married?

sekarang ni memang musim kenduri kahwin. boleh dikatakan setiap minggu ada saja kenduri kahwin. aku bukan nak cerita yang aku dah nak kahwin atau pengalaman aku di kenduri-kenduri kahwin yang aku pergi. tapi, nak cerita yang ramai juga kawan-kawan yang sama umur dengan aku kahwin, nak bertunang, nak merisik dalam masa terdekat ni.

when i met my friends last week in KL, most of them are going to engage and some of them are getting married this year. The first thing that came out in my mind is, woooo….they’re getting married or engage soon. I’m happy for them, congrats. But me, I’m still single. Hehehehe…

I’m not feeling sad because I’m single or not going to have a serious relationship at the moment, but, I don’t know. I don’t know what I feel actually.

The true is I’m quite phobia having a relationship with guys right now. Why I say so? It’s because of my experience with many unsuccessful relationships before this.

Ya I am in a relationship with a guy right now, but I still feel insecure and not confident with myself. I don’t want to get hurt anymore. Even we’re not planning to getting married or talk about marriage but deep inside my heart I did pray for my happiness and have a good life with the love one. We have a lot of responsibilities towards our family. I’m the only hope for my family to have a better life. Plus, I and he are not in the serious relationship but we feel comfortable with each other. For a mean time, I think it’s more than enough for us. We try our best to take care of the relationship that we have right now.

In addition, I do have plan in my life. To have a bright future and better life. Having a car, house, my own business and a stable life before I get married. Even my ex-boyfriend did propose me to engage but I’m not ready yet. Just like I mention earlier, I’m not confident with myself.

Well this is just my opinion and my feeling about getting married or engage. Sometimes I do feel like “bestnya dah nak tunang, dah nak kahwin”, but I’m afraid that I can’t give full commitment when I’m in the next stage.

Aku hanya boleh cakap. Tapi takdir semua tuhan yang tentukan. Just like Gha said to me, “ntah-ntah kau yang kahwin dulu. Mana tau tetiba terjumpa lelaki lain then terus je lelaki tu ajak kahwin”. I agree with her.

for those who are going to getting married soon, here are the website that can help you to have a very beautiful invitation card. http://www.jinjangpelamin.com/kadkahwin/

hollywood holiday

I just finish my midterm holiday last week; from 23^rd March 09 until 27^th March 09. In that one week given, I did a lot of things, one of them are collecting data for my final year project, study foundation of finance, study e-commerce, and finish up reading skin deep novel.

These are my first plan before the midterm break was started. However during midterm break,

20^th March, Friday

I went home. My cousins; Shena and Hafiz picked me up because my dad has a work in KL and he might be late.

We ate McDonald at Ayer Keroh before we went home.

me, hafiz & shena

21^st March, Saturday

My parents and I went to KL around 12pm. The main reason why I want to go to KL is meet my ex-schoolmates and ask them to answer my questionnaire for my Final Year Project. After we had lunch at my brother’s house in Pantai Dalam, I met Hajar at her house. Her house is just in front of Mid Valley.

me and Hajar

Then around 5pm I went to Amad’s house at Batu Caves. I did my asar at his house and then he brought me to famous makan place in Setapak for our “minum petang”. I ate char kuey tiow and he ate nasi lemak. Then we went home.

22^nd March, Sunday

I met Anida at her house for my FYP then I went to KLCC alone. Amad picked me up there. While waiting for Amad at bus stop near to Avenue K, I saw vox from The Friday band; Acap . Say hi to him. Amad brought me to Bukit Bintang, and we went to Sg. Wang and Pavilion.

23^rd March, Monday

Balik Melaka!

24^th March, Tuesday

Met Gha at UiTM Lendu and gave her 10 copies of my questionnaire.

25^th March, Wednesday

Went to Shena’s salon.

Aman, a friend from high school called me and told me that he’s at King Hotel. He wants to “lepak” with me and Gha tomorrow night.

26^th March, Thursday

I fetched Gha at UiTM Lendu. We went to Carrefour and met Aman at King Hotel.

Gave Gha another 10 copies of questionnaire. Thanks a lot Gha!

me, Gha and Aman

strategic management midterm exam and final year project questionnaire

Strategic management exam is tonight, from 8pm till 9pm.
I did finish up read all the chapters but I don’t remember anything that I read. Sad huh?
(redha saja dengan exam malam ni)

The time now is 1650, 3hours more before exam.

