Zoeey Deschanelayah, tak tahu kenapa julie rindu sangat kat ayah.
kasihan ayah, mencari rezeki sampai jatuh sakit semata-mata untuk memenuhi kehendak anakmu ini. i wanna go home, to spend all my time with u....pergi minum di padang, makan roti canai & minum teh ais, berbual pasal hari-hari yang julie lalui di kampus, beritahu future plan, cerita masalah dengan assigment dan tugasan yang semakin banyak, tapi... i have a lot of work here...i'm so sorry ayah.
ayah,
i promise to u that i'll do my best in everything.
in my study, in my life.
i do it all just for u, and our family.
i promise to u that i'll make u guys happy, & jadikan hidup kita lebih senang dari sekarang. tak lama lagi ayah, lagi setahun lebih insyaALLAH julie akan grad & dapat kerja yang baik. masa tu ayah dah tak payah penat-penat kerja lagi. julie akan cari duit extra untuk tanggung family kita. because i know nowadays our cost of living is getting higher and higher.
ayah,
jaga diri elok-elok.
jangan lupa makan ubat & rehat.
ayah kerja kuat sangat sampai tak ada masa nak rehat. weekend pun kerja.
kadang-kadang i feel bored everytime u're not at home. but what to do, u have to find money for us. its ok, tak lama lagi ayah boleh duduk saja di rumah. tak payah kerja kuat lagi. kan julie dah janji bila julie kerja nanti ayah hanya perlu pergi hantar & ambil cucu-cucu ayah di sekolah? dan hari minggu kita pergi jogging dan main badminton?
cakap pasal badminton, dah lama kita tak main badminton kan? dulu masa julie kecil kita selalu main badminton di rumah kita di senaling. abang pun main sekali. kali terakhir kita main badminton rasanya awal tahun ni. berapa bulan dah tu.
ayah,
thanks a lot. u're wonderful dad! julie ingat dulu, masa tu in the middle of the night, i know u're sleep. but i cant think of anything that time because i'm too stressed with my coming exam. i called u, thank god u're still awake. ayah tengah tengok midnight news. julie mengadu pada ayah yang julie takut sangat nak exam financial accounting. sebab julie takut fail lagi. tp ayah cakap, janganlah takut, kalau dah fail nak buat macam mana kan. masa tu julie lega sangat sebab dapat support dari ayah. dan alhamdulillah i passed that paper =]
ayah,
masa tak ada seorang pun yang support julie, ayah ada untuk bagi semangat. ingat masa mula-mula julie nak masuk study dulu. masa tu julie tengah urut pinggang ayah. ayah tanya, kau nak belajar mana ni. sebab masa tu dapat dua offer, dari MMU dan KPTM Bangi collaborate dengan UITM untuk diploma. julie cakap julie ambil yang KPTM je lah. murah pun murah. satu sem cuma seribu lebih saja. tp ayah tetap berkeras nak julie masuk MMU, sebab dekat. senang ayah nak tengok. julie kata tak payah lah ayah, kan mahal. lagi pun masa tu abang & mak suruh masuk poli, murah. kemudian ayah cakap, ala...tak payah la dengar cakap diorang. kan ayah yang keluar duit. lagi sekali julie dapat support dari ayah. dan sekarang julie belajar di tempat pilihan ayah. sedikit bangga sebab julie dengar cakap ayah.
tapi,
julie ni anak yang degil juga.
sangat degil.
ingat tak bulan julai hari tu? ayah ajak julie pergi rumah nek busu sebab ada masak-masak, nak bincang pasal kenduri kahwin abg ijal. julie malas nak pergi sebab nak tidur.jadi ayah pergi dengan mak.
julie bangun nak minum air, tapi nampak banyak sangat cawan dan gelas di sinki. julie nak basuh, capai satu gelas yang kotor tu, masukkan tanga ke dalam gelas dan pranggg...!!!! gelas tu pecah. tangan julie luka. banyak darah keluar. sakit sangat! julie sampai menangis sebab takut tengok luka yang besar dan darah yang banyak. juli call ayah beritahu, menangis-nangis (anak manja ayah lah katakan). ayah marah, siapa suruh main kaca? mana ada julie main kaca ayah, julie basuh gelas then gelas tu pecah. ayah macam malas nak layan anak yang degil ni. julie menagis je, ingat ayah macam tak heran kat julie. tapi tak lama tu ayah & mak sampai rumah, mak terus masuk bilik tengok. mak ajak pergi klinik. ayah bising, tu lah, degil lagi. lain kali mana ayah ajak pergi, ikut. jangan degil.
1 pengajaran yang julie belajar. julie akan dengar cakap ayah, takkan degil lagi. dan parut yang ada di jari telunjuk kanan ni akak selalu membuatkan julie ingat pada ayah, pada kedegilan julie. ini satu kelebihan juga, sebab ia membuatkan julie takkan lupa pada ayah.
ayah,
julie sangat sayang pada ayah.
lebih dari segalanya di dunia ini.
julie sanggup korbankan apa saja untuk ayah.
sanggup korbankan hidup julie sendiri.
i promise u ayah.
