Adakah KAmu mEnCuci PakAiaN SndR??++
• washing machine did the work all the time. but because of "kerosakan" washing machine, so my two hands did wash all my clothes.

++TmpT yG SEroNok KAmu iNgIn pErgi++
• to many to be listed.

++5 BnDE TntG oRG yg TAg KAmu++
• she's a classmate, ex-roomate, ex-housemate, and a good friend, we were very close before but since last trimester we're not always together because of diffrerent assignment group and we both busy with our own things.
1. clumsy [sometimes, especially when she has problem]
2. love her preciouscabella (i think i spell it correctly)
3. very nice person
4. orangnya kecik aja, cute.
5. and very fair skin

++8 PErkArA yG di GiLAi++
• u mean the things that drive me crazy or i'm crazy with those things?
1. having a lot of money
2. shopping (i'm a shopaholic)
3. cant wait to finish my study & have my own career
4. honda civic type-R (when can i get 1?)
5. Kuala Lumpur, city full of sins (i can get what i want here, with cheaper price with nice things)
6. cute stuffs, i want to collect them all but money is always a major problem
7. myspace? (i online everyday except when there's no internet connection)
8. Mini Cooper (i cant stop staring at it on the road, i just love it so much!)


++PeLUkAN oR CiuMAn??++
• hug can make me melt :) kiss can make me feel the love. but hug is usually make me feel calm

++8 buAH BukU yG bRu dibaCe++
• i dont read book so much
1. strategic marketin g text book(have to analyze the case studies every week)
2. skin deep by catherine berry (bought it since january)
3. e-commerce text book
4. apartment; the new 1st edition deco magazine (i read it at tesco just now, after i had lunch with dad)
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -

++8 LgU yG boLEh dGR b'UlaNg KAli++
• ya i love to listen to the song that i like many many times
1. from the inside by linkin park
2. easier to run by linkin park
3. i miss you by incubus
4. the kill by 30 seconds to mars
5. kasidah cinta by dewa 19
6. stay by estrella
7. more than words by extreme
8. careless whisper by wham

++nAk tAG 8 oRg++

• will let them know later. i dont feel like want to tag anyone right now.