I’m not worry about midterm exam actually. What is the main thing played in my head right now is my final year project. i did print out the questionnaire 5times, but I still didn’t not satisfied. A lot of errors such as numbers and missing questions. That’s why I have to reprint it. Other than that, all my friends have distribute their questionnaire, but me, I still haven’t photocopy the questionnaire & I don’t know when I will go to photocopy mine and distribute it.

In addition, I did think about asking a favor from my schoolmates to help me fill in the questions. I told my dad that I’m going to KL to meet my schoolmates for my FYP this Saturday. He gave me his permission. In fact, my midterm break is next week, so I can make use of my midterm break with my FYP.

Besides, I haven’t met my schoolmates for a long time because I’m the only one who stays in Malacca after I finished my high school in Bangsar. The others are still in KL.

Wish me luck for my midterm exam tonight and my Final Year Project.

I hope everything will go smoothly.

flea market; one of the reasons why i miss my life in KL

flea market is like a trend nowadays.
there's a lot of flea market especially in KL. for instance, Bijou Bazaar, few flea market at amcorp mall, PJ, night flea market at cheras and danau kota, and many more.

i've been there a few times before. we can find a lot of attractive stuffs there.

for bijou bazaar, people who are earn money through their online boutique especially blogspot did their offline business here, by building their brands and find their customer database, to create an awareness to customers about their online boutique. many of the seller here sell apparels and accessories especially for girls.



compare to flea market in amcorp mall, their focus more on home decor stuffs, books, old posters, old cassettes and cds, and old records. their target market also different because most of the customers are working people and adults who are looking for a new bits and pieces for their lovely house.


bijou bazaar, they're attract more youngsters by provide live performance while the customer enjoy their shopping. they also provide more activities besides shopping, such as art exhibition and of course introduced new bands by giving them an opportunity to perform at the bazaar.


in Malacca on the other hands, Jonker Walk is a well known flea market among the local and tourist. if i'm not mistaken, Jonker Walk is the only one flea market in Malacca (besides pasar malam). the sellers here sell many things such as accessories, souvenirs, pictures, t-shirts, beverages, chinese food (because the majority of the sellers here are chinese), decor for rooms and many more. there is also karaoke live performance by the chinese older people at the Jonker Walk stage. besides Jonker Walk, there's one more night flea market in Malacca called downtown also, it is located at Jalan Hang Tuah. however this flea market is not there anymore.


i wish there is more flea market in Malacca like bijou bazaar to create a competitive advantage for current flea market in Malacca. the reason why this suggestion is given is because Malacca have become a center of attention especially for the youngsters. more gigs and events will be held here (whether organized by the government or other organization) and this will give an opportunity to youngsters to earn extra money and have a constructive activity at the same time. plus this will attract more people to come to Malacca and give them a variety of places to visit.


last but not least,
a few pictures at bijou bazaar and flea market at amcorp mall.

at bijou bazaar

at amcorp mall

** hope this will come true in Malacca =]
** this is the reason why i miss my life in KL.

tagged from azwin

Do u think you' are hot?
sangat hot...!!! hehehehehe

Upload a favourite picture of you:


Gives three reason why u like that picture:
1. i look thin in this pic :)
2. my hair looks pretty :)
3. i love the picture

When was the last time u ate pizza?
November 14, 2008. with mudd and his friend.

The last song u listen?
Hinder - without you

What are u doing right now besides this?
check my facebook, sms-ing with wan syafiq.

What name you prefer besides yours?
i just love my name.

People to tag:
1. mr hajime (its been a long time tak tag dia)
2. kak mala (i know she will never do my tag)
3. azlan dawai
4. mili (my ex roomate)
5. erin

Who is number one?
a friend from blog

Number three is having relationship with?
his own dream girl? hehehehe

Say something about nombor five?
my roomate

How about number four?
my ex roomate

Who is number two?
a friend from my hometown, she's a very nice person :)

tagged by azra

Directions:

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At the end, choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

1. i'm so weak & lack of confidence skrg ni disebabkan banyak benda yang berlaku pd aku lately, tambah-tambah lepas i got a called from that woman.
   
2. I have to hug something when i sleep. I dont mind kalau tak ada bantal di kepala, asalkan ada bantal untuk peluk :)
   
3. I'm so grateful cause i have a lovely family, & parents yang sangat supportive & banyak membantu; especially my mom yang sudi dengar my problem, contohnya bila i got a called from that woman.
   