Gemuk Girls is the third play from TNS following 2006's Fundamentally Happy and last year's Good People that explores the fundamentals of text and of realism by scrutinising pressing issues that affect society today.
Gemuk Girls follows the seemingly normal lives of a mother, Kartini, and her daughter Juliana who, together make a very unlikely mother-daughter pair, one loud and overbearing, the other strait-laced and on the threshold of entering politics. Together, they are the Gemuk Girls and proud of it. Their whole world is taken for a spin when they receive shocking news about Kartini’s father who had been arrested and detained during the 1960s. From then on, the floodgates of the family’s emotional past are thrown open.
The play creates more questions than answers, causing us to probe into our own lives and create a connection between ourselves and the characters. Can a family truly survive as they struggle to reconcile the past with the present? Can the ghosts of the past affect the future?
As with other plays by The Necessary Stage, Gemuk Girls seeks to challenge audiences to re-examine the status quo and their preconceptions, and in doing so, presents possibilities for new interpretations and understanding.
After a sold out run in Singapore, The Necessary Stage’s (TNS) Gemuk Girls will be staged at the Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre’s (KLPac) Pentas 2, Jalan Strachan in Kuala Lumpur from today till Sunday. Showtime is 8.30pm (with weekend shows at 3pm).
The provocative new piece from the award-winning director-playwright pairing of Alvin Tan and Haresh Sharma follows the seemingly normal lives of a mother, Kartini, and her daughter Juliana who, together make a very unlikely mother-daughter pair – one loud and overbearing, the other straight-laced and on the threshold of entering politics. However, their whole world turns topsy-turvy after hearing shocking news about Kartini’s father.
Leading the cast are Aidi “Alin” Mosbit, Najib Soiman and Siti Khalijah.
Tickets are priced at RM35 (adults) and RM20 (students, seniors and the disabled).[and i just paid rm20 :) ]
but, the pictures will be uploaded later cause i've a lot of things to be done.
I haven’t sleep yet, spending a whole night doing this lovely FYP. How I can stay up until this
early morning? Per’l Café premix coffee drink with kacip fatimah accompany me & made me feel
energetic. I wish I can finish all these things by tomorrow, and can show it to Mdm Zaharah in
time.
seven collar t-shirt was on the stage
I just need him to understand me,
After the year that we’ve go through together.
I just need him to understand me,
My need & wants.
I just need him to understand me,
My behavior, my attitude, and myself.
I just need him to understand me,
What I did everyday, with my mates, or where ever I go.
I just need him to understand me,
In Everything.
So please understand me.
hey people!
there's a charity concert in MMU Malacca.
pls come & support.
enjoy the concert & donate at one fell swoop.
well, as i'm still very new with this blogs' stuffs, i've been tagged! by a.r.c.
thanx dude!
disebabkan i just finished my slide show for tomorrow's presentation, so i will answer all these Qs.
ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- sudah semestinya tinggalkan dia. yah thats me.
TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- jadi org yg terkaya di dunia?
THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- i wont tell u here.
FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
- jwpn sy sama mcm a.r.c
FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
- maybe... i'm in love with my best friend right now! he used to be my best friend b4, & now he is my bf.
SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- both
SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- its depends...but i dont wanna wait for so long.
EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- i'll pray for his happiness
NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- an actor, for instance...mmm....sapa ek?
TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- i will not. thanx.
ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- have my own business. ya i'm thinking to have a small business right now.
TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- mummy & daddy xde...i dont know how i'm going to survive without them.
THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-intelligent :)
FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- i prefer to be single & rich :)
FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- baca doa bangun tido
SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- nope
SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- lelaki yg fhm sy & akan lyn kerenah sy yg kdg2 gila ni.
EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- depends... sy keras hati sket.
NINETEEN.
Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-i dont know...because its complicated sometimes.
TWENTY. List 5 people to tag
1. Azra
2. Azwin
3. Kerin si housemate
4. najib upg
5. kak mala
alhamdulillah....muet exam is over....
I just finish my reading, writing & listening paper just now. Speaking paper had finished on Tuesday morning. For me, its quite tough. Plus its new format. We are the first batch of candidates with the new formats. The different between the old format & the new one is in listening & writing paper. Before this, listening just has to circle the answer. Its so easy I think compare to the question that I had answered just now. We have to fill in the blanks & paraphrase the words because they just need not more than 3-5 words for the answer.
For writing, we have 2 questions & we need to answer booth. The second question is we have to write more than 350 words. Ya i repeat 350 words. But alhamdulillah its easier for me. I can get the points & know what to write. The question is “People are more materialistic. They are concerned with making more money and what money can buy. What is your opinion on being materialistic? U should write at least 350 words.”
Ok. My opinion was I am disagreeing. All my points show the negative side of being materialistic & the effects of become materialistic.
mmmm….i know my English is not so good so I hope that I don’t have any grammatical errors because I was trying so hard to made the simplest sentence so that I’m not doing any mistake. Well, just wait for the result.
oh ya....after the first paper which is reading, azwin & i went to kedai kuning to have some breakfast. i'm so hungry & sleepy. & u know wait? i take a nap 3 times in exam hall. hahaha...because i'm so sleepy. thank God i have enough time to answer all the Qs :)
** continue**
azra & her bf khei asked me out that night. they planned to wacth madagascar 2; escape to africa. we went to MBO to check the tickets, & the show is at 12midnight. its still early that time, around 9 something. khei drove to d restaurant at duyong. they had their dinner, i'm just eat keropok because i'm on diet 
hahaha its quite surprising. after they had their dinner we went to eyes on malaysia at malacca town. omg its so beautiful. d view at night is more beautiful compare to daytime.
me & azra
azra bg cupcakes....sgt sedap tau!! ya ia sbg 1 penghargaan pd kami serumah sbb dia stay sini while waiting for her housemates balik. kami study MUET sama2 walaupun xtau nak study ape....huhuhu....
cupcakes azra sgt sedap....vanila+strawberry cream inside d cupcakes.... & i really ♥ the cream on its top....sgt sedap ok! azra mmg pandai masak cake. before this she made a chocolate cakes. nnti bg cake kat i lg ok! hehehe...thanx again 
saturday & sunday, 1st & 2nd nov 2008.
sy & azwin telah ke kl untuk pergi ke bijou bazaar di ASWARA. abg la yang sibuk ajak, & sy mengajak azwin pergi sama. kami naik bas dr masjid tanah dlm kul 8.15am, then sampai pudu around 10.30am. naik lrt smpai opis abg & abg pick us up at his office. terus ke bijoubazaar di aswara.sebenarnya pada ari tu ada eco film fest. mcm2 booth & activity yg ada.life performance by one buck shot pun ada gak just x sempat nk tgk je.
azwin at front door
us, with kak shereen. one of our favourite. crdit to abg for this picca.
kak shereen's booth
abg bought me this :)ok then abg drop me & azwin at pertama & we walked to the nearest monorail station. kami menuju ke bb utk lunch.
kami lunch di station kopitiam. sy order menu yg biasa, ikan pari set & watermelon juice. sama dgn azwin tp dia minum coke.
abes mkn kami ke pavilion. jln2 saja.
kemudian ke lowyat utk survey nikon d60. lebih murah dr harga di melaka. siap dpt tripod lg. tp lum decide mau beli. slps itu kami ke cm sbb masa mula2 smpai kl tadi ada nmpk banner handphone sale kat dpn cm tu. otw ke cm terjumpa 2 mmuians; sorgnya our classmate subjek marketing communication & marketing management. masa jln2 dlm cm terjumpa lak my ex-classmate masa kat skolah dulu; alan. borak2 dgn dia jap. balik umah abg dlm kul 6pm.
esoknya kami kuar dr umah kul 12.30. naik bas ke cm. kononnya mau simpan beg di situ & jln2. tp malangnya tpt simpan beg tu dh xde. terpaksa la kami menapak ke pudu utk simpan beg. dh simpan beg kami ke masjid india & jalan sampai pertama. saja jalan2 tgk tudung. sebelum balik, sy sempat beli jam di kedai jam bwh sogo tu. sbb tali jam hadiah dr ayah tu dh agak teruk. tambahan ada offer lg. so sy beli :)
sy sgt hepi sbb sy ada jam baru 
Monday. 27th october 2008
Esoknya pula saya & kak mala plan nak pergi mandi air terjun di sagil, malangnya plan itu dibatalkan. Jadi kami tukar plan & ke Bandar melaka untuk berjalan lagi.
Kami ke dataran pahlawan melaka megamall, iaitu mall yang paling baru di melaka (tak la besar mana pun sebenarnya). Kami keluar rumah pukul 11pagi, then g amek kak zura & terus pergi. Di sebabkan hari itu cuti am untuk deepavali, jadi ada hiasan kolum di center court of dpmm.
Kami lunch di johny’s.
Kemudian kami masuk ke butik nichii yang baru buka di depan restoran johny’s. nichii adalah butik pakaian perempuan, banyak menjual dress & casual wear.& guess what, we found this very unique shade. Tak ada glass, Cuma stripes.
Kemudian kami berjalan-jalan lagi dan terjumpa fish spa tidak jauh dari center court.
Kami pun decide untuk mencuba fish spa yang berharga rm20 untuk ½ jam. Saya tak pernah
ni tgh on phone dgn ahmad faizal Habis saja setengah jam di fish spa, kami pun ke car park untuk pulang. Dalam perjalanan pulang, kami berhenti di atas fly over berhampiran dengan hotel holiday inn untuk mengambil gambar EYES ON MALAYSIA yang sedang dalam proses pemasangan.
Inilah saja kisah hari minggu saya yang sangat seronok.
Di sini saya ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkan terima kasih pada kak mala yang sudi membawa saya berjalan-jalan. Sayang akak! Nanti kita g KL lak k? terima kasih juga kepada pembaca yang sudi mebaca kisah yang agak panjang ini.