4. I'm quite romantic :p .... ya i repeat, i'm a romantic person. hahahahahahaha....
   
5. I love to write poems and quotes when i feel bored.
   
6. I'm kind hearted, selalu senang kesian kat orang, sampai orang pijak kepala.
   
7. I'm in the changing process, to be a better person.
   
8. I always try so hard to take care others' feelings, but I always didn't get the same thing in return.
   
9. I love my parents so much. Rela berkorban apa saja untuk mereka.
   
10. Aku pernah cuba untuk melupakan perkara yang aku tak boleh lupa dengan makan banyak ubat supaya aku tidur, sebab masa tidur saja akan buat aku tidak fikir benda-benda yang buat aku sakit hati.
    
11. Sambungan dari no.10, kali pertama aku telan ubat masa aku form 4, & kali kedua 31 Januari 2009, one & a half month ago.
    
12. Bila aku tension, aku akan tidur, atau driving, atau nyanyi kuat-kuat & menjerit sampai aku puas hati & tak fikir lagi.
    
13. I hate liars.
    
14. I can be good to you, even though u're not good to me.
    
15. I try so hard to be the best for him, & i hope he will appreciate me.
    
16. Aku kuat membazir. this bad habit susah betul nak hilang.
    

**taknak tag sapa2 pun, boleh?

quote of the day

.It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,
but what is the most painful is to love someone
and never find the courage
to let the person know how you feel.

super duper busy

life getting busy and busy...
marketing case study have to analyze and present every tuesday,
retail management field trip; we have to go to several places in malacca for several town and observe the retail process in those places... retail management library project for exhibition,
questionnaire for my final year project (FYP) have to be done by this week (my Q have been rejected for many times...herrmmmm....),
finance assignment, strategic management midterm exam is next thursday,
e-commerce assignment; we have to set up a blog and do an online business,
marketing plan for strategic marketing subject, progress report have to be submit every week, we have to do website also...
wedding ceremony, picnic trip,





i only have less time and less money to do all these.
money? oh i do not have enough money for a mean time, even though i've change my habit (wasting money to spending money wisely), but money is still the major problem for me.



thats why i do not have enough time to update my blog. ya there's a lot of things i want to share with people out there but there's a lot of things i have to be done first.

bitter bitter bittersweet :p

1. Name one person who always texts you.
◘ amad apek azmi

2 . Name one negative thing about you?
◘ dont know how to control my stress

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
◘ sleep, i juz wake up

4. Sport you wanted to learn?
◘ scuba diving (bole dikira sports ke tu?)

5. Ever tried gymnastics?
◘ never

6. What was the last thing you bought?
◘ mmm....dinner last night

7. Do you talk a lot?
◘ sangat

8. Where is your brother?
◘ at kl

9. How was your day yesterday?
◘ monday? so exhausted. i got class from 8am till 10.30pm. cant u imagine how exhausted i am?

10 . Are you an optimistic one?
◘ maybe

11 . People describe you as....
◘ kind hearted :p

12. Contented in life?
◘ not yet...there are more things i want to achieve in this life

13. Are you happy with the love of your life
◘ so far....ok la... bersyukur dengan apa yg ada :)

14. Do you skip meals?
◘ sometimes

15. Do you consider yourself smart?
◘ a lil bit

16. What color is your gate?
◘ black & gold

17 .Are you typically a jolly person?
◘ yes i am =]

18. Name one enemy of yours:
◘ i do not have any enemy...tp xtau la kan kot2 diorg yg anggap aku enemy

19. Name one close friend:
◘ one only? i have so many close friends

20. Who's the first person in your phone list?
◘ . me, the other number of mine

21 . What did the last text message your received say?
◘ owh, aku x free, mcm mana?

22. Do you go to gym?
◘ dulu-dulu

23. Song playing at the moment:
◘ blurry from puddle of mudd

24.How do you cope with stress?
◘ i will go to sleep, if i cannot sleep, i will take ubat tidur or whatever ubat that can make me sleep. because when i sleep i didnt think about those shit things.

25.Ever broken someone's heart?
◘ banyak kali (jahat kan aku ni?)

26.What makes you happy?
◘ the things & the person that makes me happy

27. What is the last thing you said aloud?
◘ erkkk...what eh?

28. Is someone bitter to you?
◘ yes. should i mention his name here?